Tuesday, August 22, 2017

My master's last journey

Assalamualaikum.

tarradaaaa,,aloha my blog, long time no see you. miss me miss me miss me? psycho!haha
okay kali ini kt akn mepek about my life journey in utm during my postgrad.xde la hebat sgt..just wanna thank everyone yg xpnh berhenti support. i love you guys you know. and thank you Allah for all the endurance and patience and finally skrg nmpk cahaya nk konvo tu. bp kali nk quit hr tu spnjg master ni..ingt senang?kahkah.

tp nk cte dr awl den memory xbyk..so cte yg dr thn ni jela ea..awl2 thn tu okay.mgkn ade lg dlm folder memory otak ni..jap nak korek. ^^

awl thn ritu the struggle is real.giler hari2 kepala sakit..migrain.haha. den ni mmg ade migraine tu cuma jarang brlaku. slalu klo over jog, main badminton and activities luar yg super active leh migrain tu dtg. klo psl kerja ni jarang la. nmpk x mksudnye mmg btul giler la. sbb stress kot..nk kejar submit thesis sblm abis sem tu bln2 tu..sbb xnk byr yuran sem bru.haha.yela mybrain xcover dh..nk korek duit dr celah mana haa. nk ckp klo rest sehari xhdap lappy pun skt kpla tu dtg..mgkn dh hr2 dtgnye..so xbt kje pun still dtg gk skt nye.mihmih.

so bln1 tu hr2 writing thesis update bla bla..and i wanna thank this special person i hold dear in my heart..bagi kata-kata semangat dan dorongan suh siapkn kje cpt2, teman stayup..layan mpek bg xmengantuk..xbg mkn ubat sbb skt kpla sbb ckp ubt bahaya haha.abis tu den trpaksa tdo jela klo dh xleh mkn ubt tu.the struggle was very real okay..bkn main2. ms bz2 tu..mkn kdg2 xsempat..fkir kerja je byk xsiap..msg pun kdg2 jela mlm2 o lps siap kje..tp still memahami and didnt giveup on me. keluar mkn pun mn dan je kan.haha.okayla dpt jumpa sekejap pun.sempat x sempat sempat juga tgk movies satu dua dlm bz2 tu..kekeke. thank you thank you thank you. you were a great support to me that time. moga Allah membalas jasa baik anda itu.i love you!;)

then blk rumah..yahooooo...smntra nk tggu viva tu tnm anggur kat rmh la.pstu dtg blk utk preparation viva. thank you too kak shila and afiq teman kat lab sampai 2pagi sehari sebelum viva. haha giles x giles. yela ptg tu sv suh tmbh lg kat slide mcm2..then nk siapkn kne siapkn la kn.ape pnya ayt nh. maaflah ayt tunggang langgang skit naa. bm dh kelaut.adess. and all in all kak shila had given me full support..yg byk teman kat lab sampai malam buat kerja..boleh dikatakan hari2 dlm bln1 tu.wlaupun aircond mati jam 8.30..bertahan stay smpi 11 lbih kdg2 tu..pstu blk smbung kje lagi klo mmpu.klo x tdo trus.pstu sok pg bgun dtg lab lg..rutin yg sme hr2..huaaaa...jasa dikenang selalu. i love you! smga phd akk dpermudahkan Allah juga..insyaAllah aamiin.

then lps viva..correction pulak.haa nmpk x journey dia..xsenang tau smbung bljr ni. so yg dh kje nk smbung bljr tu..fkir la 10x hahahahaha klo kwn2 yg dh kje nk smbung nh..den bg pndpt hentikan angan2 tu.kahkah.sbb ape..sbb dorg rs kje tu xbest..bljr tu best lg.tp dorg xtau..zmn degree ritu lain sgt dgn master/phd nh.baik x kwn nh bg nsht cm gitu.kikiki.arigato. then smntra correction nh..thanks lot to kak ti, sarah, hanin and as. teman berjimba bg hilgkn stress.haha. tau aa berat turun giles spnjg dr awl thn tu smpi ke nk correction. depression?yapp maybe.tak disangkal. ade sbb lain juga yg mnyumbang..begitu juga dgn correction thesis. hanin siap offer nk tlg buatkn lg correction sbb nk give up je hr tu xnk hntr correction. terharuuuu tau dgrnye :'( thankyou fantastic 5. i love you guys.

tak dilupakan juga my dear chinggu tina yg slalu bg kata-kata smgt during my ups and down dr nk hntr thesis smpi je laa ni. i love you so much! she is always there when i need her. sayang byk2 laa..my soulmate.very nice and i never wanna lose her ever. and kwn2 lain..my dear raja and wan. my great supporters too.terima kasih doa-doanya..sayang korang selalu.wink2.

kwn2 lain yg xhenti2 bg smgt dan wishing me good luck..akmal, ashraffadk wa, ira, dayahfatin, kina, mira, noy, sabbyiffadilah, kak mazkak misah, kak ija, kak emily, hae dan lain2 yg mn mgkn xingt nk tulis nmenye. thank you everyone, me love you guys. thank you yaAllah for all these great people You made to come into my life.

and all the time thankyou to my lovely Ibu and Ayah for their endless love and supports and also money.mihmih.byk kot.haha. sorg ni je haa xkje2 lg kn..tukang abiskn boras haa. i'll pay both of you soon insyaAllah by becoming your daughter that you'll feel proud of.aamiin. I love both of you to my heart content! Ibu slalu kasi kata2 smgt kat whatsapp..pagi2..supaya anaknye ni truskn prjuangan dgn jayanya.yela klo nk cte bab lemah2 smgt nh..leh banjir kdg2 tu..nmpk je sasa kat lua..dlm hati de tmn orkid.lame.haha.xske nk cte mslh kat ibu ayh..xske bg dorg risau..jd klo leh settlekn sndri..akn try settlekn sndri.tp kdg2 tu mgkn xmmpu dan nk mengada skjp tu yg trbgtau kdg2 tu.tp a part je bkn smua.heh. Ayah lak slalu bt ayt..kali ni bp lme lak nk stay utm.haha.yela asyik blk..pstu dtg blk..then blk..dtg blk..tp xsiap2 kjenye.sbb tu kua ayt gitu. kali ni steady xbalik lg rumah dh sbln lbih stay utm nh..waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...aimnye ms blk ritu nk siapkn smua bru blk insyaAllah..and here i am. tp nmpk sinar dh..insyaAllah i'll go back soon.yeyaayyy!

dan tak dilupakn my sv yg slalu bg dorongan,smgt,duit gaji,belanja makan slalu,bg kueh.haha.mcm ayah2 je..klo nk mengada mngadu mslh psl projek bgtau je dia..nnt leh brainstorm sesame mcm mn nk selesaikan. kdg2 dia call..tp xagkt sbb rs xnk agkt.hahahahahha pstu kelam kabut dtg lab pi cri dia kat ofis tnya knpa call..tu klo rajin..klo xrajin esoknye bru pi jumpa xpun call balik esok esok tu.pnh x ade stdnt mcm nh.kekeke.kwn2 lain smua kagum..kahkah..kagum perli la.tp my sv is super nice..dia okay je klo xagkt call tu..klo super penting dia akn call byk kali.ms dh kali kdua tu rajin la agktnye.ngee.

dan juga seman, kaklong and angah. seman dgn klong slalu tny.."bile nk balik?"..dgn my mok.. "ble ayang nk blk?..haha trse special cm gitu..tp xdpt balik.huahua. klong la plg byk tny nye..seman tny ble nk siap.ingt zmn dgree dgn mster ni projek nye sme ke.klo sme meme senang la nk siap.adess.duku kang bru tau.haha.terima kasih doa-doanye kome woi. sayang slalu.eeeuwww xpnh ckp.kahkah.

all in all..thank you lot lot lot lot and lot to ALLAH for the experiences during my master's life nh. all the sweetness and bitterness making me to be stronger person. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.

amik kau skali mpek pnjg giles ni haa..mcm bt thesis.hahaha.to my friends yg masih dlm journey postgrad dorg..all the best and i'll pray smoga dprmudahkn urusan smuanya..especially k.ti, as, hanin and sarah.kuat kuat kuat..boleh punya! so dh trmgntuk dgn skt tgkuk dh ni..haha..cau dlu aa..see ya adiossaa.