tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6772048034472717292024-03-06T07:05:42.900+08:00The Story of My Life.............You are the best things of all when you think you are.
Appreciate yourself and be grateful to all what you had have...and smile always!^^Fadzilahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13991227788870803129noreply@blogger.comBlogger504125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-677204803447271729.post-82977315477058346042018-09-08T21:54:00.000+08:002018-09-08T21:54:41.506+08:00G0odbye N0w<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">I threw it all away, all the times with you</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">One by one, without you, I’m forgetting</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">I write letters word by word</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">But there’s no one to read it</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">Goodbye now, goodbye for real, leave me</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">Forget all the times we spent together</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">Goodbye now, goodbye for real, leave me</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">I call you again several times but I can’t figure you out</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">Goodbye now</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">I keep thinking of the times I spent with you</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">When I walk, walk without you, I think of you</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">Traces of you that remain in each corner of my room</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">I burn them up without a sound</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">Goodbye now, goodbye for real, leave me</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">Forget all the times we spent together</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">Goodbye now, goodbye for real, leave me</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">I call you again several times but I can’t figure you out</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">Goodbye now</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">I said I wouldn’t be able to endure it</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">But now I don’t even hope for you to come back</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">Goodbye now, goodbye for real, I let you go</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">I wash away all the memories we had together</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">Goodbye now, goodbye for real, leave me</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">I call you for the last time but there’s no answer</span><br style="background-color: #ddddee; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;">Goodbye now</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Goodbye now.</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="background-color: #ddddee; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">-Ailee-</span></span>Fadzilahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13991227788870803129noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-677204803447271729.post-903358717058521082018-05-31T09:08:00.000+08:002018-05-31T09:09:45.152+08:00ThE UnToLd tRuTh <br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white;">This garden is filled</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">With blossoming loneliness</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">I tied myself</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">To this sand castle filled with thorns</span></div>
</span><br />
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</div>
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</div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white;">What is your name?</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Do you even have a place to go?</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Oh could you tell me?</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I saw you hiding in this garden</span></div>
</span><br />
<div style="box-sizing: inherit; margin-bottom: 1.5em;">
</div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white;">And I know</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Your heat is real</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Your hand picks the blue flowers</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I want to hold it but</span></div>
</span><br />
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</div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white;">This is my destiny</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Don’t smile on me</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Light on me</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Because I can’t go to you</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">There’s no name to call</span></div>
</span><br />
<div style="box-sizing: inherit; margin-bottom: 1.5em;">
</div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white;">You know that I can’t</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Show you me</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Give you me</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I can’t show you my weakness</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">So I’m putting on a mask to go see you</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">But I still want you</span></div>
</span><br />
<div style="box-sizing: inherit; margin-bottom: 1.5em;">
</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white;">A flower that resembles you</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Blossomed in this garden of loneliness</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I wanted to give it to you</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">As I take off this stupid mask</span></div>
</span><br />
<div style="box-sizing: inherit; margin-bottom: 1.5em;">
</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white;">But I know</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">This can’t go on forever</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I must hide</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Because I’m ugly</span></div>
</span><br />
<div style="box-sizing: inherit; margin-bottom: 1.5em;">
</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white;">I’m afraid</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">So pathetic</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I’m so afraid</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">In the end, will you leave me too?</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">So I’m putting on a mask to go see you</span></div>
</span><br />
<div style="box-sizing: inherit; margin-bottom: 1.5em;">
</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white;">What I can do is</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">To make a pretty flower</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">That resembles you</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Blossom in this garden, in this world</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Then breathe as the person you know</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">But I still want you</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I still want you</span></div>
</span><br />
<div style="box-sizing: inherit; margin-bottom: 1.5em;">
</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white;">Maybe back then</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">If I had just a little more</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Courage</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">And stood before you</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Would everything be different now?</span></div>
</span><br />
<div style="box-sizing: inherit; margin-bottom: 1.5em;">
</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white;">I’m crying</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">At this sandcastle</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">That’s disappearing</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">And breaking down</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">As I look at this broken mask</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">And I still want you</span></div>
</span><br />
<div style="box-sizing: inherit; margin-bottom: 1.5em;">
</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: white;">But I still want you</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">But I still want you</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">And I still want you</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">BTS</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">~The truth untold~</span></div>
</span>Fadzilahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13991227788870803129noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-677204803447271729.post-34990820698107779002018-02-13T16:35:00.001+08:002018-02-13T16:35:59.508+08:00::Its the time::<br />
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></span>
<div style="text-align: center;">
This is the end</div>
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Hold your breath and count to ten</div>
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Feel the earth move and then</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Hear my heart burst again..</div>
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<br /></div>
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13/2/2018</div>
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I already returned all the things..</div>
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Finally..</div>
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Its mean that its the time.</div>
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Time to what?</div>
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Time to be greater..</div>
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To be the amazing me..</div>
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<br /></div>
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Never turn back and be like a fool again</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Never be pathetic again</div>
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Never be someone that is not me again</div>
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Never reminisce whatever happened again</div>
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Never try to think or feel that feelings again</div>
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<br /></div>
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Lets be the amazing me</div>
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Lets the world know how worth of me</div>
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Lets find the happiness..the real happiness this time</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
"True love waits..</div>
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In haunted attics."</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Smile.</div>
Fadzilahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13991227788870803129noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-677204803447271729.post-79626507761459818152018-01-03T18:08:00.000+08:002018-02-13T16:28:17.777+08:00Unspeakable secret<div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: 0px 0px; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; border: 0px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-top: 20px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">A secret you can’t tell anyone</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"></span></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Everyone has a secret like that</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">
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Even if you say it’s nothing special</div>
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Even if I try to be indifferent, it hurts</div>
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<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Don’t love me</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"></span></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">I can’t help my heart being like this</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
What I can give you</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Are just unstoppable tears</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
With a strange face you’ve seen for the first time</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
I would only give you scars in your heart</div>
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I’m just going to leave you so I can love you alone</div>
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</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Even loneliness feels like a long-time friend</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc;"></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">It’s time I get used to it but I miss you</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc;">
</span><br />
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</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Don’t love me</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"></span></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">I can’t help my heart being like this</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
What I can give you</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Are just unstoppable tears</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
With a strange face you’ve seen for the first time</div>
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I would only give you scars in your heart</div>
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I’m just going to leave you so I can love you alone</div>
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</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Don’t come to me</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"></span></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">I can’t help my heart being like this</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">
<div style="text-align: center;">
I’m afraid the pain will go to you</div>
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I don’t know if you know that’s why I’m pushing you away</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
Forget the me that used to love you</div>
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Just remember the bad me who only made you cry</div>
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Long time no see you meh.<br />
haha bian~<br />
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Dangshin upsshi motsal ahyo...meaning?<br />
Google sndri..kahkah.<br />
its already reaching the end of 2017 right.<br />
meh nk blnja mpek pnjg skit.hee~<br />
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my life so far..Alhamdulillah..still healthy, young and wild.kekeke.<br />
i will live my life happily without any regrets.<br />
hdup ni skali je..xmo la nyesal apa2 kn.all out!<br />
dlu ade stu post ni that i wrote that i'll fight for this one person.<br />
ade ke x ea publish..ke draft ke..almk kantoi la klo draft je.<br />
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xpela..meh nk summary skit.<br />
i'd fall in love with this amazing man.<br />
why he is so amazing anyway?<br />
because.....<br />
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<b>one:: </b>he didnt ever give up on me..you know den ni xdela btul sgt..bgong je..pstu emo pun byk. emo tu akn dtg if org tu penting je.haha.so klo leh emo dgn korg mksdnye korg pntg..which means i cared lot klo dh msuk bab emo tu ea.klo x..boo layan.boleh blah.xde nk amik kisah la klo de pape yg brlaku..i dont like many drama in my life.kekeke. but this person..although im in that state of ultimate emo(which i called <i>my loser phase</i>) when i showed him of my true self..he didnt give up on me. he advised me and ask me questions.hahahaha. soln knp mcm tu..knp ni..knp tu..knp pntg diri..haha. i love actually when people give me advice..so i know when im wrong. and then i can reflect and change insyaAllah. bknnye klo tau slh..xtegur..tp pi sebar kat org lain. big NO! sbb tu syg lbih.wink2<br />
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<b>two::</b> he knows the silence cry of mine.huaaaa.org prtama nh.im so touched that he knows im crying although i didnt make any sound.my expertise is in silence crying.kahkah.but he knew back then that im crying.aigooo abis la macho mcm ni..kntoi ade org tau ngis.hahahahahahahaha.huuu.mcm mn dia tau ea?smpi skrg mcm trtanya2 mcm mn dia leh tau..hmmm<br />
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<b>three::</b> he made me to crash my damn high walls with his patience and love.haha.after all these years...i know a bit about myself.a bit je?haha yela a bit je bru tau psl dri sndri even dh tua bp puluh thn dh hdup nh.dush. i dont know how to love..ala2 lagu tu la.."aku tak pandai bercinta..aku tak indah bicara.." when i fall..i fall damn hard..all out i will love that person. but man didnt like this type of love i guess...bcoz they cant handle me well when im so much complicated..emo and so on.huuuuu sad truth. but i dont know what to do actually..when they decide to leave me..ofcos i'll fell sad and clingy towards them.i will ask so much questions..sbb syg sgt la buat smua tu..hahaha tp dorg xamik kisah dh pun..sbb dh buat kptsn nk tinggalkn kn.so ended up i hurt so damn much...but you know..i have no regrets...because i'd loved so damn much too. so brbalik kpd topik td..after being heartbroken i'd set and put my heart in this castle of mine which built up damn high and strong so no one can hurt me again.thats the reason if anyone wants to come into my life and heart..i tested them. i'd hurt this one person before..he was so nice..he liked me..but im cruel to him.myb i hurt him..and then after awhile he then left me too.he got someone who he can loves with ease and love him too. im truly sorry actually..i didnt mean to do harm to you..just..i want to protect the heart of mine.bianney.the results of my damn high walls.huuuuu.dush3 skit. but Alhamdulillah after that i learnt..there are no use actually the high walls..you forget to love and to live. so after i'd encounter to my sayang..ehh pngil my syg la ea nnt confuse dgn yg dlu tu..ehee gtl noe. my sayang..he was the reason i crashed the walls. his patience and love for me..for accepting me for who i am..for never ending advice..for taking care of me..for loving me..for missing me..im so much grateful for him to come to my life. Alhamdulillah.<br />
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okay tiga je.hahaha.actually im really super grateful to Allah..for giving me the opportunity to love him..felt the love..to be in loved..indah bak hang!im so much in love where i think i just cant live without him.ngeeee~ Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah infinity. indah lg kn klo Allah syg kita, dgn kita syg Allah balik :D<br />
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my love story is still ongoing..although many challenges encountered and say hye..i'll be strong.. i will always pray and pray and pray hopefully one day the happiness Allah can lend to me.eheee..jgn putus asa!fight for your happiness..in your doa. Allah is the only one that can fulfill all the wishes..as long as there are good for us. i wish for his happiness always..sincerely from my heart. if and only if written up there that we're never meant to be in this world....dh bljr redha dh..i'd said to myself that its okay...why? because to get the chance to just love him already makes me super happy and thankful.Alhamdulillah. pray for me too keh.<br />
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Assalamualaikum..see ya. adiossaaaaaaa ^^<br />
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Alhamdulillah for today yaAllah..for the smile and happiness.</div>
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this life..is so short..i wanna make the most of it.</div>
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i wanna treasure and live to the max.</div>
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i dont want anymore to waste any time doing nothing or waiting.</div>
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i will chase my dream.</div>
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i will chase what i want.</div>
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but all in all..i will not forget Allah..im nothing, pathetic fools without HIM.</div>
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kdg2..kita rasa apa yg kt doakn tu Allah tak dengar. </div>
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lps tu kita putus asa. walhal Allah makbulkn dlm waktu yg terbak tanpa kita sangka2.</div>
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jd jgn mudah dh putus asa okay fadzilah.</div>
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you're strong.</div>
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one day all your doas will be granted the most awesome for you.</div>
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just be patient.</div>
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just rely on Allah..not any other.</div>
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remember Him always.</div>
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dont ever never forget Him.</div>
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He is always there watching you..</div>
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dont ever neglect Him and do something that make Him angry.</div>
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sesungguhnya api neraka itu benar dan nyata..dan juga sungguh panas.</div>
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huuuuuuu minta dijauhkan.</div>
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mulai hari ini..mari...mari kitaa punyai..</div>
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" perangai ahli syurga..</div>
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perbuatan ahli syurga..</div>
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fikiran ahli syurga..</div>
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akhlak ahli syurga..</div>
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permintaan ahli syurga..</div>
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amalan ahli syurga..</div>
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keinginan ahli syurga</div>
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kehidupan ahli syurga.. "</div>
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lets target to be in His beautiful heaven..Jannatul Firdaus.</div>
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one day InsyaAllah.</div>
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go for it.</div>
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*got one iv next next week. and two job results still in processing. do pray for me ya. i'll do my best insyaAllah.</div>
Fadzilahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13991227788870803129noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-677204803447271729.post-72845968016180236382017-10-31T15:06:00.004+08:002017-10-31T15:06:44.969+08:00It will come...Aloha.<br />
how are you doing?<br />
haha spe nk jwb nh.<br />
ngeng je.<br />
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Im doing great. Alhamdulillah.<br />
Still standing strong and patiently.<br />
Enhance my love stronger everyday in the doa and prayers.<br />
Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for not leaving me.<br />
Without Allah, Im completely a loser and nothing.<br />
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Just came back from johor for convo's day.<br />
Alhamdulillah everything went well and all the pictures and people were beautiful.<br />
my best convo ever.<br />
meeting my love ones too.<br />
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xmo blnja gmbr convo kat sni..haha<br />
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now focusing to find job..hopefully one can be the best for me.<br />
doakn skali ye smua :)<br />
spe2 ade kje kosong yg memerlukan seorang yg dedikasi roger2 keh.haha<br />
the job is coming..insyaAllah.yakin dan percaya rezeki semua Allah yg berikan.<br />
I will wait with great endurance.insyaAllah.<br />
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<br />Fadzilahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13991227788870803129noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-677204803447271729.post-90461081996665540002017-10-02T00:38:00.000+08:002018-02-13T16:41:09.882+08:00My sayang<div style="text-align: center;">
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Ni hao!</div>
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mari kita mulakn misi merepek kerepek.kekeke~</div>
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you know..i pray hard to Allah to grant me love...ala2 syurga cinta..cinta smpi ke syurga gitu.and smua pun tahu nk msuk syurga bkn senang.jd there is a quote.."i ask Allah for love, but He gave me trouble people to help." We didnt get what we want but we get what best for us.kali ni kita akn cungkil sisa liku about someone that i hold dear in my heart. klo nk bce, bce..xnk sudah..ngeh2.</div>
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Alkisah..terereett..</div>
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sblm ni mmg rs mcm hati dh trtutup..sbb byk sgt heartbroken nye..and i always wonder why didnt i get the love that i want..which are cthnyaa...someone that can hold me tight when im broken.tu cliche..maksudnye..someone that can fight for me..knows how to console me when im mad/sad..love me unconditionally..being nice and take care of me..and accept me for who i am for all my weaknesses and strengths.tapi...stlh byk kali heartbroken(acee..mcm byk sgt je haha)..i still didnt pass Allah's test for me. i mean surely Allah gave those people to me and broke my heart right? there is somewhere from there Allah wants me to learn from it or from them. tapi...sadly myb i didnt learn anything. thats why the heartbreak keep coming to me.huhuu</div>
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so after years passed by..Allah opens my heart again to love this one man. at first im reluctant to accept him..why?because i didnt want to feel that broken phase again.haha.tp ade stu ayt ni.."dont keep your heart like you want to retire with it." so im all out take the risks and fall to this man. he is someone that break my damn high strong walls which i built so many years.ingt dh sedia kukuh dh xleh runtuh tp runtuh gk.haha. and i love him for not giving up on me.i truly love him.thank you yaAllah for giving me the opportunity to open my heart again and being in loved. loving him is among the best things that happen in my life. i truly thank Allah for the happiness.</div>
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but, balik kpd ats td..nk msuk syurga bkn sng.same with i ask Allah to grant me the syurga cinta. many trials came to say hye..haha..at first, i felt very frustrated, damn sorrow occupied my life until my weight decrease about 6kg haha..you know im not someone which easily to gain weight and to lose weight too.so klo dh turun tu ingt sng nk naik blk?haha adess..skrg still struggling nk naikkn brt blk nh.underweight dh.doakn ea smua.(tula ms brt okay beria nk kurus..ni Allah dh kasi kurus..haa tau pun xbest.dush3.heart of matter, blja syukur slalu.) but during my miserable time tu..i pray harder..harder..harder to Allah..i pray for the best.and now i realize that we must give first in order to get.for example..i want someone that will fight for me by any means..so i must first fight for him. i want someone to accept me for who i am..so i must accept them for who they are. currently im learning all that. and one thing dpt pencerahan yg sgt cerah..anything in this world is belong to Allah..one and only.so pray to Him..sabar, tawakkal sebenarnya hanya pada Dia. then my heart is at ease.Alhamdulillah ^^</div>
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okay for this special man.i pray our soul will become one someday insyaAllah.doakn smua byk2.heee. i do love him with all my heart and soul and will always love him. i will love him unconditionally, accepts all his weaknesses and strengths, not giving up on him and all in all...i pray harder that one day he can become my halal ones. i want to hold him tight and never let him go. and grow old together with him.wahhh besarnye cita2..heh mestilah!</div>
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so right now, i just can pray for the best. i pray Allah gives happiness to him everyday and leave all to Allah. in the meantime, im preparing my best self to be the one that he can rely in future.i know im not perfect..nobody is perfect peeps..so just let do our best okay. i fight for him in my doa because he is someone that i cant afford to lose. he is my smile and also tears.haha.thats why i want to fight for him.so if we're meant to be..Alhamdulillah. if not, i'd tried my best and i'll not have any regret insyaAllah.sbb ape..sbb jodoh kt smua kn dh trtulis dh sejak azali lg..so siapa kt nk prsoalkn?kne belajar redha okay wlau syg mcm mn skalipun. i just want him to be happy and happy and happy.because i love him.wink2. you know why im in love with him? because by loving him..i got to learn so many things. i learned that loving someone is not an easy thing.haha..yela dh bse sorg je..so klo brdua ni kne nk jaga hati lg..xleh nk pntg dri..kne jaga kelakuan jgn nk ikut kepala sndri je.huahua.dush3. same with in marriage..lps kahwin kn smua belang keluar.so ni sbnr practise gkla ni. then i learned to forgive with all my heart, by putting the ego asides. you know..apelah ade pd ego nh..i rather choose happiness than ego.xbwk kemana pun weyh ego tinggi tu.buang tong smph campak jauh2. i didnt care if people said im crazy why should i fight again..because i fight for my happiness.then i'll be happy i guess..i'll be happy by doing all that. besides, i also learnt how to accept and tolerate with people's weaknesses. everyone has weaknesses..i think out of the box, something that happen from his point of view.haha.reverse psychology..i learned all of that.byk kot blja. sbb tu syg lbih.acee.</div>
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lelaki ni lain drpd pmpn..lelaki akn ingt pmpn ni serabut..haha..sbb otak dorg simple je.pmpn ni akn tny mcm2..amik berat..mmbebel..nasihat..nk attention klo dh syg. mst la sbb syg pmpn ni bt smua tuh. klo xsyg dorg x heran la cik abg oi korg nk bt ape buatlah. bg lelaki dan perempuan di luar sne..meh nk nsht skit nh..amik pedoman okay.tp xsmua pmpn mcm ni..ade je pmpn yg that so 'cool' type tp jarangla.hahaha. pmpn ni dia pny hati klo dh syg..fuhh syg sgt la.sbb tu klo llki ckp nk break..pmpn akn bgong skjp..dia akn call/msg non-stop..non-stop ye bce ulang <i>non-stop</i>.haha.knp nk break ape slh bla bla bla. tp llki ni rimas ble jd mcm tu wahai pmpn sekalian.haha. nk bt mcm mn..pmpn ni byk emosi la wahai llki skalian.sbb dorg syg.dorg nk slmtkn hbgn tu.tp llki xfhm..dorg fkir semak je pmpn ni bt mcm tu..wlaupun dlu syg..syg..haha.sbb llki ni sbnr nk that so called 'need space'. jd awk wahai pmpn..klo llki tu mnta break/xmsg awk..awk cool je dlu..jgn serang dia.jgn msg/call pape tny ape xkena...bg dorg cool down dgn time yg dorg nk.llki ni nk space sbb ade ssuatu la yg trjd..mslh kje/stress/kluarga apa2 la yg swktu dgnnya.jd awk sbg pmpn jgn pressure mereka lg..bg mereka msuk gua dlu.jgn kacau.nnt dh settle dorg kua la tu cri awk blk.tp konsep ni x apply klo llki tu main kayu tiga ea.klo dia cheated awk jd awk bt ape trhegeh lg kat dia.awk move on jela okay awk.klo skali dia boleh menipu..possibility dia nk menipu akn dtg ade lg.percayalah.melainkan dia dh taubat sebenar-benar taubat nasuha.okay tu sdkt tips bg awk llki dan pmpn.mn baik amik jd kn pngjrn, klo slh maafkn la yep.hr tu bt research skit psl nh...aheh.</div>
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to all people who is searching for the love right now..love..lets love unconditionally.dont ever keep your heart in a damn place where no one cant reach out like i did few years ago.hahahaha. spread the love and insyaAllah one day Allah will grant you the love that you're seeking with your sincere heart. and do believe that Allah knows the best for us. He will not let us be alone. He will grant all the doas you make in a perfect, beautiful time that best for you. believe in Him okay. dan yg plg penting cintakan Allah yg utama. bru cinta manusia. dgn itu hati akn tenaang..insyaAllah. :)</div>
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right now, im preparing to make my life to be awesome so that i can share my beautiful life with him. marriage is about sharing the life you got with one another. so i want to make my life as exciting as i can so that we both will not be bored.lme kot nk brsma kn nk grow old together.hahaha. pray for me too keh. okay jom tdo. adiossaa~</div>
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<i>"share my life..take me for what i am. cause i never change all my colors for you.take my love, i'll never ask for too much."</i></div>
Fadzilahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13991227788870803129noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-677204803447271729.post-77998673833152381272017-08-22T22:58:00.004+08:002017-09-19T21:25:09.839+08:00My master's last journeyAssalamualaikum.<br />
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tarradaaaa,,aloha my blog, long time no see you. miss me miss me miss me? psycho!haha<br />
okay kali ini kt akn mepek about my life journey in utm during my postgrad.xde la hebat sgt..just wanna thank everyone yg xpnh berhenti support. i love you guys you know. and thank you Allah for all the endurance and patience and finally skrg nmpk cahaya nk konvo tu. bp kali nk quit hr tu spnjg master ni..ingt senang?kahkah.<br />
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tp nk cte dr awl den memory xbyk..so cte yg dr thn ni jela ea..awl2 thn tu okay.mgkn ade lg dlm folder memory otak ni..jap nak korek. ^^<br />
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awl thn ritu the struggle is real.giler hari2 kepala sakit..migrain.haha. den ni mmg ade migraine tu cuma jarang brlaku. slalu klo over jog, main badminton and activities luar yg super active leh migrain tu dtg. klo psl kerja ni jarang la. nmpk x mksudnye mmg btul giler la. sbb stress kot..nk kejar submit thesis sblm abis sem tu bln2 tu..sbb xnk byr yuran sem bru.haha.yela mybrain xcover dh..nk korek duit dr celah mana haa. nk ckp klo rest sehari xhdap lappy pun skt kpla tu dtg..mgkn dh hr2 dtgnye..so xbt kje pun still dtg gk skt nye.mihmih.<br />
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so bln1 tu hr2 writing thesis update bla bla..and i wanna thank this <b>special person</b> i hold dear in my heart..bagi kata-kata semangat dan dorongan suh siapkn kje cpt2, teman stayup..layan mpek bg xmengantuk..xbg mkn ubat sbb skt kpla sbb ckp ubt bahaya haha.abis tu den trpaksa tdo jela klo dh xleh mkn ubt tu.the struggle was very real okay..bkn main2. ms bz2 tu..mkn kdg2 xsempat..fkir kerja je byk xsiap..msg pun kdg2 jela mlm2 o lps siap kje..tp still memahami and didnt giveup on me. keluar mkn pun mn dan je kan.haha.okayla dpt jumpa sekejap pun.sempat x sempat sempat juga tgk movies satu dua dlm bz2 tu..kekeke. thank you thank you thank you. you were a great support to me that time. moga Allah membalas jasa baik anda itu.i love you!;)<br />
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then blk rumah..yahooooo...smntra nk tggu viva tu tnm anggur kat rmh la.pstu dtg blk utk preparation viva. thank you too <b>kak shila</b> and <b>afiq </b>teman kat lab sampai 2pagi sehari sebelum viva. haha giles x giles. yela ptg tu sv suh tmbh lg kat slide mcm2..then nk siapkn kne siapkn la kn.ape pnya ayt nh. maaflah ayt tunggang langgang skit naa. bm dh kelaut.adess. and all in all kak shila had given me full support..yg byk teman kat lab sampai malam buat kerja..boleh dikatakan hari2 dlm bln1 tu.wlaupun aircond mati jam 8.30..bertahan stay smpi 11 lbih kdg2 tu..pstu blk smbung kje lagi klo mmpu.klo x tdo trus.pstu sok pg bgun dtg lab lg..rutin yg sme hr2..huaaaa...jasa dikenang selalu. i love you! smga phd akk dpermudahkan Allah juga..insyaAllah aamiin.<br />
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then lps viva..correction pulak.haa nmpk x journey dia..xsenang tau smbung bljr ni. so yg dh kje nk smbung bljr tu..fkir la 10x hahahahaha klo kwn2 yg dh kje nk smbung nh..den bg pndpt hentikan angan2 tu.kahkah.sbb ape..sbb dorg rs kje tu xbest..bljr tu best lg.tp dorg xtau..zmn degree ritu lain sgt dgn master/phd nh.baik x kwn nh bg nsht cm gitu.kikiki.arigato. then smntra correction nh..thanks lot to <b>kak ti</b>, <b>sarah</b>, <b>hanin</b> and <b>as</b>. teman berjimba bg hilgkn stress.haha. tau aa berat turun giles spnjg dr awl thn tu smpi ke nk correction. depression?yapp maybe.tak disangkal. ade sbb lain juga yg mnyumbang..begitu juga dgn correction thesis. hanin siap offer nk tlg buatkn lg correction sbb nk give up je hr tu xnk hntr correction. terharuuuu tau dgrnye :'( thankyou fantastic 5. i love you guys.<br />
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tak dilupakan juga my dear chinggu<b> tina </b>yg slalu bg kata-kata smgt during my ups and down dr nk hntr thesis smpi je laa ni. i love you so much! she is always there when i need her. sayang byk2 laa..my soulmate.very nice and i never wanna lose her ever. and kwn2 lain..my dear <b>raja </b>and <b>wan</b>. my great supporters too.terima kasih doa-doanya..sayang korang selalu.wink2.<br />
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kwn2 lain yg xhenti2 bg smgt dan wishing me good luck..<b>akmal</b>, <b>ashraff</b>, <b>adk wa</b>, <b>ira</b>, <b>dayah</b>, <b>fatin</b>, <b>kina</b>, <b>mira</b>, <b>noy</b>, <b>sabby</b>, <b>iffa</b>, <b>dilah, kak maz</b>, <b>kak misah</b>,<b> kak ija</b>,<b> kak emily</b>, <b>hae </b>dan lain2 yg mn mgkn xingt nk tulis nmenye. thank you everyone, me love you guys. thank you yaAllah for all these great people You made to come into my life.<br />
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and all the time thankyou to my lovely <b>Ibu</b> and <b>Ayah</b> for their endless love and supports and also money.mihmih.byk kot.haha. sorg ni je haa xkje2 lg kn..tukang abiskn boras haa. i'll pay both of you soon insyaAllah by becoming your daughter that you'll feel proud of.aamiin. I love both of you to my heart content! Ibu slalu kasi kata2 smgt kat whatsapp..pagi2..supaya anaknye ni truskn prjuangan dgn jayanya.yela klo nk cte bab lemah2 smgt nh..leh banjir kdg2 tu..nmpk je sasa kat lua..dlm hati de tmn orkid.lame.haha.xske nk cte mslh kat ibu ayh..xske bg dorg risau..jd klo leh settlekn sndri..akn try settlekn sndri.tp kdg2 tu mgkn xmmpu dan nk mengada skjp tu yg trbgtau kdg2 tu.tp a part je bkn smua.heh. Ayah lak slalu bt ayt..kali ni bp lme lak nk stay utm.haha.yela asyik blk..pstu dtg blk..then blk..dtg blk..tp xsiap2 kjenye.sbb tu kua ayt gitu. kali ni steady xbalik lg rumah dh sbln lbih stay utm nh..waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...aimnye ms blk ritu nk siapkn smua bru blk insyaAllah..and here i am. tp nmpk sinar dh..insyaAllah i'll go back soon.yeyaayyy!<br />
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dan tak dilupakn my<b> sv</b> yg slalu bg dorongan,smgt,duit gaji,belanja makan slalu,bg kueh.haha.mcm ayah2 je..klo nk mengada mngadu mslh psl projek bgtau je dia..nnt leh brainstorm sesame mcm mn nk selesaikan. kdg2 dia call..tp xagkt sbb rs xnk agkt.hahahahahha pstu kelam kabut dtg lab pi cri dia kat ofis tnya knpa call..tu klo rajin..klo xrajin esoknye bru pi jumpa xpun call balik esok esok tu.pnh x ade stdnt mcm nh.kekeke.kwn2 lain smua kagum..kahkah..kagum perli la.tp my sv is super nice..dia okay je klo xagkt call tu..klo super penting dia akn call byk kali.ms dh kali kdua tu rajin la agktnye.ngee.<br />
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dan juga <b>seman</b>, <b>kaklong</b> and <b>angah</b>. seman dgn klong slalu tny.."bile nk balik?"..dgn <b>my mok</b>.. "ble ayang nk blk?..haha trse special cm gitu..tp xdpt balik.huahua. klong la plg byk tny nye..seman tny ble nk siap.ingt zmn dgree dgn mster ni projek nye sme ke.klo sme meme senang la nk siap.adess.duku kang bru tau.haha.terima kasih doa-doanye kome woi. sayang slalu.eeeuwww xpnh ckp.kahkah.<br />
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all in all..thank you lot lot lot lot and lot to <b>ALLAH</b> for the experiences during my master's life nh. all the sweetness and bitterness making me to be stronger person. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.<br />
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amik kau skali mpek pnjg giles ni haa..mcm bt thesis.hahaha.to my friends yg masih dlm journey postgrad dorg..all the best and i'll pray smoga dprmudahkn urusan smuanya..especially k.ti, as, hanin and sarah.kuat kuat kuat..boleh punya! so dh trmgntuk dgn skt tgkuk dh ni..haha..cau dlu aa..see ya adiossaa.<br />
<br />Fadzilahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13991227788870803129noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-677204803447271729.post-32562701067832688702017-07-01T16:28:00.000+08:002017-07-01T16:28:10.521+08:00Loved, Its Over Now<div style="background-color: #fffefa; border: 0px; color: #333333; margin-bottom: 1.5em; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">It’s getting farther away, your heart is leaving<br />It’s getting smaller, my image (compared to) you<br />It’s cooling, our passionate story<br />When you’re still the only one for me</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">I try laughing. I try calling your name,<br />In case you’d come back.<br />Without having cried, deceiving myself<br />I call out your name once again.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Because it ended in the midst of love<br />Because you left me so easily<br />Our many memories, the many promises we made<br />They all ended with your few words.<br />In the warm sunshine, I alone am frozen now.<br />With the cold expression<br />And your back quickly turning from me<br />We ended.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">I try laughing. I try calling your name,<br />In case you’d come back.<br />Without having cried, deceiving myself<br />I call out your name once again.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">I just can’t believe it,<br />As I’ve always done,<br />I’ll keep hoping you’d come back.<br />How could I erase you?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Amongst the many people<br />I alone am by myself<br />Can’t even walk one step forward<br /><span class="mceItemHidden" style="border: 0px; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><span class="hiddenSpellError" style="border: 0px; font-style: inherit; font-weight: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Absentmindedly</span>, I only look at that place you left</span><br />If we can go back to how we used to be<br />I’ll stop here at this place.<br />Although I’m a little scared,<br />Although it would be foolish<br />Even if I have to do this,<br />I’ll wait for you.</span></div>
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Fadzilahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13991227788870803129noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-677204803447271729.post-75653742722702404602017-06-03T16:21:00.002+08:002017-06-03T16:21:31.921+08:00IrrEsiStibLe<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">Coming in unannounced, drag my nails on the tile</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">I just followed your scent, you can just follow my smile</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">All of your flaws are aligned with this mood of mine</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">Cutting me to the bone, nothing left to leave behind</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">You ought to keep me concealed just like I was a weapon</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">I didn't come for a fight but I will fight till the end</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">And this one might be a battle, might not turn out okay</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">You know you look so Seattle, but you feel so LA</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">And I love the way you hurt me</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">It's irresistible, yeah</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">I love the way, I love the way</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">I love the way you hurt me, baby</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">I love the way, I love the way</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">I love the way you hurt me, baby</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">I'm gonna get you to burst just like you were a bubble</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">Frame me up on your wall just to keep me out of trouble</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">Like a moth getting trapped in the light by fixation</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">Truly free, love it baby, I'm talking no inflation</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">Too many war wounds and not enough wars</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">Too few rounds in the ring and not enough settled scores</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">Too many sharks, not enough blood in the waves</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">You know I give my love a f-f-four letter na-na-name</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">And I love the way you hurt me</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">It's irresistible, yeah</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">I love the way, I love the way</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">I love the way you hurt me, baby</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">I love the way, I love the way</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">I love the way you hurt me, baby</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">You're second hand smoke, second hand smoke</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">I breathe you in, but, honey, I don't know what you're doing to me</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">Mon chéri, but the truth catches up with us eventually</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">Try to say live, live and let live</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">But I'm no good, good at lip service</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">Except when they're yours, mi amor</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">I'm coming for you and I'm making war</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">And I still love the way you hurt me</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">And I still love the way I hurt you</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">It's irresistible, yeah</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; text-align: center;" /><span style="background-color: #ccccdd; text-align: center;">I love the way, I love the way</span><br style="background-color: #ccccdd; box-sizing: border-box; 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I see swimming pools and living rooms and aeroplanes
I see a little house on the hill and children's names
I see quiet nights poured over ice and Tanqueray
But everything is shattering and it's my mistake
Only fools fall for you, only fools
Only fools do what I do, only fools fall
Only fools fall for you, only fools
Only fools do what I do, only fools fall
Oh, our lives don't collide, I'm aware of this
The differences and impulses and your obsession with
The little things, you like stick, and I like aerosol
I don't give a fuck, I'm not giving up, I still want it all
Only fools fall for you, only fools
Only fools do what I do, only fools fall
Only fools fall for you, only fools
Only fools do what I do, only fools fall
I see swimming pools and living rooms and aeroplanes
I see a little house on the hill and children's names
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Only fools do what I do, only fools fall
Only fools fall for you, only fools fall
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">When I wrote the song, I decided not to release the song. I thought the status described in the lyrics would go forever. So, (I’m) blaming others. Not others, but the world. I thought my status would be the same and I would not release the song. The reason why I released this song is because I no longer feel like the one (the character) in the lyrics. That’s why I was able to release the song. Many fans felt sad about it. However, by releasing the song, it was like saying bye to myself. To myself who had been sad in 2016 and 2015. That’s how I felt.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">… After a series of the incidents that were ugly, I had a lot of thoughts. I did, in the beginning, when others talked about me in a criticizing way, rather, when others gave me unfavorable feedbacks or advice. It could be criticism, it could be condemnation. When I heard so, I felt like this in the beginning, “Why? I did it for a reason” Because I thought I have been like this. I thought I’ve never caused any trouble or inconvenience to others. I’ve never thought that way. Because I studied hard when I was young, I worked hard on music, I performed hard. I liked playing games. That’s what consisted of my life. At school, I was an obedient student, I did well at school so teachers liked me. I never fought with classmates and I was around with friends. I’ve never thought that my behaviors or my music or words could hurt others or inconvenience toward others. I never thought about it that way.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">As I went through the year of 2016, I came to think about that. My words or my behaviors, regardless of my intentions, could cause troubles and hurt others' feelings. In the process, I thought I need to hold responsibility for that and I need to think about such things. What I said or did would not be undone, I thought so. Then I learned how to admit myself. It was hard to admit that I could hurt others' feelings. It took a long time. It was hard because I’ve never felt that way. Now, I feel much better about my feelings and emotions. Now, when I hear something about me, even if it’s criticism or condemnation, I am able to think about what made them say so. “What did I do wrong? What did I cause others to feel uncomfortable? What made them criticize me?” I am now able to think like that. For now, I can’t talk about what was changed in detail. Still, I may have another chance to talk about it later.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">That’s why I was able to release “Always”. The lyrics are very defensive. I wrote the lyrics a year ago or so when I felt stressed. I am now able to release it because I no longer feel that way.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">-Rapmon feelings for "Always" song. sad sad so sad. Its like my feelings..we are same rpmon haha..thankyou. lets admit if we are wrong and accept the goods one to improve ourselves. but dont be so rude, because i can be more than that. haha. adiossaaa~</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">One morning, I opened my eyes</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">And wished I was dead</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">I want someone to kill me</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">In this loud silence</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">I live to understand the world</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">But the world has never understood me, why</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">No, that half is missing</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">It's trying to hurt me...</span></div>
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Fadzilahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13991227788870803129noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-677204803447271729.post-43096630015238760052017-04-29T18:55:00.003+08:002017-04-29T18:55:48.310+08:00D0nt sAy g0odbye<div style="background-color: white; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-top: 1em; text-align: justify;">
</div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">I can’t read your feelings since you try not to meet eyes with me,</span></div>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Because I feel like a lost child, I just wait</span></div>
</span><br />
<div style="background-color: white; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-top: 1em; text-align: justify;">
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Truthfully, I know what you’re going to say,</span></div>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">But I can feel that it’s not your whole heart; your tears tell me</span></div>
</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Don’t say goodbye,</span></div>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I can hear your heart telling me not to let go of your hands,</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I can hear you heart; You still just want me,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">You can’t hide it, you can’t lie</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">I won’t allow it – your lie of wanting to separate,</span></div>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Look in my eyes and tell me,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">It’s not…it’s not the truth</span></div>
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<div style="background-color: white; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-top: 1em; text-align: justify;">
</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Don’t say goodbye,</span></div>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I can hear your heart telling me not to let go of your hands,</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I can hear your heart; Even if the world turns its back on us; Even if it’s a painful love,</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You are my love, you are my soul</span></div>
</span><br />
<div style="background-color: white; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-top: 1em; text-align: justify;">
</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Don’t say goodbye, don’t leave me now,</span></div>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">The promises we’ve shared is everything to me</span></div>
</span><br />
<div style="background-color: white; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-top: 1em; text-align: justify;">
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<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Don’t say goodbye, you are my everything to me,</span></div>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">My tired days only look for you,</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Like a pond which won’t dry, I’ll love you,</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You are my love, you are my soul</span></div>
</span><br />
<div style="background-color: white; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-top: 1em; text-align: justify;">
</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Don’t say goodbye, you are the only one for me,</span></div>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">As if nothing has happened, if today passes,</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Let’s not let go of each other, and we’ll make it through,</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Cause you are my everything to me,</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Cause you are my everything to me</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">-DBSK-</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">reminisce the memory dgr blk lagu2 dbsk..super awesome. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">cute nye jaejoong..la haaii</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">^^</span></div>
</span>Fadzilahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13991227788870803129noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-677204803447271729.post-33374252205097365642017-04-24T23:04:00.002+08:002017-04-24T23:04:45.971+08:00Ending Scene<div style="border: 0px; color: #2b2b2b; margin-bottom: 24px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">
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<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Hi, it’s been a while</span></div>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">There’s no question mark in your voice, it’s so you</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">As if it’s a rule</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Your seat is always the same, by the cold entrance</span></div>
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<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Make sure you eat well, because it’ll all pass</span></div>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You’ll be able to fall asleep like you did before</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I really mean it</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">You have the right to be happier</span></div>
</span><br />
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</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Don’t say those words, please</span></div>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You know those words hurt even more</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You say you’re gonna love me, what use is it?</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You don’t know what kind of heart you gave me</span></div>
</span><br />
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</div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">As much as you were lonely</span></div>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I really hope you meet someone</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Who will love you more than you</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I’m sorry that she’s not me</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">It’s not easy to give</span></div>
</span><br />
<div style="border: 0px; color: #2b2b2b; margin-bottom: 24px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">
</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Don’t say those words, please</span></div>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You know those words hurt even more</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You say you’re gonna love me, what use is it?</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You don’t know what kind of heart you gave me</span></div>
</span><br />
<div style="border: 0px; color: #2b2b2b; margin-bottom: 24px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">
</div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Please be honest with me</span></div>
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You know I believe anything you say</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Just like you said</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Will I ever receive love from someone who is like me?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">-IU-</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">This song is so so so sad. haha</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">my current state right now.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">ottoke.</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">just can force a smile when read this lyrics.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">"I really hope you meet someone who will love you more than you"</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div>
</span>Fadzilahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13991227788870803129noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-677204803447271729.post-64486620166555050122017-04-22T14:14:00.000+08:002017-04-22T14:14:03.479+08:00And so love is....<div style="border: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; list-style: none; margin-bottom: 12px; margin-top: 4px; padding: 10px !important; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; color: #741b47; font-family: inherit;">Love comes close<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />But keeps going away<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />Love is out of countless of people<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />But only you<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />Love becomes the wind<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />Untouchable<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />Unattainable</span></div>
<div style="border: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; list-style: none; margin-bottom: 12px; margin-top: 4px; padding: 10px !important; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; color: #741b47; font-family: inherit;">Dream brings you to me<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />The first voice I hear all night becomes laughter<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />Before I know it you’re walking ahead of me<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />I couldn’t stop even for a moment and I think my heart is going to explode</span></div>
<div style="border: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; list-style: none; margin-bottom: 12px; margin-top: 4px; padding: 10px !important; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; color: #741b47; font-family: inherit;">My love for you that I have alone<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />It’s full and precious in my heart<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />My love for you that I have alone<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />It’s eternal and unwithering</span></div>
<div style="border: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; list-style: none; margin-bottom: 12px; margin-top: 4px; padding: 10px !important; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; color: #741b47; font-family: inherit;">Leftover sky black night wind<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />Memories of you that left me are lit brightly<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />In a world where everything is going to disappear<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />The desperate longing I have for you is growing</span></div>
<div style="border: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; list-style: none; margin-bottom: 12px; margin-top: 4px; padding: 10px !important; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; color: #741b47; font-family: inherit;">My love for you that I have alone<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />It’s full and precious in my heart<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />My love for you that I have alone<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />It’s eternal and unwithering</span></div>
<div style="border: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; list-style: none; margin-bottom: 12px; margin-top: 4px; padding: 10px !important; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; color: #741b47; font-family: inherit;">Maybe love is your hand I can’t reach<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />Trying to hold on<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />Maybe I’m trying to go<br style="box-sizing: border-box;" />Where love doesn’t exist</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; color: #741b47; font-family: inherit;">-IU-</span></div>
Fadzilahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13991227788870803129noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-677204803447271729.post-85913660987433258412017-03-25T21:44:00.001+08:002017-03-25T21:50:58.730+08:00MarriageMarriage.<br />
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<br /></div>
<div>
Everyone wants to get married right.</div>
<div>
But, I dont. </div>
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after so much heartbreaks..i dont think i can make it to marriage.haha</div>
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poor me? </div>
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please dont.</div>
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<br /></div>
<div>
lead your life as a single is less trouble.</div>
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believe me, i'd tried.</div>
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<br /></div>
<div>
being single vs in a relationship.</div>
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its so much trouble being in a relationship. </div>
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there is one other shinjang you must aware of..cant just think about yourself.</div>
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its also damn painful if the relationship fails.</div>
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haha</div>
<div>
so the safest method is not to involved in any kind of this BS.</div>
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<br /></div>
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but i'd dreamt of my fantasy marriage. </div>
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if i'd ever marry someday. </div>
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maybe not.</div>
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haha</div>
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just my marriage goals.</div>
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<br /></div>
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i want to make it simple, after the pernikahan..solat sunat sujud syukur.</div>
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then a little feast for the guests.</div>
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the attire just a simple creamy white baju kurung which i'd already have.</div>
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haha amazing i'd prepared how many years ago..six?</div>
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then for the next day kenduri, also simple one..after the arrival of groom and bride, then eat..and i want to walk and greet the guests that come to the wedding.<br />
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say hai to each and everyone of them.</div>
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its not just stay at your place and see them from far away..no no no. not my preference.</div>
then for the baju..i'll just wear any baju raya dress that i already had. and my groom wear a simple baju melayu with same color.</div>
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then the pelamin, just make DIY.<br />
the doorgift. just simple too.<br />
lets get back to 90's. an egg for the doorgift. easy.</div>
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ahaa forgot. the hantaran..just 3. alQuran, sejadah and telekung. enough.</div>
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i dont prefer ring because not used to wear them, i already have rantai and gelang..then whats more?</div>
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haha<br />
i dont need anything then i guess.</div>
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for mas kahwin i dream to make my spouse to recite any ayat from the Quran. for example Surah Yasin and AlWaqiah.<br />
no need dj or songs during the kenduri.<br />
let it be peaceful.</div>
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then i would like to have son for my first new born if can.</div>
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i'll teach him basketball.kekekeke</div>
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he will grow up to be anak yg soleh, gentleman, tall and as handsome as his father ofcourse.</div>
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daughter? </div>
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i cant handle if my daughter to be gedik type..thats why i prefer son instead. </div>
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haha</div>
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wahhhh.. my dream is big.</div>
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<br /></div>
<div>
but but but.</div>
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it is just a beautiful dreams.</div>
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haha</div>
<div>
i cant fell in love anymore.</div>
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didnt have the heart anymore.</div>
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dont confuse i dont hate men..just i dont have any feelings for them anymore.</div>
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truly.</div>
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enough.</div>
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i just want to leave this world and meet Allah.</div>
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Allah's love one and only.</div>
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its enough for me insyaAllah.</div>
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<br /></div>
<div>
but if someday Allah's fate that i'll get marry to someone..</div>
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i just hope he is capable to withstand me with a lot of sabar.</div>
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im not perfect..far away from it.</div>
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have many mengadeness, short-tempered and many more.</div>
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no one ever succeeded to not leave me.</div>
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kahkah.</div>
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all of them left.</div>
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left for good maybe.</div>
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<br /></div>
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its okay.</div>
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i'll live..and im living my best too.</div>
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there are many things you can do in this temporary world.</div>
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marriage is not the ultimate life goal.</div>
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the ultimate life goal is to die with ease, your grave is big and smells good and meet Allah with smile. being in syurga with Nabi Muhammad SAW and his companions, my families and friends.</div>
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insyaAllah.</div>
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aamiin.</div>
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<br /></div>
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all in all.</div>
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i dont hate marriage.</div>
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i pray for each and everyone of my friends to get married and live happily.</div>
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may them found their soulmates soon.</div>
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aamiin.</div>
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<br /></div>
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" You create your own happiness, not others. But first be happy with yourself. "</div>
Fadzilahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13991227788870803129noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-677204803447271729.post-61605833852064127482017-01-29T08:24:00.002+08:002017-01-29T08:24:14.872+08:00House of Cards<div class="par" style="color: #1a1a1a; margin: 0.5em 0px 1.2em; padding: 0px;">
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">It’s at stake again, it’s dangerous again</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">So bad why, we are, yeah</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">To withstand it more, to sustain it more</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">So hard (hard), it can’t</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"> </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">Even if I knew already</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">I can’t stop</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">No way, no way, no way i fall</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"> </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">As time passes</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">It just becomes more ruined</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">No way, no way it’s collapsing again ah</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"> </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">A house made of cards, and us, inside</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">Even though the end is visible, even if it’s going to collapse soon</span></div>
<div class="ll-3-2" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">A house made of cards, we’re like idiots</span></div>
<div class="ll-3-3" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">Even if it’s a vain dream, stay like this a little more</span></div>
</div>
<div class="emptyline" style="color: #1a1a1a; line-height: 0px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"> </span></div>
<div class="par" style="color: #1a1a1a; margin: 0.5em 0px 1.2em; padding: 0px;">
<div class="ll-4-0" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">As if there’s no such thing as tomorrow</span></div>
<div class="ll-4-1" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">As if there’s no such thing as a “next time”</span></div>
<div class="ll-4-2" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">Right now, in front of my eyes, everything without you</span></div>
<div class="ll-4-3" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">Is a terribly pitch-black darkness</span></div>
<div class="ll-4-4" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">I say it like a habit</span></div>
<div class="ll-4-5" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">We won’t work in the end</span></div>
<div class="ll-4-6" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">Even so, I keep hoping</span></div>
<div class="ll-4-7" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">As long as I’m with you in the end as well, I’m okay</span></div>
</div>
<div class="emptyline" style="color: #1a1a1a; line-height: 0px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"> </span></div>
<div class="par" style="color: #1a1a1a; margin: 0.5em 0px 1.2em; padding: 0px;">
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">Even if I knew already</span></div>
<div class="ll-5-1" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">I can’t stop</span></div>
<div class="ll-5-2" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">No way, no way, no way I fall</span></div>
</div>
<div class="emptyline" style="color: #1a1a1a; line-height: 0px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"> </span></div>
<div class="par" style="color: #1a1a1a; margin: 0.5em 0px 1.2em; padding: 0px;">
<div class="ll-6-0" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">As time passes</span></div>
<div class="ll-6-1" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">It just becomes more ruined</span></div>
<div class="ll-6-2" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">No way, no way, no way its collapsing again ah</span></div>
</div>
<div class="emptyline" style="color: #1a1a1a; line-height: 0px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"> </span></div>
<div class="par" style="color: #1a1a1a; margin: 0.5em 0px 1.2em; padding: 0px;">
<div class="ll-7-0" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">A house made of cards, and us, inside</span></div>
<div class="ll-7-1" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">Even though the end is visible, even if it’s going to collapse soon</span></div>
<div class="ll-7-2" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">A house made of cards, we’re like idiots</span></div>
<div class="ll-7-3" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">Even if it’s a vain dream, stay like this a little more</span></div>
</div>
<div class="emptyline" style="color: #1a1a1a; line-height: 0px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"> </span></div>
<div class="par" style="color: #1a1a1a; margin: 0.5em 0px 1.2em; padding: 0px;">
<div class="ll-8-0" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">Slow down the time</span></div>
<div class="ll-8-1" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">Please stay for a little more oh</span></div>
</div>
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<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"> </span></div>
<div class="par" style="color: #1a1a1a; margin: 0.5em 0px 1.2em; padding: 0px;">
<div class="ll-9-0" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">Please Baby Calm down</span></div>
<div class="ll-9-1" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">Just a little more</span></div>
</div>
<div class="emptyline" style="color: #1a1a1a; line-height: 0px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"> </span></div>
<div class="par" style="color: #1a1a1a; margin: 0.5em 0px 1.2em; padding: 0px;">
<div class="ll-10-0" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">More precarious more dangerous</span></div>
<div class="ll-10-1" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">we are so bad (so bad) yeah</span></div>
<div class="ll-10-2" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">To endure to support more</span></div>
<div class="ll-10-3" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">So hard as it falls again ah</span></div>
</div>
<div class="emptyline" style="color: #1a1a1a; line-height: 0px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;"> </span></div>
<div class="par" style="color: #1a1a1a; margin: 0.5em 0px 1.2em; padding: 0px;">
<div class="ll-11-0" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">A house made of cards, and us, inside</span></div>
<div class="ll-11-1" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">Even though the end is visible, even if it’s going to collapse soon</span></div>
<div class="ll-11-2" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">A house made of cards, we’re like idiots</span></div>
<div class="ll-11-3" style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">
<span style="background-color: #f4cccc; font-family: inherit;">Even if it’s a vain dream, stay like this a little more</span></div>
</div>
Fadzilahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13991227788870803129noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-677204803447271729.post-75473298861780475432016-11-26T18:12:00.002+08:002016-11-26T18:12:45.382+08:00When you think you already loss all the hopes,,,<br />
<div style="text-align: left;">
<span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">What value left is there</span></span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">in this world I live in?
<div style="text-align: left;">
I start thinking its all meaningless</div>
or maybe I’m just tired?
in exchange for something I got
<div style="text-align: left;">
but it’s not such a peaceful world</div>
i gave up a number of precious things
that I can lament each and every one.
<div style="text-align: left;">
what kind of hopes should I take with me as I go forward? </div>
what kind of dreams should I envision?
these seemingly impossible to answer questions
<div style="text-align: left;">
you’d probably say I was being “gloomy” and have a laugh. </div>
get buried in my day to day life.
if you were here I wonder what you would say?
<div style="text-align: left;">
that can never be caught</div>
i just wish i could see your gentle smile to blow away my melancholy.
even if it’s a light like fireworks
<div style="text-align: left;">
I wonder to what extent we can love a world</div>
one more time, one more time, one more time, one more time
I want to reach out for it.
we all carry sadness with us
but we hope for a better tomorrow
<div style="text-align: left;">
Yet oddly enough, I hate more how skillfully I can pretend.</div>
gripped by fear, thrown into unrest?
I get choked up on the words ’cause I think too much
I hate how clumsy I am
whether we spend the years laughing or crying
time passes the same for all
<div style="text-align: left;">
one more time, one more time, one more time, one more time</div>
the future is calling to us
are you, now, hearing it too?
even though we knew from the start
that we’d eventually have to say goodbye
and as many times as I can I hope to see you again.
<div style="text-align: left;">
I wish my heart flowed fast and smooth like water</div>
I never imagined that simply meeting you
could make the world seem so beautiful
would you laugh at me for being simple minded?
I want to say “thank you” to you from my heart.
so that it would not settle in one place.
<div style="text-align: left;">
but we hope for a better tomorrow</div>
for all those times when I need to see you
for those times when I’ll miss you so
one more time, one more time, one more time, one more time
I want to burn your memory deep in me.
we all have our problems
I wonder to what extent we can love a world
<div style="text-align: left;">
one more time, one more time…</div>
gripped by fear, thrown into unrest?
<div style="text-align: left;">
one more time, one more time...</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
-code blue-</div>
</span></span>Fadzilahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13991227788870803129noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-677204803447271729.post-24029579862139494312016-11-14T01:04:00.000+08:002016-11-14T01:04:10.867+08:00the vigorous me.Aloha viewers!<br />
<br />
Bajet byk sgt visitors haa...hahaha ngeng.<br />
okay im here at this time..guess what im doing?<br />
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okay times up.haha.<br />
im writing my thesis. omgggggggg. can you believe it? i also had difficulties to believe.kekekeke<br />
this determination desire is running vigorously in my blood now..and hopefully it will run until the end. insyaAllah.<br />
my target to submit at the end of this year..do pray for me too keh? kamsahamida. ^^<br />
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what can i say..less than two months i'll become 26..ottokkajo..so fast the time is running. huahua~<br />
so thats why..im wondering..what have i done to the 25years and 10months as im living until now?hmmmmmmm<br />
<br />
i'd decided to let go everything that make my heart and mind and soul go awry. no point to get stress with them anyway. this life is short you know. i want to enjoy living it to the max as i can. so here i am..lets be a better fadzilah indeed.muahaha.<br />
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i want to become better than before.<br />
i want to be someone that is helpful.<br />
i want to spread the smile and happiness to others.<br />
i want to live peacefully.<br />
and lastly..<br />
i want my life ended with smile on my face..where when i meet Allah, He will smile beautifully to me too. hopefully. insyaAllah. aamiin.Fadzilahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13991227788870803129noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-677204803447271729.post-65903625524940024532016-10-22T11:17:00.002+08:002016-10-22T11:17:24.661+08:00A person like tears...<div style="line-height: 1.6em; margin-bottom: 15px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I miss you my love, a person like my tears<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />Though it flows endlessly, I miss you once again</span></div>
<div style="line-height: 1.6em; margin-bottom: 15px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You live in my eyes and inside my heart<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />If only I can hold you once again</span></div>
<div style="line-height: 1.6em; margin-bottom: 15px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I miss you my love, my love, can’t you turn around and look at me?<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I call out to you till my lips are chapped but it doesn’t reach you<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />Wherever you are, I will go search for you<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />Even when the day I stop breathing comes, I will wait for you<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I want to love you again, my love, whom I miss crazily<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />My love</span></div>
<div style="line-height: 1.6em; margin-bottom: 15px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I look at you, my love, though I can’t touch you<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I painfully look at that face, at those eyes</span></div>
<div style="line-height: 1.6em; margin-bottom: 15px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">The only person who embraced my tears and my scars<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />In this world, it’s you alone</span></div>
<div style="line-height: 1.6em; margin-bottom: 15px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I miss you my love, my love, can’t you turn around and look at me?<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I call out to you till my lips are chapped but it doesn’t reach you<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />Wherever you are, I will go search for you<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />Even when the day I stop breathing comes, I will wait for you<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I want to love you again, I miss you crazily</span></div>
<div style="line-height: 1.6em; margin-bottom: 15px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Like the wind, I will be by your side<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />Though you can’t see me, I will protect you forever</span></div>
<div style="line-height: 1.6em; margin-bottom: 15px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I love you, I love you – I call out to you till my heart bursts, can’t you hear me?<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />Wherever you are, I will go search for you<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />Even when the day I stop breathing comes, I will wait for you<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I want to love you again, my love, whom I miss crazily</span></div>
<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /></span></span>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">- changmin -</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I miss you my love...auwwwww haha ngeng!</span></div>
Fadzilahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13991227788870803129noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-677204803447271729.post-39648660442630596562016-10-18T16:54:00.002+08:002016-10-18T16:54:12.079+08:00A sunNy day<div style="line-height: 1.6em; margin-bottom: 15px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I’ll let you go now – I promise and try but only tears fall<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />The streets are filled with images of you, it overflows<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />It’s a sunny day so without knowing, I go out to the streets</span></div>
<div style="line-height: 1.6em; margin-bottom: 15px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">It’s been a while, how are you doing these days?<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />How is life these days? Your shy smile is still the same<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I’m still right here but tears rise up<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />Again today, I get ready for a coincidence<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I wait as I long for you, I long for you</span></div>
<div style="line-height: 1.6em; margin-bottom: 15px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I have let you go now – I say it and try to deceive myself but once again, only tears fall<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />The sunshine is filled with your scent, it overflows<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />The sky is so pretty that without knowing, I go out to the streets</span></div>
<div style="line-height: 1.6em; margin-bottom: 15px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">It’s been a while, how are you doing these days?<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />How is life these days? Your bright smile is still the same<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I’m still right here but tears rise up<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />Again today, I’m waiting for you</span></div>
<div style="line-height: 1.6em; margin-bottom: 15px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">It’s been a while, how are you doing these days?<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I’m living like this – your bright face looking at me is still the same<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I’m still right here and I still love you<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />Again today, I get ready for a coincidence<br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" />I’m waiting for you, I love you, I love you</span></div>
<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /></span></span>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">-jaejoong-</span></div>
Fadzilahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13991227788870803129noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-677204803447271729.post-27732804367862699142016-09-21T17:49:00.001+08:002016-09-21T17:49:59.183+08:00Reminisce<div style="text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="344" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/XxBoZbX155A?list=RDc7WhZIUt8ZU" width="459"></iframe></div>Fadzilahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13991227788870803129noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-677204803447271729.post-81462269707794789292016-08-30T15:57:00.003+08:002016-08-30T15:57:33.642+08:00You Only Love<span style="color: #990000; font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">You only love my one and only love</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Which I can't give up</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">You only love Undescriable you</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Speak of farewells</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /></span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">You're just tired of the sadness, right</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Can't you hear anything</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /></span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">You only love (my only love) </span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">I can't never give up (I can never know)</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Is separation your choice</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">You only love, You're my everything</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">You only love my life</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /></span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">You're just tired of the sadness, right</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Can't you hear anything</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /></span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">You only love (my only love) </span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">I can't never give up (I can never know)</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Is separation your choice</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">You only love, You're my everything</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">You only love my life</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Love is only a short happiness</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">It's the frustration (Just only everyday)</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">That comes in a bigger form that tires me</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">(Just only wonder my everything)</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">The days that even became familiar with frustration</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Is holding you and crying</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">In Your Eyes</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /></span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">You only love (my only love) </span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">I can't never give up (I can never know)</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Is separation your choice</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">You only love, You're my everything</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">You only love my life</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /></span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">You only love my life.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000; font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: 20.8px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">-dbsk-</span></span>Fadzilahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13991227788870803129noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-677204803447271729.post-32782324044918990782016-08-24T04:48:00.002+08:002016-08-24T04:48:26.764+08:00Because Im Weary<div style="background-color: #ffebf2; border: 0px; color: #333333; line-height: 21.125px; margin-bottom: 15px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">The old and aged story called “dream” now knocks on my heart..<br />The familiar scenery that’s too far away to be touched<br />because I`m weary cause I`m weary<br />because I`m weary cause I`m weary</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Among the clingy world that’s walled out<br />I plug my ears and sing the song from my childhood</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Within the memory of forest that has no start or end<br />Then I soothe my bruised heart from wandering in the forest<br />because I`m weary cause I`m weary</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Today, another hard day…<br />The unexpected sound of thumping heart<br />The thump that can’t be forgotten even if I frown my face<br />Because I love you, cause I love you<br />Because I love you, cause I love you</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Once the cold wind touches the heart<br />The unforgettable events covers my eyes<br />Naïve heart, the night full of trouble and on top of the lines<br />I’m gasping for breath as I wipe the sweat<br />Because I love you, cause I love you</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">-Ernest-</span></div>
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