Monday, January 30, 2012

Tak gagal tapi...

Okay. Assalamulaikum.
merepek time!haha.. aduyai..nk mpek pe..hmm..psl rslt!wawa. amtla truk sem ni. adoi. suda jtuh dtimpa eskelator..dan lift tindih skali.wuuu. amt sdh at the same time serves me right la kn spe suh xblaja btul2. huahuaa. one subj slect skit..others okay jaa. xpela fadzilah. PENGAJARAN tu..klo trus2 brjaya jek mn nk blaja hdup ssh kn?huuu. okay ends here. haha. kang meleleh lak klo smbung lg nh.
hmm..I try to be the best, but still the success still not coming to me. its okay..I'll try harder after this. I mean really harder! sem2 akn dtg..boost up..all out pnya! Insya ALLAH. pray for me too yaa?=)
Ingat quote ni eh.."Kita hanya merancang, ALLAH yang tentukan." and "Setiap yang ALLAH takdirkan pasti ada hikmahnya." keep strong myself! Im doing fine..InsyaALLAH. tak gagal, tapi belum berjaya. peace~

Thursday, January 26, 2012

All about HERO~

yunjae moment..hopefully they can be like this back..soon.

I like his hair like this..the blond one. looks innocent, kind and cuter!^^

26th of January 2012
Kim Jaejoong birthday!haha
since when eh obsess sgt ni eh..adoi!
noy la ni..haha.asyk2 slhkn noy.muahaha. noy..grau2 jek eh..tq sbb knlkn dia. ahakz!
wishing you happy always..and smile always t0o like when you're with yunho. hoho~
smga kmu akn gmbira sntiasa.cee..bajet hero ni kwn jek kn. haha. xleh blah btul.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Kim Jaejoong..happy 26 years old. right?;D

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Yunjae love!

This are my yunjae..muahahaha. pasan btul. tp biarla..ksh pe.haha
my new love..wink!
jaejoong and yunho from dbsk.
so they become yunjae! cute right? love them a a a a a a lot..for now..heeeee

they're not gay..just a little bit close.haha kawan rapat la. but skrg dbsk dh brpch kn.. jd homin which are yunho and changmin. and jyj which are jaejoong, yoochun, junsu. hope some day they'll perform on stage as 5 back. InsyaALLAH. wahhhh,,mmg dh gler kat dorg la skrg ni..tau sbb pe? smua sbb one of my friend ni la yg knlkn. adoi. sawan yunjae dh skrg. plus dorg mmg cute pun kn? ahakz!^^
YUNJAE love forever~

Monday, January 23, 2012


huaa..smnjak dua mnjak ni makin mlas nk tlis kat blog ni. mengapakah? adoi.
sorry my lovely blog.
ehh, jap..dlu bt private blog ni sbb de visitors from around the world yg dtg mlwt. (xtaula btul ke x visitors tu ntah2 dr mlysia jek tp bt2 dr lua ngra..err)
then i open back..tgk2..tuu diaaaa..rmai blk dr tmpt2 yg den xknl.ehh..knl la..just x expect dr lua ngra. dr mlysia de bp kerat jek.wawa.
korg dr mn eh sbnrnyer..cee bgtau. xde la suspicious den ni haa..nnt bt private blk bru tau!haha
okay..tu jek nk bgtau. nnt klo de mood mnulis dan merepek dtg blk..i'll write here.
until then. Assalamualaikum.

*exam is over...weeeeee. hopefully can get better results than in sem 1 and 2. InsyaALLAH. amin.=)*

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Doushite kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou.

Why did I end up falling for you?

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed
I still thought you were right here
But you've already chosen a different path

Why couldn't I call out to you at all?
Every day and night growing emotions
And words overflow
But I realized that
They'd never reach you again

Since that day I first met you
I felt like I already knew you
You and I melded into each other so smoothly

It was natural for me to be where you were
The two of us grew up together
But you've already chosen a different path

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed
I still thought you were right here
Now we can't turn back

The special meaning held by this day
Today you stood with a happy expression
You looked beautiful while praying to God

But I wasn't the one next to you
And the image of you receiving blessings
Of that how could I let go?

Why did I end up falling for you?
How we were before
We can't return to it anymore (I've thought it through, thought it through)

Why didn't I hold on to your hand?
No matter how much time has passed
You should've always been by my side (never changing)

But still, even if I'm nowhere near you anymore
I'm praying that you
May be happy for eternity
No matter how much that would make me lonely (no matter how lonely)


Friday, January 13, 2012

Different 21st Birthday.

to me..haha.
finally..auwww..21 years already.wawa..xsgka dh tua mcm ni.
thanks to ALLAH for giving me the opportunity to live until today. ALHAMDULILLAH.
trima ksh kat ibu ayah krna dh besarkn anakmu ini dgn brjayanya. ALHAMDULILLAH.
kali nh xde smbut kek smbut dgn doa. =)

hmm,, I'd prepared some wish that I wanna be or change for this years of living..

1. utk mnjd hamba ALLAH yg lebih beriman dan betaqwa kpdNya. lebih dkt dgn pncipta. smga ckup brsdia apbila mghadapiNya kelak. Insya ALLAH.
2. mnjd anak solehah. anak yg mmbahagiakan dan mngembirakan ibu dan ayah. Insya ALLAH.
3. be the best nurul fadzilah back. gonna work hard and succeed in my life. jd org yg brguna dan brbakti kpd agama, bgsa dan ngara. cewahh. Insya ALLAH.
4. mnjd kakak, adik dan kawan yg terbaik. Insya ALLAH.
5. nk buang jauh2 perasaan hasad dengki..riak..tkbur..astaghfrullahalazim. mudah2an leh cmpk jauh2 prsaan tu. Insya ALLAH.
6. elak maksiat! uhuu. sorry guys..klo den xmsg2 tu means that im in the path to elak mksiat. a part of it. jg pndgn smua dr anasir2 yg xsptutnya. Insya ALLAH.
7. penjimat! azam stiap thn ni..dlm bank de byk..pstu brkurg..pstu byk pstu abis..adoi. smga dpt jd pnjimat. Insya ALLAH.
8. say no to emo. grow matured. 21 already laa..wawaa. Insya ALLAH.
9. people that ignored me, I'll not take them seriously..i just pretend they're nothing. so I'll not get hurt.haha. Insya ALLAH.
10. be a woman. ayu? err..phm2 sndri la ek. Insya ALLAH.
11. no heart feelings. will keep all the feelings inside. no bursting and got hurt like before. Insya ALLAH.
12. be happy with my life and be grateful always for what I had have. Insya ALLAH.
13. will be a new great, success, independent, kind hearted, healthy, wealthy, cute, lovely NURUL FADZILAH from now on. Insya ALLAH.

This video was posted by one of my lovely friend..NURLIN AQILAH. thanks dear! I like it so0o0o0 much!^___^

Monday, January 2, 2012

Ayah cakap tak senang nak senang.

Ayah ckp 'tak senang nak senang'.
sooo0o0o0o..............keep strong!
all the best to all my friends.
hopefully all of us will get flying colors. Insya Allah. Amin.