Tuesday, November 25, 2014

Ended up.

actually niat mlm ni nk cri info psl NDT dgn GPR..but end up here.
ottoke..looking at my friends..wahhh..mostly skrg byk post yg tunang dgn nk kawin.waaaaaaahhhh..super awesome.
haha..dont know la..mgkn x lg kn.
hrpn..niat mst la ade..tp myb xsmpi lg. kot2 kat syurga nnt ke kn?
Allah will make it happen when the time is right. so believe.

love..what is love anyway?
dont know what is love..haha..
isnt love...
when you like someone?
when you cared about someone?
when you feel lonely when that someone is not near you?
when you feel happy by only seeing that someone?

ahaa..tu propa jek. not what i thought.haha
love..i think i cant fell lagi laa..haha..penat dah dgn cinta sia-sia nh.
tgk org lain brcinta mmg mcm best jek..tp..haha..wallahualam.
only Allah knows whats inside my heart.
myb the love to Allah must be polished first right.
insyaAllah..trying hard for it now and forever.

awat post sdh lak mlm2 ni?alahai..tempias dgr lgu jiwang la nh.hagagaga.
but its the truth..what i said and done..sometimes..people didnt recognized whether its real or not..haha..myb that someone can recognized it one day. hopefully.

Saturday, November 22, 2014

new life of anak manja...

ape mle2 dh brdengus nh.ish3..

what can i say..this week...was my hectic+tiada arah tujuan week..huhu.. here i am..myb dh takdir. next step taken in pursuing the dream of life.
mcm mn eh..ms msuk x jgka akn jd mcm skrg..haha..
mgkin ujian kan..so kne kuat la.
hari2 doa supaya diri sendiri ni kuat kuat dan kuat.
i need to be strong for this new life.
klo xkuat lame dh rasa nak benti..huuuuuuuu~~
ottoke..ingt ibu dgn ayah kat rmh..harapan dorg..mn leh nk benti.

so here i am. standing tough wlaupun kat dlm ble2 jek leh banjir.haha
i'll stand and stand if i fall.
ade org lg ssh dr kt,,tp dorg terus kuat. den ni haa..bru jek skit..dh mgong2. ape nk jd ni fadzilah.

dear fadzilah, i know you're strong..and you can do it. bertahan jela this 1.5years insyaAllah then leh bebas dah.insyaAllah.
may Allah ease and make me strong too. insyaAllah amin.

ni mcm monolog dlmn dhh ni..haha..mmg slalu pun cmtu gk kn?
klo dr dri sndri xbhgia mcm mn nk bhgia..ehh? ape pnya ayt la tu..ntah dh ngeng2 skrg ni..just brtahan jek yg mampu. smga mndapat harapan baru kelak harapnya. amin amin amin.

this life...its challenging everyday.. you are the one that determine to face or to run from it.
i choose to face it.waaaaaaaaaaa.

Friday, November 14, 2014

pursuing the dreamsss


smga perjalanan hidup yg dipilih ni dlm redha Allah..insyaAllah.amin
growing matured not so like me..haha..but yeahh..Allah knows better. have faith.

and i can smile too right now..wink2..Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for everything.
hopefully can get good news soon.cee..bajett angan2.. :D

harap dpt bt yg trbaik..and make ibu ayah proud again and in future too.insyaAllah. aja aja!!!

Saturday, November 8, 2014

Completely, not in between

smntra tggu nk brlepas kang ni..blnja dlu stu post.haha
td tgk immortal song special michael bolton.heh.

lagu Completely by Michael Bolton.

Completely, wanna give my love, completely
I'd rather be alone than be in love just half the way
I want to find someone that I can trust, completely
Wanna give my heart, completely
To someone who'll completely give their heart to only me
And when I find that one
That's when I'll fall in love

Not half but whole
With heart and soul
Completely, not in between
But everything
That's the way it's got to be
The way I want someone to fall in love with me

Forever, wanna feel the word, forever
And know there'll be somebody there forever by my side
And when that feeling comes
That's when I'll give my love

It's all or nothing at all for this heart of mine
And I won't give up this heart until the day I find
Someone who can be
Someone who loves me