Friday, November 27, 2015

My jog partner's wedding

Assalamualaikum..
taradadaaaaa..haha
Alhamdulillah.. another one is being taken huu sobsss
kekeke
smga smpi syurga my lovely chinggu and zauj.. nak anak buah!ngeeeeee
lets th pictures speak by themselves..too lazy to write 
bian :(






vacation at terengganu ended well. 
Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for everything.
:)

Tuesday, September 8, 2015

sayonara adk

hmm,,
actually the event had happened 5 days back..
but im writing it now.

sayonara adk.
im losing my good friend.waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa haha
he is a man..thats why im losing him.
bcoz hes already has someone in his heart.
so xleh la nk kco kn org punya tu...dgn hrpn whats mine pun org xkn kco nnt..in future haha insyaAllah.

sadly..yeaa..im losing him.
sayonara....
sayonara...
sayonara...
adess sedih btul la hilg tmpt nk mngila..haha
i got many best friends..and they are snappy, witty and women of course..
somehow this one is a man and kinda i would not like to interfere in his life after hes stated that he has someone. moto hidup haha

so adk..im wishing you all the best for your future and may you are happy to be with someone that you love until jannah..insyaAllah.amin.

hopefully our beautiful friendship can continue in jannah..amin. uhibbuka fillah. Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for lending me this good friend for two years. Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah :')

Monday, September 7, 2015

I LOVE YOU ,,

" the meanings cilok dr fb"

- means that I accept you for the person that you're and that I do not wish to change you into someone else.

- it means that I dont expect perfection from you - just as you dont expect it from me.

- it means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times.

- it means loving you when you're in a bad mood or too tired to do the things I want to do.

- it means loving you when you're down - not just when you're fun to be with.

- it means that I know your deepest secrets and dont judge you for them - asking in return only that you dont judge me for mine.

- it means that I care enough to fight for what we have and I love enough not to let go.

- it means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping that you feel the same way for me.

Remember. "If you LOVE someone tell them, because hearts are often broken by words left unspoken."


I will gather all the courage to fulfill all of the above and say proudly I LOVE YOU my destiny. :)

F2P5 in my heart

Mentor sporting Pn. ADILAH gerangan,
Panggilan mesra "mama" kami tujukan.

Kewibawaan AQIM tiada tandingan,
tula kp kesayangan,
SUE pula sering x perasan,
kcik2 cili padi la ktekan!

Kimia subject kegemaran,
Kedua-dua fasi pilihan,
FATIN dan AMIR sering bercakaran,
Tp xtaulah apasal kan...

Depan org pijak semut pun x mati,
Klo kat belakang, singa pun leh lari!
Itulah SYAZWANI & SHUKRI,
Gabungan yang paling serasi.

"Syg, jom pi library?"
Hati HELMI telah dicuri,
NAZA pula sudah berpunya,
Kecewa sudah cowok2 semua.

King & Queen diberi gelaran,
Physiclah menjadi penyatunya,
YUSRI & FADZ sering digosip,
Sudah lali pun setiap hari.

M3, Phy, Chem dlm tangan,
Apabila MINA & BO digandingkan,
Setiap soalan pasti ada jawapan,
Namun x siapa yg perasan.

Geliga otaknya dgn maths,
"X perlu kot.." NURLIN ucapkan,
ZIRA pula ramai kenalan,
Hp & tgn x boleh dipisahkan.

Cnta brtasbih ms orientasi,
Diam2 mnyulam ksh tnpa dkthui,
Puan SAKINAH nma dbri prince carming,
Ahmad IKMAL lah siapa lagi..

Kedua-dua ada persamaan,
Melihat senyuman psti trtwn,
SABBY & CHAD slalu brpndgn,
Itulah dia psgn trtawan.

Jelapang padi negeri kelahiran,
Sehati brdnsa program kgmrn,
MUNA & HILMI empunya bdn,
Bila brtemu gamitlah keadaan.

KMPP penemu jodoh pertemuan,
F2P5 sentiasa di ingatan.


NA - BI - FA - LAH
(Munawirah-Sabariah-Fatin-Fadzilah)


just found this so-called pantun ms bt utk p5 dlu2 hahaha..so much memories anyway.miss and love them forever.

Monday, August 31, 2015

Without you

In my steep life
In my sharpened density
Like a dream, like a painting
You make me live

The war-like tears that belonged to me
At the end of despair
When your warmth, when your breath spreads in me
I am able to breathe again

Even if my eyes are covered so that I can’t see you
Even if my ears are blocked so I can’t hear you
This love gets even clearer
I hate it but I want it

You flew into my arms like a butterfly
You embraced my tired soul
Only after I pushed you away, I found out
That I couldn’t use my heart anymore

Even until the day the heavens take away my life
Stay where I can reach you
Closer than today

Take away the black night
And take me into the light
With this miraculous love that made me live again
Into your bright embrace

I can’t live without you
I don’t think I can go on without you
Only after I pushed you away, I found out
That I couldn’t use my heart anymore



from scholars who walks the night ost - BEAST-

Wednesday, August 19, 2015

I'll be there.

" I'm that friend.

I'll be there for you.
Until you find something better, find
someone who can give you more, i'll be there.

I'll always be there.
Whether its late at night or early in the
morning, you'll always have me.

I know that im not the greatest, im not the
most talented, or have the most things, but
i'll be there. until you find someone who can
do more for you.

Thats who i am, the friend thats always
there until something better comes along. "


cilok dr ikmal.haha.. i love the sentences laaa..pinjamm noee...syurannn ^^

Monday, August 10, 2015

'15 happiness

Assalamaualaikum.
woahhhh..dh brsawang2 haa blog nh kn * pnjm typical ayt utk blog yg dh lme tggl kekekeke
how are you my blog? hopefully you're fine..heh
okay nak mpek jap mlm nh.pnjg gk nh.haha

Alkisah.
hr tu 30 july join sukarelawan masum '15 utk silat smpi 5 ogos. 
there are a lot of new experiences learned. 
Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for everything.


the first day..kje keras sdiakn setup tmpt game..mke bgun tdo ms rest time skjap. hahaha


 haa! nh la setupnya..nmpk mcm senang tp mmerlukn kudrat dan mental yg kuat. hagaga.. nmpk ruang kosg kn..bfore tu ade meja2 dgn kerusi pnuh stu dewan.. kne kosgkn dlu..lipat2 meja and susun kerusi kat lua dewan. ni kat n24..dewan ats tu. tmpt bbdk exam la slalunya..klo kls xsure ade ke x sne tu. 

 taradadaaa..finally main smbung2 map siap akhrnya.. map2 nh ktorg agkt dr bwh..ke ats naik tgga..sorg sikit. smua tgkus lumus la angkut sbb dwn kat ats..pngil map aje bnda mrh hjau ni xtau la ape nme btulnye..ngeh2.. ade 200 smuanya..hohooo

gmbr nk sent kat ika hahahaha



the teamss...tp ade yg xde.. masum nh sukarelawan dpt dua bju.. stu klabu hjau..stu klbu cair..yg bwh ni stu bju..

the mates...love them all. smua awesome  xtinggal sorg pun bak hg. awesome in terms of teamwork, friendship, characters..smua rjin2 dan smua best2..semua semua okay. ketua dr kiri..zul.then sblhnya en.haikal yg urus ktorg urusetia sukarelawan bhgian silat. then tikah, k.ti, kak reen ni staff yg join, amir. had bwh lak...fadhil, aniq, jebon and zahid.

adk2 thn stu dgn 2. smua sempoi abis.. byk lak kngn dgn dorg nh..klo nk compare dgn sukarelawan sukipt ritu. for me...this masum is more more awesome compare to sukipt. in term of the sukarelawan laa..haha. opss. sbb ape? sbb masum ni smua skepala. yeee..sekepala smuanya..part gosip, rajin, baik, lawak dan smua tegur laa..xpilih bulu dlm brkwn. and i like that part.


nh adk2 ni jg glnggang..tu ktua dorg haha..lawak cikgu dorg nh..pg2 dtg kne tabik dgn dia..ngeh2..ktorg tgk gelak2 je. dlm garang dan tegas ade lawaknya cikgu nh. cikgu ni ialah judge utk silat laaa.. dorg ni tlg dia kat glnggang B tu..ade A dgn B. cikgu2 smua pun baik2..tgur sukarelawan smua..xsombong.amat baik.


nh last day laa..ms lps pympaian hdh. pejam celik pejam celik abis dh haaa..
sadissss..miss to work as a team.. :'(


nh kua mlm abis tu..pi mkn sme then jln2..smpi kul 1 pg bru blk utm haa haha.. they called "racer" sbb bwk laju..haha..for every happiness.. Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for everything.


bergmbr laa ape lg kn.. ^^

nh ms bratur nk amik elaun haha.. pnya penat brtur..skali smpi turn ddk dpn kte ttup smbung ptg lak hahaha.. tp smua snyum je..

mcm2 kngn haa join masum kali nh.. smua super awesome. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. ms mle2 join ritu..doa..doa kat Allah spya dkurniakn team yg baik2 smua. Alhamdulillah mkbul. happpyyyyyyyy. dgn ketua en.haikal yg sempoi smpi sukarelawan yg snappy happy go lucky smuanya..terima kasih Ya Allah. gonna missing them laa.. tp dorg kat utm lg..so leh lg ade pluang utk jmp nnt insyaAllah.

and there are two names that i'll never forget for this masum. amin..smga kt jmp lg ms akn dtg haha..insyaAllah. and bajet (nme glrn)..hmmm..may we meet too in future..nk mnta maaf laa byk mgata haha. asiffff. bajet nh dpt nme sbb mmg bajet.. tp xyh cte la kat sni..let me and the people je yg tahu. hahha. whatever it is.. Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah :)



Sunday, June 14, 2015

Jangan bagi syok sendiri lagi....

" "Cinta kita kepada Allah tidak akan pernah syok sendiri."
Saya pernah menulis, dan saya pernah juga mengatakan quote itu.
I am kinda proud of this quote of mine. It's making me happy knowing that there's someone gonna love me always. Cinta ketat sentiasa gituh.


Tiba-tiba terdetik di jantung hati saya tentang seorang jejaka ni. Not a friend of mine.

Terfikir pasal dia, ada rasa kelakar dan buat hati ini sebak. Rasa kelakar sebab dia ialah lelaki yang selalu syok sendiri dan rasa sebak juga disebabkan dirinya yang syok sendiri.
Bagaikan seorang yang gila yang tergila-gilakan anak raja. Tak dilayan, tak dipandang sebelah mata gituh.
Itu lah dia lelaki yang selalu syok sendiri itu,
Kalau saya, kalau saya dah tahu saya syok sendiri dengan sesiapa pun, i will give up. Siapa yang nak tepuk sebelah tangan? Cinta tak berbalas kot...
Tapi istilah give up dalam diri jejaka syok sendiri itu langsung tiada.
Kalau ada orang yang tergila-gilakan kita, tapi kita tak nak dia... Kadang-kadang fikir bodoh juga orang macam ini kan? Tak faham bahasa, orang tak nak terima dia, buatlah cara orang yang dah kena reject. Why still insist?
Dia dok syok sendiri, merindu dan terus merindui "a bunch of people". Terus cinta dan terus mencintai mereka dengan sebenar-benar definisi cinta. Alasan dia cuma satu, kerna CINTA.
Tahu apa itu definisi cinta?
Cinta itu apabila kita ingin orang yang dicintai itu dicintai oleh orang yang sangat kita Cinta. Yang kita cinta itu ialah Allah, sang pencipta Cinta.
Itu lah dia lelaki yang selalu syok sendiri itu,
Ingin orang yang dia rindu & cinta semuanya dicintai oleh Allah. Bukankah dengan dicintai Allah kita akan dapat jejak masuk Syurga-Nya?
Tapi, kalau pekat mana pun definisi cinta kita, tapi kalau orang yang kita cinta itu sombong dengan kita... No point juga kan?
Kesian tak dengan jejaka syok sendiri tu? Sakit hati tak dengan orang-orang yang sombong tu?
Kesian & sakit hati. Itu dalam hati?
Sakit hatilah dengan diri anda sendiri!
Bencilah diri anda yang sombong bongkak itu!
Nabi Muhammad dah mula rindu-rindu cinta dengan kau.
Sebelum kau lahir wujud di dunia, kata-kata cinta sudah terucap indah di bibir baginda untuk kau.
"Ya Allah aku rindu mereka. Ya Allah selamatkanlah mereka daripada Neraka. Ya Allah, aku akan beri Syafaat kepada mereka di akhirat kelak."
Dan apa orang yang sombong macam kita ni balas?
"Ya Allah aku rindu artis dan crush aku. Ya Allah aku jatuh cinta dengan dia, apakah dia pemilik tulang rusuk aku ini? Ya Allah kurniakanlah rumah tangga yang bahagia antara aku dan si dia."
Bibir kita basah dengan mengingati orang lain dan kita abaikan Nabi Muhammad dengan seburuk hina pengabaian.
Kita sombong!
Sedangkan basahnya bibir dan mata Nabi semata-mata kerna kita. Sudah mula menangis kerisauan akan diri kita walaupun kita dan baginda tak pernah bersua muka ke muka.
Kita abai Nabi Muhammad!
Kita buat Nabi Muhammad syok sendiri!
Kita selalu kata nak nabi kasi Syafaat, tapi selawat dalam jantung hati dah berkarat,,,
Kalaulah kita buat Nabi Muhammad syok sendiri di dunia, apakah kita akan syok sendiri juga di akhirat kelak?
Merangkak mencari syafaat dengan siapakah kelak jika tidak dengan Nabi Muhammad?
Mengapa perlu kita tergamak menjadikan Nabi Muhammad syok sendiri!?
Astaghfirullah...
Moga Allah tidak menjadikan kita asbab Nabi Muhammad syok sendiri.
Moga Allah tidak menjadikan kita sebagai orang syok sendiri di akhirat kelak.
Please, i beg you guys. Jangan buat Nabi Muhammad syok sendiri lagi. Cukuplah selama ini apa yang telah kita terlanjur lakukan.
Sebagai denda kepada kita yang pernah buat Nabi Muhamad syok sendiri, jom kita perbanyakkan selawat hari ini.
Ini denda dan anda wajib buat! (including me too!)
Sollualannabiy!"


post from fb.cdt to #Aiman Banna :)

Monday, June 8, 2015

"Dear Heartbroken One"

Bismillahirahmanirrahim.
Let’s just put it out there – I’m a hopeless romantic. When I was in kindergarten, an adorable boy told his mother that he wanted to marry me. From then on, I introduced him to everyone as my boyfriend. I love romantic movies so much that I’ve watched ‘A Walk to Remember’ more than 15 times. By the time I was 13, I had named all my 6 children. Pablo Neruda’s poems make me smile and cry. I used to joke with my best friends that I had my classy, white wedding with crystal chandeliers and chiavari chairs all planned out. All I needed was to plant a groom beside me. Then, we would live happily ever after.
And so I searched for my other half, the person who would complete me, the one who would make me whole.
Instead of finding ‘the one’, I went from one failed relationship to another. I wanted so much to be part of a magical couple that I started to lose myself. I allowed people to treat me like a mere option when they were my priority. I moulded myself to be more like what others wanted me to be. When someone commented, “Alia, you would be so pretty if only you were skinnier”, I ate almost nothing and ran up my 13-storey flat 10 times a day. As I lost weight, I started being showed off like a trophy girlfriend. I got cheated on by a guy whom I was convinced was my soulmate. I was never really happy. In fact, I felt lost and incomplete.
Then I realised that I had gotten it all wrong! Yes, marriage is wonderful and encouraged in Islam. However, when the same test (read: guys who were bad for me) keeps being given, it may be that I had not learnt the lesson I am supposed to learn. Allah is giving me a chance to make things right! In order to do that I needed to figure out how to improve myself for the sake of Allah. I had to ask myself some really tough questions. Did I want to get married for the sake of Allah or to gain acceptance and love from my partner? Had I prepared myself not only to bear children but to be the first madrasah to them? Was I knowledgeable enough to guide them to be khalifahs of Allah? Is marriage the only means to complete my faith?
Let’s take the example of Sayyidatina Maryam (‘alayhissalam), also known as Mary. Before Sayyidatina Maryam was even born, her purpose had been set. Her ageing mother had vowed that if her prayer to have a child was accepted, she would ensure that her child would be dedicated to serving Allah. Fulfil her promise, she did. Sayyidatina Maryam wasn’t left to grow up on her own; she was placed under the care of Prophet Zakariya (‘alayhissalam), also known as Zechariah. She was raised in a room in a mosque. She was religious, chaste and modest. She did not mix freely with the opposite sex and confined herself within her prayer chamber. Whenever Prophet Zakariya entered Sayyidatina Maryam’s room to check if she was alright, he would be surprised to find that food had already been served. During winter, there were summer fruits. During summer, he saw winter fruits.
“Where is the food from, Maryam?”
“Allah provides to whom He wills.”
Sayyidatina Maryam was so pure that she was picked to bear Prophet Isa (‘alayhissalaam), also known as Jesus, without being touched by any men. The angels reassured her that Allah had chosen her and purified her and selected her above the women of the worlds. Fearing the reaction of people around her, she fleed to deliver on her own in the middle of a scorching hot desert. Throughout her whole ordeal, she relied on no one other than Allah. She didn’t need anyone, not a husband or even her guardian, to be around.
Imagine how the people around you would react if you suddenly turned up with a newborn, without being married? Sayyidatina Maryam was given the difficult task of keeping quiet when she returned to her village. Naturally, everyone started criticising and cursing her. If you were in her position, would have remained speechless through the injustice that was being done?
Sayyidatina Maryam endured patiently and pointed to her baby. Then, Baby Isa stood up for his mother and informed the crowd that he was a Prophet. Subhanallah!
Without getting married, Sayyidatina Maryam was able to reach the pinnacle of piety. Her status was so high that she has a chapter in the Quran named after her. She showed us that she did not need a man; Allah Himself could defend her honour through His miracle.
How about me?
The purpose of my existence is to know, love and worship Allah. Every action, every step, every thought needs to be focused on Allah. To solve my problem, I had to go to the very root of it – my ever-widening distance from Allah. Am I looking for lovebecause I am ready or because I am lonely?  Am I praying on time? Am I conscious of Allah in everything that I do? Am I reading the Quran consistently? Do I perform taubah and istighfar constantly? What have I been doing to strengthen my relationship with Him? With each answer, it became more and more obvious that my Imaan was on the decline.
Through the awful scrapes and burns and agonizing heartbreaks, I was moved to comprehend that, like Sayyidatina Maryam,  I had to turn to none except Allah. I came to realise that my relationship with Him is the most important relationship of all. Only Allah can grant me strength, courage, love, guidance, protection and patience. Only Allah is capable of making me whole. When I feel whole, I won’t rush to find a partner to complete me. When I feel whole, with Allah by my side, I would be able to bravely walk away from those who try to pry me away from Him. When I am whole, I would be better able to choose someone to share my completeness with and whom can accompany me on my path to Allah.
I’m not saying that I am perfect and that my level of Imaan is anywhere near Sayyidatina Maryam’s. However, things have picked up for me, alhamdulillah. This year, I got married to a man, whom I trust, is able to guide me to be a better Muslim. A man who was brave enough to walk up to my parents and ask for my hand in marriage. A man who made me realize why it never worked out with anyone else. Only when I was brave enough to let go and be the best version of me did Allah grant me someone so gentlemanly that part of me still can’t believe that he exists.
So don’t you worry, my fellow seeker. Allah knows when you’re hurt. Allah knows when you are bereaved. Allah knows when you struggle to get up because all you want to do is curl up in bed and hide from the world. Be sure, that when Allah takes away something from you, He’s only making space for something better. We just have to keep striving…


beautiful post for the heartbroken one.just love it damn much.hehs. cdt to ALIA ABDULLAH. pray for me to be that whole with Allah's love too..insyaAllah :)

Tuesday, April 28, 2015

Untuk cinta

td dgr lgu ni kat radio..
ape lg balik trus search laa...
sodappp woo..lirik dia meaningful menusuk kalbu haha
layaannn

Kau tunjuk kan aku
yang memangnya tak pernah tahu
erti cinta sebenarnya
dari jiwa
bukan hanya dari mata

Kau ajar hati ku
kasih setulus seikhlas nya
tak pernah mengalah
walau kan terpisah
sedikit pun tak berubah

Namun
tak kan menjadi miliki ku
cinta bukan tercipta untuk ku

Tolong jaga lah diri nya buat diri ku
jangan biar luka lagi hati nya
yang amat ku cinta
yang milik engkau saja

Biar ku simpan semua kasih dan cinta
akan ku pendam kan sepanjang nyawa
hingga tiba masa
untuk aku bercinta semula..

Selamat tinggal kasih

Aku kan pergi bawa diri
yang telah rela
dan mengerti oh

Dan disini saja
berakhir nya sebuah kisah
cinta bertepuk sebelah
terpaksalah
ku terima
tentuan nya oh

Untuk cinta - Hafiz ft Adira

Sunday, April 26, 2015

Accident - Part 2

taradadada..haha
ayt psycho lps accdnt. post ini diupdate ialah utk mmbuang ksemakan gmbr2 ni dlm hp dgn lptp..haha
serabut jek ade dlm folder hp dgn lptp so utk biar bukti ni ade kena update sni laa..
lps ni leh delete dah..xbest smpn prkra2 buruk ni llme dlm otak. buat semak jek bt ape kn.. so lets delete them in mind and heart.
lets the pics tell the stories...

this what happened to the car that i crashed over..





taraaaa...ni slps dt mlyg utk baiki. haha.
Alhamdulillah. xkshla dt tu kn..myb dh tkdr..yg pntg smua slmt dh syukur dah.
:)

this happened to jazzy :(
my carelessness 
adesss
bian jazzy


jazzy xbaiki lg..angah kte baiki kat kl jek..
xpela..dt kua lg..yg pntg leh elok blk mcm bse.
i admitted the mistakes.huahua.

Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for loving me.

lps ni nk lggr jdoh jek..xmo lggr keta org dah.hahaha


Monday, April 20, 2015

Allah..thank you..for loving me.

19/4/15

err..hr mlg sdnia?choiii..astaga.. ptg tuh blk dpt srt cinta dr utm.. lps tu ptgnye accdnt lnggr keta org. ottoke..haha

okay accident. throughout my life..klo bab accident ni...leh kte ni msuk kali ketiga. first naik motor dgn fatin, second keta dgn k.long. ni third keta sorg.

alkisah...nk turun bukit k9 tu..nak belok ke k9 laa.. but im expecting the car in front me already took left..but unfortunately it didnt. bcoz that time i looked at my right..okay the taxi is still far..so can go first. but but but..in front was a car! ohmaiiii...

tapi nk dijadikan cte..Alhamdulillah im as cool as an ice.. cool not cold. bt terms sndri haha. sbb myb Allah bg ketenangan ms tu..mcm relax jek accdnt tu..ke sbb de pglmn dh accdnt byk ats nh?haha..wallahualam. whatever it is..im grateful to Allah for everything. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.

bdk yg dilanggar tu stdnt utm..pmpn..dgree..thn akhr myb. ms tu mke dia kua cuak dah..pucat gitu..(ke mmg sbb mke dia putih) ntah..i just acted cool and told her to relax..and i'll pay.. *ohmai how cool im like im surprise to think abt it after that. haha.
sbb benda dah jadi kn..mmg ade hikmah..bkn myb..tapi mmg. so redha. insyaAllah.

tp ade part sdh skit laa..sbb ms tu mcm xtau nk mnta tlg spe..hoho..in term of org llaki laa..spe yg leh diharap.huhu..part ni sadis skit laa..skit jek. but Alhamdulillah wlaupun xde so-called bf yg nk dicall..ade org lain. ika..taradadadaa..haha.. ika jela xpun sarah kn. sbb dorg ade abg.huahua. thanks lot to ika. and abg yem sudi dtg tlg.

sbb smlm hr ahad so kdai pun ttup.. kwn abg yem ade..tp myb bwk hr ni keta nya ke bengkel. and and smlm adk tu bwk kwn dia la..laki ms nk tggu ktorg tu. kwn dia kte tny kdai dlm 1000+.. ms dgr..woahhh..like sriously? sbb abg yem kte dlm 350+ aje.. wallahualam. hrp Allah dpt mmbntu slsaikn hal ni sbaiknya insyaAllah. Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan ku. moga keta dpt dibaiki..adik tu okay happy..kwnnya pun begitu..and so does me. to be in peaceful state. insyaAllah.

false attachment. myb sbb bce bku reclaim your heart ni skit..so mcm okay. Allah is with me. thank you Allah. im loving you with all my heart. and sorry too for forgetting you Ya Allah. huhu. forgive me. im thankful enough. insyaAllah. please dont leave me Ya Allah. im begging you.

xsdh accdnt..sdh sbb sbb sbb..sbb tula.. Allah Maha Mengetahui.

smile and smile.

smga apa2 yg berlaku hr ni dpt trima dgn redha. apa2 pun bayaran ke ape..insyaAllah.

Wednesday, March 11, 2015

Jodoh itu unik.

"JODOH ITU UNIK
Seringkali yang dikejar-kejar menjauh.
Yang tak disengaja mendekat.
Yang seakan sudah pasti menjadi ragu.
Yang awalnya diragukan menjadi pasti.
Yang ternilai jadi biasa.
Yang tak dinilai jadi bernilai.
Yang selalu diimpikan, tak berujung pernikahan
Yang tak pernah terpikirkan,bersanding di pelaminan .. 

Maka, percayalah..
Jodoh itu bukan masalah seberapa lama kau
mengenalnya.. Seberapa akrab kau dengan orang tuanya
Atau seberapa sering kau komunikasi dengannya
Tapi,seberapa yakin kau padaNya.
Seberapa besar kepasrahan kau dengan takdirNya.
Seberapa besar kau merayuNya.
Seberapa semangat kau menyempurnakan ikhtiar
mendapatkannya.
Seberapa ikhlas saat kau gagal mendapatkannya, lalu
digantikan dengan yang lebih baik menurut versiNya.
Semoga Sahabat yang sedang dalam penantian,
semakin
yakin dengan takdir Allah.
Semakin semangat menjemput belahan jiwanya. Aamiin
Ya Robbal'alamiin.
Subhanallah
Semoga sahabat
mendapatkan jodoh yg baik agamanya dan akhlaknya mulia.Aamiin . ‪#‎ArasyCinta‬#ArasyCinta"


Thursday, February 5, 2015

Jgn couple ye...

"First year students. You are staring at the prettiest girl you've seen in your entire life. She is sitting at the first row, near the window. You are thinking about asking her out. Dating. Couple. Genting. KLCC. Movies. Hotel. Don't. I have seen others walked that road before. It'll bring you to dark places.
Love without marriage is like Facebook without friends. Like youtube without video.
It's ok to be single before you're married. No need for couple mouple. Being single doesn't mean that you know nothing about love. Sometimes, being single is better than being in a false relationship.
Being single doesn't mean that you're weak, it mean that you're strong enough to wait for what you deserve.
Relationship is more than finding the right person. Maybe it's about being the right person.
To be loved, be lovable.
And be strong. Your heart is amazing. It's been played, stabbed, cheated, burned and broken, but somehow still works.
Be strong, but not rude. Especially to girls. A woman brought you into this world so you have no right to disrespect one.
Sweet words are easy to say, sweet things are easy to buy, but sweet people are difficult to find. Maybe there are reasons for that. When the time is right, the right person will appear. Maybe I'm old style but I believe in soul mate and I believe that people should observe their relationship until they're married. People should not rush into falling in love; because love never runs out. Let love be the one to knock at your door. Besides, true love is worth waiting for.
Fall in love when you're ready, not when you're lonely.
Someday, someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked with anyone else.
Don't compare your love story to those you watch in movies. They are written by scriptwriters. Get married. Yours is written by God.
When the time is right, you will find someone great. Once in a while, in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairytale. Don't be too picky. It doesn't matter if the guy is perfect or the girl is perfect, as long as they are perfect for each other. You don't love someone because they're perfect, you love them in spite of the fact that they're not. Love doesn't have to be perfect, it just needs to be true.
Don't go around judging people. Accept them completely. We do not judge the people we love.
Never judge people based on appearance alone. Don't choose the one who is beautiful to the world, choose the one who makes your world beautiful.
And don't pretend to be someone you're not. I would rather be hated for who I am than to be loved for who I'm not.
Avoid fighting. I'd rather lose an argument to someone I love than to lose someone I love to an argument. When you truly care for someone, their mistakes never change your feelings because it's the mind that gets angry. The heart simply cares.
If you love someone, do it the right way. Propose. Don't feel that you're not beautiful. You're perfect in your own way. The wife of the Messenger proposed although she was 15 years older than him. You're beautiful, and nobody has the right to make you feel like you're not.
Why be friends when you can be spouses? It's hard to pretend to be best friend with someone you love when every-time you look at that person, all you sees is everything you wanted to have.
Jangan couple ye.."


cdt to Pipah.cilok dr dia pnya share..xslp from mr.yazid zul. thanks for the beautiful reminder :)

Monday, January 26, 2015

Thankyou Fiza

Wanita

Kena cerdik hati n cantik akhlak bkn sekadar cerdik akal n cantik rupa..

Cerdik hati + cerdik akal + cantik akhlak + cantik rupa = awesome...cun!

#akal kne tahu..hati kena mahu..nafsu msti mampu

Iman(takwa).ilmu.pengalaman..jalan ke arah kematangan



Saturday, January 10, 2015

My sweet escape

Assalamualaikum..
wahhh..its already january! ottokeyo..so fast the time crawling by..

okay..mggu nh..one week of sweet escape. dr khamis ritu blk..then smpai sbtu dpn..ehh..tu lbih smggu dh..??haha
escape from where?of course..from tetttt.haha. now, i realize im not so into to utm anymore..ottoke again..huhu.. i missed all the people instead of utm itself. so without the people i cared, utm is meaningless.sobsssss. dan dgn itu..my aim for this year is to go back home once every month at least.

klo kra stakat nh..dh 4 5 kali gitu rsnya blk.hahahaha..feeling awesome!
sbg ank solehah..wlaupun jauh jhor--->perak..akn kutempuhi dgn kental insyaAllah. mhon doakn brsma.

this year..and a few days left..im turning 24...ohmaiiii..has 4 at the back..but still feel young inside. ngeee.
the age only numbers..but the soul...awwww..smbg sndri.

this future of my life..what i hope is that..im becoming a better person than before. 
Better in::

- servant of Allah..more beriman, tawadduk, istiqamah dlm mlksanakan sgala perintahNya, tambahi amln2 sunat dan jauhi smua laranganNya..yaa..im not perfect..i made mistakes and hopefully i'll learn and didnt do the same mistakes again. insyaAllah.

- anak solehah to ibu and ayah. make them smile and happy. berbakti kpd mereka hgga akhr hayat. dan dpt bwa mereka menantu yg soleh juga one day.eheem. insyaAllah.

- say no extravaganza to texting..nh smua salah whtsp..huaaaa..smnjk ade whtsp nh..azam xmo msg sgt dh diabaikn..waaaaaaaaa...tp terima ksh kpd wifi yg slalu xleh connect..azam pun kmbali jituh.haha. yelaa...hobby msging nh dh brniat xnk truskn lg..since 2years back..and im okay with it until whtsp came.adessss. wish me luck for the removing of that hobby ya. insyaAllah.

- love? say no to evol.haha. right now..just hv patient and bdoa to Allah for the best. and hopefully one day i'll meet my syurga cinta. insyaAllah.

"Kalau suka seseorang. Jauhkan diri dari dia. Time tu baru kita boleh beza kita suka dia sebab nafsu atau sebab Allah. Kalau suka ikut nafsu. Kita tak boleh menjauh. Ada je yang tak kena. Kalau kita suka sebab Allah kita akan cuba kawal perasaan. Lagi cuba nak jauhkan diri sebab takut zina hati tapi mention dia dalam doa tak pernah missed sebab kita tahu hati dia Allah pegang. Kita percaya Allah Maha Pengatur segalanya? Nahh. Nampak tak beza? Bila orang tanya ''Sayang dia tak?'' Kita jawab je lah ''sayang'' Mereka bertanya lagi ''Kenapa lepas kalau sayang?'' Kita jawab ''Sebab sayang''
Siapa kita untuk menafikan perasaan yang hadir? Siapa kita untuk menolak fitrah yang datang? Rujuklah kepada DIA untuk mendapat solusi. Dia PAKAR CINTA. Jika rindu titipkan dalam doa. InsyaAllah. Dia turut akan merasainya. Mohon Allah jaga. Mohon Allah lindung. Moga baik baik dalam jagaanNya. Lepaskan cinta yang tak halal. Semoga berjaya !"

what im doing right now. wlaupun kdg2 goyah..but yeahh..Allah is there to held me. I love Allah. ^^ Selamat hari lahir ke dunia Nurul Fadzilah in advance...and dont forget the reason why you came to this world. 

nnt ms kat akhirat xkn berganjak kaki mlainkn lps jwb soalan:-
-- kemanakah harta yg kmu blnjakn?
-- manfaatkan ke ilmu yg ade?
-- nikmat yg Allah kurniakn guna sbaiknya?
--masa yg dberi buat apa?

(***klo ade slh o trtggl mhon tgur.)
so nk jwb dgn excellentnya soln2 ats nh..hopefully insyaAllah.
kerana Tuhan untuk manusia. logo utm. dgn lain kata..lets use all the nikmat Allah gave and gives to us in beautiful ways and help others too.

:: ade org bgtau bday jgn smbut sbb ms tu ibu kt tgh brjuang rs sakit..okay..deep.