first SYAWAL~

this is my baby..ahakz! ank sepupu laa..comey kn? berat pun berat..tgkla nk dkung dia pun dh senget dh bdn tu..ngee~ his name is affan..bru bp bln ek xingt dh. comey btul..baik jek. org ni dkung diam..org tu dkung diam..mmg baik la. ;D dia ni ank yong..yong is my mom pnya abg pnya ank.phm kn? xphm bt2 phm la ek..haha. brsepah kn background blkg tu?huahuaa..bkn xmau kms..tp dia nk brsepah nk bt cmne kn..haha..*alasan* hr ni rye..first syawal..tp ddk rmh jek tggu org dtg..sok Insya Allah bru kua jln2 dsmpg pi mlwt kubur arwah opah dgn tok blh ayh. gonna be a long journey..fuhhh. smga slmt pi dan blk..Insya Allah. amin.

btw, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI and MAAF ZAHIR BATIN.=)

p/s: nk dt rye..cpt2 post!^^

kali kedua mmg best!

Okay..hr ni 29 ramadhan.. hmm,,what to say..i just dont get so excited sok nk rye. why eh? myb brsederhana la kot kn cmtu..smga dpt dt rye byk byk byk thn ni..muahahahaha..*nk gk tu*

Ahaa,,td jd engineer lg..wink2..best2..sje jek nnt nk benti dh dh xleh naik lori tu. ckp psl benti nh myb i get fired 4/9 nnt kot.haha..get fired eh?;D I love my work place..btul ke x ayt nh ek.bntai aje laa..smua org baik2 blaka..boss smua..mst rndu nnt ble dh bnti kn..huuuuu. xpe,,sblm benti tgkp gmbr byk2..nnt leh smpn jd memory. klo rndu tgk gmbr jela kn..heeee. pg td hr best sedunia gk sbb short again 0.00!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...ALHAMDULILLAH. mmg mggu trkhr kje ni bajet nk bt best record laa..xmau short2 or swktu dgnnya. Insya Allah.

Azan asar dh kedengaran..so pe tggu lg..jom ready utk solat asar! then kang nk pi jmpe my darling Raja Hafizah jap..sje nk jmpe..rndu dh lme xjmpe. she is one of my bestiest laa..so mn leh xjmpe kn. time rye nnt tkut xsmpt jmpe kot2 la xsmpt..so nk jmpe dlu hr ni.. Insya Allah. keh guys,,see ya! slmt brbke utk ramadhan yg trkhir nh ek. tp ingt,,jgn lps abis ramadhan blk blk bt jht..no no no..xmau gitu ek..keep up the good deeds yg kt amalkan ms bln ramadhan ni smpi ble2.. ni psnn utk dri sndri gk. sme2 kt amalkn ek. Insya Allah.

ni la lori petronas yg angkut myk tu bg sspe2 yg xpnh tgk..hee. nmpk x de org kat ats tu?

haa,,cmtu la engineer fadzilah naik ats tu..but that is not me. im the one that taking this pic.

that person is daya. dia naik utk buka, den naik utk tutup. jadila kn..jnji dpt naik..heee

Fadzilah pnya hari bahagia.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...

hr ni 24 ramadhan..alhamdulillah kt smua still brnfs hngga saat ni utk trus hdup di muka bumi Allah ini.

ahaa! nk cte skit..hr ni is my 'hari bahagia'..wink2

kawin ka?adoi..xsmsti hr bhgia tu kwin jek ek kwn2..ngeee

some events happened that make my day today so joyful that i cant stop smiling and be grateful to Allah.

firstly,pg td short 0.00 sen!!! weeeeee..pncapaian trbk tu! Alhamdulillah. brsyukur sgt2. xpnh lg spnjg brkje ni short 0.00 cmtu..first time in life. gumbiraa btul..;D

secondly, i'd make over with my best friend. bkn ape,dlu gduh2 mnja gitu..then lme sgt xbg msg kat dia sbb msg2 ingt msg2 mrh antra stu sma lain. btul ke x eh ayt nh..bantai ajela kn. then td msg dia. i love her so much! and missing her damn much t0o..ble gduh2 mnja tu xde la bg msg kn *ego*..then td xksh dhla dgn ego tu.i dont want to lose her as my best friends. luckily she replied my msg. im so happy!^^

Thank you Allah for this day..Alhamdulillah.

xlme lg nk rye kn..but smgt rye xsmpi2 lg..haha. mcm org2 lain smua bz nk rye nh..but,im just clueless..huahuaa..xpela,,ramadhan nk berakhir nnt bru smgt dtg kot..=)

rye,rye gk..bg yg tggl pose tu jgn lpe gnt nnt keh.heh.. Alhamdulillah so far den pose pnuh lg.wink2

keh,nk pi mkn ice cream fruit salad nh. nk skit x?=p

Back to school.

Ho0hoo0oliccss! Assalamualaikum,,hmm..hows my new blog's appearance..ok aa? xokay ckp eh..sbb dh boring dgn yg dlu so tuka laa..tau jela kn den ni cpt boring orgnyer.ngeh2.. tema back to school sbb kuliah pun nk start dh lg 2 mggu lbh..wuaaaa..otak ku msh brfungsikah?? ottokajo? kne work hard!huuuu.. haa,,lagu beast ni lak is my favourite skrg nh. on rainy days..kn skrg musim hjn,,so love on rainy days la kn.haha..layaaaann. jap,thanks to my followers..yg bru or lme..sudi mnjenguk blog merepek ku ini. huahuaa. okay then, smga kt smua diberi rahmat Ilahi utk trus mghidupkn mlm2 dgn beribadat kpdNya..Insya Allah.amin. slmt mlm~

A little share today~

Dalam sukan bola sepak, bolehkah kita mgisytiharkan kemenangan sebelum minit ke-90?

Tentu kita malu mgisytiharkan kemenangan awal.

Oleh itu malulah dengan Allah, Ramadhan belum berakhir tetapi sudah sibuk2 nak raya.

Hari Raya itu utk orang yang menang dlm melawan nafsunya sepanjang Ramadhan.

Sebaiknya dlm jangka masa yang berbaki beberapa hari lagi, kita buat prsediaan yg scukupnya utk memburu Lailatul Qadar~

"Ya Allah, dlm kelana mlm2 perpisahan Ramadhan ini, jgnlah lelap mataku megalpakan diriku dari rahmatMu, jgnlah celik mataku melesukan aku mengejar rahmatMu.aminnn"

Just a little share from me..credits to miss Habibah Hassan for sharing this.

(im just copying it to share here)

selamat beramal semua!=)

change for better.

Ehem..ehem..mic test mic test. smlm as usual kje pagi..klo kje pg mst boss ade la kn.huahua. dh agk dh mst boss nk jmpe. sbb kes hr tu la. im really stress that day smpi called boss bgtau psl hal remeh tu. tau aa ayt boss ape? "yg kmu stress2 knp? bru short skit..de org short byk lg.tu dt dnia.dh2,jgn stress..bce Quran byk2.tenangkn dri." huahuaaa..boss mmg bgus la bab2 kasi nsht nh. trkedu lps tu.huu. actually mntk cuti kat boss esoknyer xmau kje,majuk dgn kaunter dt tu..cisss! tp boss xkasi lak. then boss call ptg sok tu..tp den xangkt. (sbb hp dlm blk,wa kat lua tgk tv.mn nk angktnyer kn) pstu hr slsa tu kje mlm..dgn muka 'manis' kontranyer dtg kje. boss ckp dia tgk cctv jek my muka yg 'manis' tu kn. perli baik!huh~ tp kje still bt what even mke 'manis'..huahuaaa.

Okay,boss jmpe smlm. boss ni sempoi sbnrnyer..dia tny dlu rs2 nk ckp psl pe..haha. dh leh agkla kn nk ckp psl pe..hehss..boss..boss. pstu mle la ctenyer..boss kasi nsht la. dia xmrh psl short tu tp dia xbp brkenan psl 'attitude' tu. yg mke 'manis' tu la..huu. sorry boss! im a bad tempered boss,,tu pun leh kwl skit. klo x mmg lg ***** laa...huu~ s0o0o,,the moral of story from what my lovely boss had said..kehidupan dunia..bru skit jek tu yg den bru alami. de byk lg kat lua sne dugaan,cabaran yg lbh lbh lbh mncbr. boss ckp ble kt brdpn dgn ssuatu mslh. try cara ni.. trk nfs dlm2..bce slwt then hmbus ikut mulut.(bkn ikut hidung ek!) buat 3x..Insya Allah. time tu ble 02 msuk otak,bru otak leh tenang and pk dgn baik. okay,slmt bramal. hmm,,i'll change to be more tougher and stronger..xmau hjn2 lg.huahuaa..Insya Allah. slmt hr jumaat smua!=)

dugaan~

Hmm,,hr ni hr moron sdunia.byk sdh laaa..short gler byk pg td! huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..sdh2! kra dh btul dh mcm mn leh short?huuu..YA ALLAH,tbhknlah ht hmbamu ini..;( rs mcm dh give up lak dh nh nk kje,ingt nk benti jek sok..huahuaaa..redha..redha..redha..

hr ni cuti..tenangkn fikiran kat rmh. hr nh gk dgr2 boss bt moreh.. slmt brmoreh boss!=)

syg lebih!

Assalamualaikum,,,weee..hr ni amt trhru sbb boss kasi nangka!haha.. sbb pe trhru sbb smlm boss dpt nangka dr kwn dia..sje jek main2 nk skit nangka tu. pstu bos xbg pun,dia bwk blk la. then hr nh td boss bwk blk nangka tu lps dia brbke dgn kwn dia,abg ejay and daya..wink2!^^ tny abg ejay boss bli ke nangka tu..abg ejay kte x,mmg de dlm keta boss. so i guess mmg nangka yg kwn boss bg smlm tu la..wahhhh,,TERHARU den! thank you boss! mmg syg lbh la mlm nh.heeeeeeeee~

btw,thank you gk to encik Hilmi Isa yg posted vdeo clip beast on rainy days! i LIKE it!!;D thanks to someone also..for brighten my life now. thanks for being so nice to me everyone. i really appreciate it. Alhamdulillah,thank you ALLAH.=)

engineer fadzilah?

Holaa!

hr ni dpt pnglmn bru..iaitu..naik lori!wink2

lori pe? pnh tgk x lori petronas angkut minyak yg pnjg tu?haa..lori tu la! heh..den naik utk sje2..haha...nk dpt pnglmn sje offer dri nk naik ats tu tgk minyak..dpt naik la.

bkn naik tmpt driver tu la..ish3..naik kat ats bdn yg pnjg tu..siap pkai safety root lg..btul ke x tu eh. tali kslmtn la sng cte. dh mcm engineer lak dgn topi putih tu.haha..best2..pnglmn yg xkn dpt dlpekn! Alhamdulillah thank you ALLAH for the experience.

lg stu pg td gk de sorg mkck ni isi mnyk..then dia kte mnyk x kua kat keta dia. pdhal dh trmktub dh dia DAH isi mnyk tu. skali dia ckp blum..and mntk dt blk..aig0o0o..mkck..mkck..bln2 pose pun nk mnipu ek? xingt ke blsn akhirat?huuu..redha jela bnde nk jd kn. alih2 kne gnt la dgn partner sorg skit jumlah yg mkck tu amik. klo x short la duit. huu. redha..redha..redha..Insya Allah, smga dt yg den derma tu anggp bt amal jariah la kat mkck tu.huahuaa..

Smlm kje dr kul 11pm to 7am. then 7 lbh tu blk mnd jap pstu kul 8pg offer msuk kje blk sbb ptut td kje ptg..tp nnt Ibu brbke sorg2 lak sbb ayah pi outstation kat kelate. so sje jek offer dri msuk pg td. hbt x hbt la Alhamdulillah xde short shift pg td. wlaupun xtdo..msih leh kra dgn baik.(mau xnyer kra dt 2 3 kali bru bg balance kat org lain..haha) ALHAMDULILLAH. ape pun yg brlaku smua tkdr Allah. kt kne trima dgn redha..Insya Allah de hkmh dsblknyer kn.

Okay smua..mata pun dh skt..otak pun dh mronta2 utk rest..see ya guys! slmt brbke..Assalamualaikum. =)

Kiss the rain~

I often close my eyes

And I can see you smile

You reach out for my hand

And I'm woken from my dream

Although your heart is mine

It's hollow inside

I never had your love

And I never will

And every night

I lie awake

Thinking maybe you love me

Like I've always loved you

But how can you love me

Like I love you when

You can't even look me straight in my eyes

I've never felt this way

To be so in love

To have someone there

Yet feel so alone

Aren't you supposed to be

The one to wipe my tears

The one to say that you would never leave

The waters calm and still

My reflection is there

I see you holding me

But then you disappear

All that is left of you

is a memory

On that only, exist in my dreams

I don't know what hurts you

But I can feel it to0

And it just hurts so much

To know that I can't do a thing

And deep down in my heart

Somehow I just know

That no matter what

I'll always love you

So why am I here still in the rain?

nsht utk dri sndri

Assalamualaikum,,holaa holaa holaa h0o0..haha.bhse ape la tu.hehss. eh,pjm clik pjm clik dh 7 ramadhan dh kn hr ni. cpt btul ms brlalu.huu. so guys how your ramadhans? so far okay? bykn amln smua..istiqamah ek. yg plg pntg niat tu kne ikhlas..bru berkat. ni klo gah pi solat trwh smua,tdrus bgai tp niat tu xbtul skdr nk mnunjuk..xmnjd gk kwn2. so,,bersihkn hati..sucikn minda.niat dgn ikhlas keh. slmt beramal. (nsht utk dri sndri)

gaji gaji gaji..

wink2..finally my first gaji dh dpt la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!weeeeee...wuuuuuuu...wahhhh..haha..excited2! bos yg handsome dgn siap pkai bju mlyu lps blk trwh mmbri gj prtmaku. syg bos lbh la mlm nh!haha..even xbyk mn but happy la dpt gj first nh..gj bp?ahaa..secreto!^^

A part of my job slain jd cashier kne tpup brg..so ni la tgs den mlm2 tu..heh. best gk tpup2 brg ni..den pnya part tpup air..sejuk kot msuk peti ais tu..haha. so,,spe nk blnja meh dtg rmh!hagagga..sblm gj abis la..rs dh abis dh..sorry ek..;p

Jap!lpe nk cte..de one time tu hr sabtu 23th of july..stu event tlh brlku..iaitu kne mrh dgn boss. ke*****an gkla kat ptronas tu..huahuaa. klo bt slh mst boss tgur kn..time tu kje dgn kak munirah..ktorg lpe nk smpn dt yg byk2 tu. boss ckp in case kne rompak cmne?huu..sorry boss!

tp mmg pnglmn la kn kne mrh tuh..first job..first time la kne mrh dgn boss. hoho. so gonna be careful after this. aja aja fighting!;D

Loving you~

Loving U forever
More than anyone else in the world, as high as the skies, I'm
Loving U forever
Forever, happily, with you, loving U
Do you know? That you're more precious to me than myself
That there is nothing will make me so nervous that I'll want to replace you
The one person who has opened my heart, making me want to love you forever
I'll run to you with flowers in my arms, and give this racing heart to you
Loving U forever
More than anyone else in the world, as high as the skies, I'm
Loving U forever
Forever, happily, with you, loving U forever
I like you more than anyone else in this world
Please be with me forever
Loving U
I'm here for you, I'll sing a song that's only for you
No moment in the world could be better than this
I've fallen for you, and you're pretending that you don't know
Try closing your eyes, you, whom I want to give the world
Loving U forever
More than anyone else in the world, as high as the skies, I'm
Loving U forever
Forever, happily, with you, loving U Forever
I like you more than anyone else in this world
Please be with me forever
Loving U
Loving U forever
I like you more than anyone else in this world
Please be with me forever
Loving U
Loving U Loving U Loving U
Loving U

-BEAST-

ank manja's first job in life

2 AUGUST 2011

Finally,,gnp sbln kje.huahuaa..caya x den kje?ngeee..xbt post awl2 sbb tkut benti tgh jln..haha. sbb tu la bt post ni after a month. kra succeeded la kn dh kje sbln..wink2! Alhamdulillah..thank you ALLAH. xlpe gk thanks to my boss..my first boss in my life..Mr Sazali b. Mohd Saleh for taking me get to work under you..thank you b0ss!^^ cmne leh dpt kje ni? mst la pi mntk.haha..lg mau tny kn! hr tu pi intrvw la..time tu org yg intrvw tu (boss) ckp if xdpt call sblm kul 8pm hr tu so mknenyer xbrjye la. tggu pnya tggu mmg xde cal. sadis gk! tp redha laa..Allah menentukn yg trbk utk kt kn. then suddenly ptg soknyer sedangku santai2 ats katil,ttbe stu cal msuk..boss cal bgtau dpt kje!wahhhh,,happy dowh!haha..excited nk pi kje. bkn ape,,gaji xpntg sgt sbnrnyer..ibu ayh kasi dt kat rmh ni pun dh ckup..just,,i would like to learn from the experiences. jauh brjln luas pmndgn.heh..de kne mngne ke?;D tmpt kje kat mn?haa..biarla rhsia..haha. nk tau? mn leh..xleh2..nnt fmes lak kn.cehh,,prsn btul!!hagaggaa..

Tmpt kje yg trplh utk meng'hire' ank mnja ini ialah..jeng..jeng..jeng..PETRONAS!heeeeeee.. petronas tmpt isi mnyk tu la.mn lg kn..kje ni xdela ssh sgt,,and xde la sng mn okay. jd cashier laa..first experience..jmp mcm2 ragam mnsia yg nk isi mnyk tu smua..knl dgn pkrja2 ptronas yg baik2 hati smua..wahhh,,memorable experience! smua baik2 la kje sne..dr aunty cleaner,pkck2..supervisor smua..plus boss smua baik2 la..brsyukur2 dpt knl dorg.=) jap,nk snraikn nme smua..boss,kak fidah,abg ejay,daya,abg joe,kak munirah,kak ain,abg azzuan,aunty jaya,pakdin,pkck yusoff,pkck amir,uncle mano. haa..dh snrai smua kot kn. hmm,,sorry la kwn2 xbgtau dh kje..den bgtau org2 yg trplh jek..heh. nnt klo trjmpe kat sne tgur la ek..;D cya x cya gkla dh kje kn..my 20th years ni dmlekn dgn pglmn bru bkrje..wink2..ank mnja dh kje la weyh...muahhahahahhaha..xcya gk leh brthn kje tu..mklumla den kn ske kje stgh jln..bknnyer ske..tp trske la..huahua.but, Alhamdulillah kali ni i make it! bgga gk dgn dri sndri..h0ho..so my first gaji is coming s0on!xsbrnyerr.....heeeeeee

haa..ni la mesin tnggak utama ptronas ni..klo rosak comp ni,almtnyer ptronas kne ttupla..wlaupun nmpk mcm comp bse tp pntg kot!

ahaa! ni lak ayh pnya motor yg den pnjm utk pi kje. stia w0o bwk ank mnja sorg ni pi kje hr2..tq2 mr nouvo..heh

pam2 mnyk...smua de 12 pam.

ni tmpt cashier..yg tu bkn den laa..tu ialah kak ain.my partner kje time mlm.

yg beg htm and sweater tu nmpk x?haa..yg tu den pnya..ngeh2

brg2 dlm kdai ptronas nih..ni ruangan kcg2,gula2,chocolate..dpn pntu msuk.

ni pam satu.heh. time ni mmg xde org la kje mlm. pg2 buta tu slalu xde org kn. lg2 bln pose ni mat2 rempit pun dh tobat xkua mlm2 dh. haha..

So0o0o0o0o0o00..this is just my sharing for the first job in my life. org tua2 kte klo first gaji kt,kt bg stgh kat parents and sedekah aml jariah..akn dtg Insya Allah murah rezeki. xsbr nk kasi first gaji kat ibu dgn ayah..okay,ank mnja undur dri dlu..Assalamualaikum.=)

First RAMADHAN~

Assalamualaikum,,

Finally ramadhan suda mnjelma. Alhamdulillah krna kt dberi pluang utk trus brnafas hgga saat ni and brtemu dgn ramadhan lg. =)

nk cte skitla first ramadhan smlm..actually mls nk tlis nh..huahuaa.*pksa gk tlis*

Smlm brbke pose dgn all my family members..ayh,ibu,k.long,angah and seman.

happy family gitu!^^

Alhamdulillah..smua org blk..so leh la bkk pose sme2.seman lak cuti sem skrg..so dia de smggu la kat rmh ni. k.long dgn angah lak dh blk dh smlm.

juadah pose ek..wahhh,,mmg pi bazar tu mcm2 nk bli la kn. rambang mata!haha

ayam percik,nasi kerabu,murtabak,siput sedut,sotong..air lak..de 3 jnis!muahaha..mangga,mata kucing dgn tebu..wawaahhh..sakan kn!;D

Alhamdulillah ALLAH murahkn rezeki utk mnikmati smua hidgn tu.

tula dia first ramadhanku..

smoga ramadhan kali ni lbih baik dr dlu..Insya Allah.

slmt istiqamah dlm beribadat smua..ingt,,MATI ITU PASTI.

ckupknla amln baik kt slgi kt mampu.huuu

(pesanan utk dri sndri actually.sekian)