Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Finally..its the time to say goodbye.


Finally..its time to say goodbye.
goodbye to???
muna?
mina?
joon?
syaz?
or leeteuk?
no..no..no..not them.haha
.......but.......
goodbye to fb!
goodbye to on9!
goodbye to keep wasting time!
goodbye to korean movies!
goodbye to sleep a lot!
goodbye to emo!
goodbye to evil!
goodbye to pityful!
goodbye to lazy!
.....and...
goodbye to people that dont apprecicte me!
haha..the last one tuh main2 jek..although they're ignoring me, Im still care and love them.
thats me.wink!
final exam just around the corner..gonna score the best! Insya Allah.
pray for me keh?
Im challenging myself to beat the pointer of last sem finals.
hopefully I can make it. really hope for it. Insya Allah.
gonna make my lovely parents proud..and also beat Seman.ngeee
4flatter will be...amin.
Seman..we succeed together keh?
^____^

Monday, November 28, 2011

Salam Maal Hijrah.

Salam Maal Hijrah 1433H.
skrg hujan mncurah2 ke muka bumi..amat lebat yaa.
sejuk2..
now,Im at fiza's room. td mntk tlg Fiza ajr bt report.
Alhamdulillah dh siap dh..thanks a lot dear!^^
so cmne nk blk bilik ni hujan..errr...tdo sni!haha
hr ni pose sunat..alhamdulillah brthn smpi skrg.=)
xtau nk ckp pe lg.
smnjk dua mnjk ni idea taraaakkkk..haha. my bad. sorry my blog.
nnt jmpe lg eh. tc!^^
psstt..mngidam bubur asyura...nak2...nak..nak..
Ibu, nak makan..post skit sni..nyummy!;D

Saturday, November 26, 2011

My day.


" ALLAH give me life and I shall not waste it"

Kita hanya merancang, Tuhan yg menentukan.

Quote of the day today..nothing much to say..sorry my blog for the long silence.
Im gonna be active back soon. Insya Allah.
just take rest to make my mind in peace.
and throw all the hateful feelings..and trying to be normal back.
may all of us hv a good day today. amin.
=)



Saturday, November 19, 2011

the bomb family day!

woaahhhh..byknyer hamper!^^
heh..ni la hdh2 yg ktorg mng. actually pg td de family day ktf.
acara sukaneka smua..antra yg ktorg msuk are isi air dlm botol, tarik upih, mkn epal, bwa bola ping pong dlm sudu, lari brpsgn, lari dlm guni, and anyam ketupat.
dpt first place dlm lari dlm guni, second dlm anyam ktupat then tmpt ktiga dlm mkn epal dgn tarik upih.
;D
this are my 'family' today..dr kri..fiza, ira, yam, kak ti, me, ada, dayah, izzati and siti.
mmg the bomb la.
ktorg msuk pun sje suka suki..*sbb nk dpt kuota pngetua* hee..
mmg main sgguh2 la kn..ahakz!
ALHAMDULILLAH dpt 4 hampers kat ats tu..mmg brbaloi la.
so, now its time for me to do my DE tutor slps sharian xsntuh pape kn.huahuaa.
see ya!=)

Thursday, November 17, 2011

smile in sleep!^^

Heeeeeeee...smile!
He makes me smile..haha. so sweet, so romantic, so cute, so caring and...I love him so much!^^
thank you for making me smile and laugh tonight. haha
damn happy.
may happiness always with me when thinking of you.haha
smile in sleep tonight maybe???;D
ALHAMDULILLAH. thank you ALLAH.

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Fighting!

biar berjaya hingga ke menara gading. akan ku daki wlaupun payah.
Insya Allah.


13/11/11
wow..happy 20th years and 10months to me!^^
ahakz..xde kje. gonna say goodbye to you my lovely blog..
for a long time of period..myb..
(kat rmh heaven xsntuh sgt notes smua..aduiii,mail lambung!)
going to focus on my studies from now on..
4 flat! Insya Allah. amin.

Friday, November 11, 2011

special 11/11/11

Okay,smua org sbuk2 psl 11/11/11 ni..den pun mnybuk gk nk bt post tarikh hr ni. haha
xde mende pun..stakat trkh jek lawa kn.
to me everyday is a special day.why?
bcoz everyday Im grateful to still alive in this world. cewahhh!
haha..btul la..to me..if the day is full of joy and happiness..its enough.
klo den happy..xlapar kot!haha..plik kn?
so klo nk krus kne happy happy slalu la..btul x?ngeee~
skrg mcm dh chubby skit..tang muka..grrrr. kne diet nh. hmm
This is my lovely friends..3 hr brtrut2 jmpe dorg nh..muahaha.
sbb sok nk blk jhor dh..sob3. so jmpe la stkat yg leh jmpe...kn kn.
mmg manfaatkn hr btul2 la nk kte!^^


- raja, fadz, nab, tna -

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Sorry my dear.


Okay,spnjg cuti rye hj nih..mmg heaven la nk kte! bku, notes smua bgai nk rak bwk blk..tp sntuh skit jek.. huahuaa. lumrah btul la. kn Fadzilah kn? mcm x bese lak prkra tu trjd..adehh! tp niat nk bljr msa cuti tu still ade..so okay gkla kn. yeke?errrr..no komen! hmm,,sorry my dear books, notes and tutorials. huaaaaaa. Im planing to see you guys s0on. Insya Allah. klo x kat rmh ni den jnji lps blk utm kt jmpe keh?mesti! Insya Allah. kat rmh ni tau2 la dugaan byk..dgn wifi streamyxnyer..tv lg..kua jln2 lg..mcm2 laa..mmg xleh thn la. adussss. xpe2..mlysia boleh! Insya Allah lps ni akn kuatkn smgt utk truskn usaha. okay,nk ckp tu jek. smga jmpe lg. Assalamualaikum.

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Carca marba


This one is specially to my lovely friend SITI AMINAH ZULKEPLI. btul x eja nme ayh ni Mina?btul kot.hee..she is a friend of mine that I cant afford to lose. huu. always and forever be my best friend yaa Mina..although Im not perfect and always annoyed you.haha


haa..yg ni lak utk smua org yg pnh den skt kn ht korg. maaf yaa. mnsia xlari dr mlkukn kslpn.


errrr..yg ni..spcially to those people that annoyed me. haha. Im strong enough to endure the pain..but it still hurt you know.


ahaa! yg ni pun sme..utk korg laaa..yg byk mnyakitkn ht ku ini. muahaha. I'll smile..smile as brightly as I can!


oh0o0o..ayt kejam nmpk. mmg pun! heh. so people..this is the best quote to you guys..dont intend to walk into my life if you plan to go okay.

Monday, November 7, 2011

Stop for a while.


Every time I visit my lovely blog, there must be some visitors from all over the country came to visit. I wonder who..hmm,,holaa visitors! or should I called stalkers?haha..just kidding! thanks for visiting my blog yaa. eh,haa..jap jek sggh nh..wanna say that I'll not going to on9 for these few days..due to boringness and tiredness to open the lappy every time and every second. bosan kot! huahuaaa.. so lets stop for a while. den ni kn cpt boring..mmg la..mn leh hr2 bt prkra yg sme ni..boring2..haha. so itula. sekian.=)

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Beware people!

Hello people! how are you guys?? ada sihat?heh. ahaa,,post ni xde pape yg menarik pun. just nk bgtau..Im more more more to heartless now. ottokajo??haha..yeaahhhh..finally..every pain that I'd endured bfore has made me stronger. so0o0o0o0o,to people out there..especially people that always in my heart and I say 'you guys are in my heart'..just beware of new me..muahaha! Im not the same person anymore. Time to change isnt it?yesss..time to change! no more fadzilah that has soft heart. errr...myb.heh. one of the thing is..I dont mind anymore people to ignore me when I sent them msgs. haha. one rule in me now..'I dont forcing people to like me'. so0o0o..thats the way Im gonna be. just live my life happily and dont take those kind of people seriously..klo x ht kt yg skt kn?haha. peace!

Devil Beside You (part II)

My new love! wink2. ahakz! bab2 prsn ni mmg no 1 laa..muahaha
Mike He..super handsome,sweet..dlm Devil Beside You tuh.wahhhh,,snyum sndri ble tgk dia snyum. byk cute w0o!^^

Smart kn?okay..jgn tgk lme2 bcoz he is mine!pasan lg!hahaha...abis dh revised cte tu. googbye Ah Meng and Qi Yue. alololo..dorg plg sweet la. episode akhr plg mnusuk kalbu. huahua. try la tgk bg spe2 yg x pnh tgk lg. anda psti xkn mnyesal. heh.
I would like to meet someone like Meng in future..hopefully I can find one. 0h0o0o..klo la jd btul2 kn..bhgia tu.......................................................................;D
cita2 tggi xmustahil kn? hehsss..kne cita2 tggi bru leh brjya!
now,Im determinely will move on with my life happily. Insya Allah I'll not going to remember anything hurtful from past again. Insya Allah.
cayo! I can be happy t0o..hopefully I can find one like Meng..or Yuan Yi..Insya Allah.amin.
wewewewe..brada di angkasa dh ble msuk bab2 pasan ni.haha. so cute la dorg. jles2.haha.
okay,,time to sleep.
Assalamualaikum.=)

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Devil Beside You (part I)


Okay,,santapan utk mlm ni. I love JIANG MENG a lot lot and lotssssss.wahhhhhh,,haha. I would like to meet him in my real life..cant I?;D super handsome and sweet..wewewewe..sawan Meng suda..haha. even cte ni dh tgk dlu..ni revised blk,tgk lg skali.wink3.
so sweet Ah Meng dgn Qi Yue nh..nk gk mcm dorg..boleh?heh
Tuhan yg menentukan sgalanya...=)

Friday, November 4, 2011

Tragedi rumah manis rumah.


ALHAMDULILLAH.
finally,Perak..here I am.
home sweet home!
okay,nk cte skit prjlnn ku sblm smpi rmh trchenta nh.
actually kn naik bas..so nk pi sri putri tu dh msg la akak delivery nh mntk dia hntrkn. so bt 'dek' tgk movie smpi kul 8.30 (bas kul 9.30)..alih2 dia kasi msg bgtau xdpt amik.
mmgla kn..kabut2 smua. psttu cal tksi utm. part ni klimaks laa..dsebabkn rmai yg blk mlm smlm tu..tksi xde. tp mine adela..pkck tu ckp nk dtg 9.10 amik. pdhal bas 9.30..errr..brani mati btul.
lps dh naik tksi tu mcm dh lega skit la kn..tp blum lg sbnrnyer. pkck tu pi amik 2org lg kat area n24 td..sblh n24 tu xtau nme pe. nme jek ddk utm tp xtau smua nme tmpt lg.haha. sorry2. tmpt tu ats bukit. kat area ats tu xde tmpt nk 'kona'..so pkck ni undur la smpi ke bwh. undur pnya undur..skali bz dgn handphone dia nk jwb cal (cal org nk tksi myb)..dia trlggr divider. okay dugaan. xde spe yg injured. but,my port tu la tmpt dia lggr..I can feel it. gedebang!
Dia kutip serpihan bumper pstu msuk keta. ingt tu jek..tgh2 nk trun bukit tu..ttbe dia kte xsedap bwk. tgk2 tayar pncit. adehhh..dugaan lg di mlm2 jumaat. sabo ajela kn. tp dia asap cal tksi lain suh amik ktorg. Alhamdulillah dipendekkn cte,slmt smpi la sri putri td on time. nsb baik bas xde lg..klo trlps..mmg nnyi lgu Meraung New Boys tu la..err. haha. de jmpe sorg senior chinese utm td,ktorg naik bas sme. sembang2 dgn dia smua bfore bas smpi xde la bosan sgt. wlaupun bru knl (err..nme pun xtau sbnrnyer..hee) tp peramah kot.=)
ahaa! stu bnde lg..sbb kalut2 smua td. trlpe nk bwk sweater! aig0o0o0o0oo..bygnyer btapa sjuknya dlm bas td. huahuaa. thn ajela. mmg beku td. nsb baik leh brthn.
the moral of story..klo nk blk tuh..kua la awl okay. nnt xkalut like me. huaaaaaa.
okay then,td smpi kul 4.45am cmtu..smpi rmh around 5am Ayah amik kat mdn gopg td. smntra nk tggu Subuh tu yg on9 ni..kang leh 'qada' tdo trus..kn sng..heh. azan Subuh pun dh kedengaran..pe lg. lets Solat!=)
Assalamualaikum smua..yg x blk lg tu,pulg dgn slmt keh.adios!^^

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Silence...means everything.


I prefer number 3. bcoz I love number 3!haha
okay,recently there are many things that made me to be in number 3 position.
firstly, my soft heart of course. Im in my way to heal it again again and again. errr..how many times also I dont know laa. I just hope you be happy always my dear.
secondly, about A and B. grrrr..dont know what to do. now, I just decide to ignore B and be as cool as I can be. and live my life happily t0o. of course.
thirdly, my p5 friends..haishh. if you guys wanna do a reu in your univercity just please dont make it public okay.haha. Im jealous you know! huuu. Im the only one p5 here at utm..(korg rmai2 kat uni tu lehla act lbih nk bt reu smua) usm major p5 there,ukm and uitm there are certain to0. if wanna do a reu still can. cessss,,haha..plez dont make me jealous again ok!sob3..-_____-
fourthly, my cp test yesterday..waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...dont know laa. I just try my best. and sent it. but envy to others that asking help from others who are expert to help them. so their answers are correct right? mine?huhuhu..very sad..but not really sad. haha. I know I'd tried my best and Im proud to get the marks with my own effort. *cewahhh! hopefully my marks is okay. Insya Allah.amin. pray for me.uhuu.
fifthly..??err..no fifth. heh. I slept last night after Isya' and wake up at 2.30am just now until this second. wow! incredible me!haha. I've a conscience to learn laaa..I wanna be the best,and I'll try my best of course. so here I am. okay guys, take bath and Subuh prayer time. Assalamualaikum.=)