Wednesday, September 24, 2014

Decision made for future.

this quote always i remember. because i do put my trust to Allah. hoping everything will be wonderful in future.
kalau Allah tak beri sekarang maksudnya belum sampai lg masanya. biar lambat asal berkat.
senyum :)

lately i'd been struggling to make decision for my future.
yaa..sure its take a lot of courage and deep thinking.haha
susah woo nk decide something ni.
Alhamdulillah. i manage to survive.heee. thank you Allah for always being there for me.

there is something i discovered during my 23th years of living.. which is..when something i felt not so good in the beginning, so dont proceed with them.
because at the end i'll ended feeling terrible.haha
yeah.already done the experiment.
kinda have sixth sense?err..dont know too.
hoping the sense is from Allah's guidance.

So here i am.
standing tough. composed. and determine.
in this life..i would like to do something that i enjoy doing..not because people tell me too or i must do them.
this life is sooooo short you make it benefiting. 
i would like to apply all the nikmat Allah's given to me for my agama, bangsa dan negara. 
i would like to be someone that is great.
cita2 tu..nak tunaikan insyaAllah.
if one day i find job..its not because of money itself..but because i want to contribute something and make a different for the world.
kalau tak sikit, banyak pun okay.
nanti kat akhirat Allah tanya kat dunia dulu buat ape..nak jawab apa?haaa..fikir2kan naa..

Im happy with my life now.
may Allah ease the path that i'd chosen after so much maze journeys i'd gone through.
not so much if compare with others..but its very much happened in my life so far.haha

our own life..our happiness..our future..are in our hands.
dont make it go null.
i would like to make another attempts for my happiness. until this year i guess..i'll keep praying and chasing him.haha. chasing in the good terms. how?secreto de amor.haha. but its not like in the korean drama okay.hehss.
him?ahaa..insyaAllah if we are meant together i'll tell later.
i would like to fulfill my ambitions hard and do the best. that way i'll not feel any regret later. insyaAllah.
hopefully the efforts under Allah's rahmat and love. doakan. :)
be happy with your life and try hard to make it successful. then you'll have no regret.
and be grateful always.
hidup ni manfaatkan sebaiknya. dunia ni hanya sementara..akhirat sana nanti baru kekal abadi.
Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for everything.

Sunday, September 21, 2014

Itu ikhlas. Itu rindu.

Jangan lukakan hati saya.
Kerana saya belajar mencintai dengan ikhlas.
Bagaimana dengan ikhlas?
Dengan tidak langsung lelah untuk buat awak rasa gembira di sisi saya.

rindu itu,
antara dua.
sama ada menjadi air mata,
berharap rindu akan pudar dan hilang,
atau menjadi doa dan harapan,
agar rindu mampu menjadi sumber pahala, dan penguat diri.

cdt to PDH. :)

Friday, September 5, 2014

Why I didnt have boyfriend?

Assalamualaikum Aiman.

I broke up with my first love after a year. After that, I never had a boyfriend. Sometimes I ask myself, "Am I too ugly to have a boyfriend?" Almost all of my friends have boyfriends and when we go out, they always tell me about their boyfriends. I feel jealous.

Why does Allah do this to me?



Thank you for your honest question.

The desire to love and to be loved is natural. I have it, you have it, and others have it too. However, in Islam, we are taught how to love and to be loved in a way that God intends it. In Islam, we are also taught that we all have the power to make our own choices.

Hence, in this case, we can choose whether to love and to be loved the way God intends it or not. In the end, we will all live and die with the consequences of our choices, for better or for worse.

I can imagine that you are feeling unappreciated knowing that you are boyfriend-less while most of your friends are with boyfriends. I am not trying to ridicule or undermine your feelings about this subject. I acknowledge the pain. What I suggest to you is to reconsider the situation from a different perspective.

Don't be sad that you don't have a boyfriend. Instead, be grateful.

The Quran said clearly, "And do not approach zina (premarital sex). Indeed, it is an ever immorality and is evil as a way." (Surah al-Isra: 32)

Zina is a destination and there are paths that lead to that destination. Not only does Islam teaches us not to commit zina, it also teaches us not to go near it. We shouldn't even be on the paths to zina, let alone arrive at the destination. In English they have a saying, "Prevention is better than cure." In this particular case, the saying fits perfectly. We are preventing ourselves from zina by avoiding the paths that lead to it.

When you are on the path, you will eventually arrive at the destination. It might take a short time or it might take a long time, but surely you will arrive at the destination if you keep walking on that path.

One of the paths that lead to zina is this boyfriend and girlfriend relationship.

If you look at it that way, you should be grateful that Allah saved you from being on that path. Instead of feeling jealous about your friends, you should feel a sense of compassion for them and you should wish that they get off that path as well. They should be more like you, not the other way around.

This isn't to say that the people who have boyfriends or girlfriends are bad people. We don't condemn a person because of one sin. The person might be doing a sin in public, but we have no idea about all the good deeds that he or she commits in private. So we leave the judging part to Allah. But for this one particular sin, we offer our help if the person wants it and we ask Allah to open his or her heart to change for the better.

I hope that helps. Forgive me if I have said something I shouldn't have.

Allah knows best.

May Allah grant you a righteous, lawfully-wedded spouse and may you both enter Jannah together. Ameen.

p/s: You are not too ugly to have a boyfriend. You are too precious to have one.


indeed.deep. senyum :)