SoMethiNg

Don’t you look
Into my eyes and lie again
I’m sick of being alone

Your shaking face and words
Seems like something is up
A strange scent is all over your body
Seems like you’re possessed by something

Maybe you felt guilty at my guess
I caught you off guard and you’re so out of it
Your story keeps changing here and there, what’s wrong with you
Maybe you felt guilty at my guess
I caught you off guard and you’re so out of it
Why, are you scared all of a sudden?
Let go of my hand, don’t lie to me

I was the only one who didn’t know about this something
I clearly feel it, must be something
Your obvious lies, it’s over
Nothing, it’s something, stop it

That rainbow inside the gray skies
The sadly crying piano
A strange scent is all over your body
Seems like you’re possessed by something

Maybe you felt guilty at my guess
I caught you off guard and you’re so out of it
Your story keeps changing here and there, what’s wrong with you
Maybe you felt guilty at my guess
I caught you off guard and you’re so out of it
Why, are you scared all of a sudden?
Let go of my hand, don’t lie to me

I was the only one who didn’t know about this something
I clearly feel it, must be something
Your obvious lies, it’s over
Nothing, it’s something, stop it

Don’t try to gain love so easily
Don’t regret
You deceived and made a girl cry
You’re only up till here
Bye bye bye out

I was the only one who didn’t know about this something
I clearly feel it, must be something
Your obvious lies, it’s over
Nothing, it’s something, stop it

Was the love I gave a joke to you?
Were you sick of the love I gave you?
I don’t want to show you the tears I held back
Was the love I gave a joke to you?
Were you sick of the love I gave you?
Are we over?
Are we over?

by Girls' Day. current ringtone.heh.daebak :')

inside outside

yeah. we did plan, but ALLAH is the best planner.
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
sobss.
myb there is reason behind everything. keep smiling!


inside outside its raining.

Personality test

Which of the 9 pictures captures your attention the most?.. Then look for your number and read the personality description. Does it fit well with your personality? 
Personality Test Results:


1. Freedom loving 
Freedom is important to you - nothing is worse than when you feel tied down. You may find you move jobs or location frequently because the idea of staying in one place too long unnerves you. The same can apply to relationships! People see you as fun loving, and you are. You attempt to enjoy life to the full, in accordance with the motto: "You only live once." You tend to attract less energetic people as friends or partners, like moths to a flame, they see you as the light. Careful they don't drain you! You are very curious and open about everything new and thrive on change. Quite simply, you are a breath of fresh air.

2. Independent and unconventional
Your lifestyle is highly individualistic. You do not follow the crowd, on the contrary, you seek to live according to your own ideas and convictions, even if this means swimming against the tide. You need a free and unattached life that allows you to determine your own course. You have an artistic bent in your work or leisure activities. Your urge for freedom sometimes causes you to do exactly the opposite of what is expected of you. You are rather unique, so don't bother comparing yourself to anyone else. Live life your way.

3. Sensitive and reflective
You are comfortable spending hours alone with your thoughts and rarely become bored. You dislike superficiality; you'd rather be alone than have to suffer through small talk. Your relationships with your friends are very strong, which gives you the inner tranquillity and harmony that you require. You love deeply but if someone betrays you it is next to impossible to forgive. You are an old soul, someone who has lived many times before and has seen it all. All you crave now is simplicity and the chance to focus your attention on a meaningful existence. 

4. Down to earth and charming
You have a natural authentic charm, what you see is what you get. People admire you because you seem so 'together'. You have both feet planted firmly on the ground and they can depend on you. While others complicate their life with ifs and buts, you know your own mind. You provide security and space to those close to you. You are a rock, and although others may not tell you, you are the sun around which they revolve. You dislike superficiality and tend to be skeptical toward the whims of trends. Where others crash and burn, you motor on, quietly achieving all you need to do. You are a woman (or man) of substance.

5. Professional and self-assured
You take charge of your life, and place less faith in your luck and more in your own actions. You solve problems in a practical, uncomplicated manner. You take a realistic view of things in your daily life and tackle them without fuss. You are given responsibility at work, because people know that you can be depended upon. You project self-assurance to others. You are a born leader and organiser. Although you work well in a team, ideally you should be the one giving the orders. After all, you are usually right! 

6. Peaceful and timeless
You are easy-going yet discreet. There is a timeless elegance about you (think Audrey Hepburn). You make friends effortlessly, yet enjoy your privacy and independence. You like to get away from it all and be alone from time to time to contemplate the meaning of life. You need space, so you escape to hideaways, but you are not a loner. You are at peace with yourself and the world, and you appreciate life and what this world has to offer. You have a strong life purpose and when you discover it, you project your personal brand of magic on the world.

7. Cultured and classical
Cultured and sophisticated you value the things money can't necessarily buy - good conversation, original ideas, music and the arts. You have a fair mind and can see both sides of an argument. You rarely let emotions get the better of you, preferring to assess situations rationally. Calm, logical and yet compassionate and kind. You have 'old-fashioned' principles, which at heart make you a real lady (or gentleman). A timeless, vintage classic - the sort of person everyone secretly admires and likes to copy. 

8. Sensitive and spiritual
You are a highly sensitive and spiritual person. You refuse to see life only from a rational view point. You have great intuition and trust your feelings. You must have dreams to aspire towards or you won't feel happy. You like to improve yourself, and in so doing make a difference in the world - even if only in little ways. You find it hard to understand people who are only guided rationality. You form true relationships with open souls, people who know there is more to life than we can touch, see or hear. Your psychic sense is highly evolved, trust it and work with it.

9. Dynamic and sparkly
You are a mover and a shaker! You are willing to take risks in return for interesting and varied work. Routine tends to have a paralysing effect on you. Being stuck behind a desk 9-5 would destroy your soul and enthusiasm for life. You need to be given the chance to express your ideas and put them into action. You have a rainbow personality, and can cheer others up, even on the gloomiest of days. If you ever feel you have lost your sparkle it is because the situation you find yourself in is not right for you. Follow your enthusiasm, even if it means you chop and change for years. The journey is as important as the destination.

cdt to page PDH. btw, im no1..heh..how abt you?? try jgn xtry :D

Cool Kiz on the Block

taradaadaaaaa..

my sem hols is filled with basketball! ^^

okay, tgk cool kiz ni sbb de jiseok sbnrnya.haha. nsb bk tgk..awesome.

this are the team.

sblh hjg head coach. lg sblh hjg coach woo jiwon.

jiseok,changmin,hyejeong,julien,suguen,jeongjin,jyp,hodong,john park.

jap,hyeok is not in the pic. where is he anyway?

nh ms mle2 top 3 msuk join team. julien jiseok dgn hyejeong. lps dorg msuk bru cool kiz mcm awesome lg laa.. :D

the first game. the players. berdebar gk bak hang tgk dorg main..like i am the one that played.haha

sungguh daebak!

time visit time..dorg tlg ajr cool kidz cara2 utk mntapkn lg skiils.

 the aces. hyeok and jiseok. very the bomb dorg main..jealous2.haha. 

time nh dorg ddk simpanan rsnyer..senyum lebar sbb hyejeong score :D

time nh comeyyyyyyyyyy..haha. jiseok mrajuk kte dia xjd ace dh sbb hyeok ade.haha. dia tendang2 manja kat hyeok comel btul.haha. but he is still the ace until the end.saranghae jiseok-shii ^^

*daeng. tu pic lain. nh describe hodong promote yg jiseok dh kawin.akakaka. so pmnt2 pmpn xske dia. dia kte dia got married in may. and he loves his wife. his wife at home.haha.alolo

 john park. mle2 bse2 jek dia ni..tp mmg sopan..baik jek. lme2 brtmbh awesome.haha. ske lak tgk dia. smlm stay up smata nk tgk dia dlm RM dgn kwang soo.akakaka..stupid village boy.

seo jordon.

time lawan japan's club. hyeok cedera aigo0o..smua mcm risau including coach.yela ace cedera mn xrisau. but he endure the pain and play again. dia kte sbb coachs pnh lwn japan xpnh kalah.so dia nk mng gkla lwn japan. indeed so awesome.

 time kat airport bfore pi japan. smart2 smua.

the last game. 5th winning for the cool kiz team. mutt coach seok juil challenge nk lwn team cool kiz so dia gather singers,actors and comedians utk lwn. cool kiz vs new kiz.

suspens gk tgk game nh. tp best!

kris plg daebak utk new kiz team.dia dgn kwangjae jek yg score byk.

annyeong cool kiz. abis dh.huahauaa..sedihhhhh.

but awesome ones.

tringin lak nk join team mn2 utk main basket.

teamwork dorg amt awesome. missing the times to play basket ms kat tkc dlu. even xhbt mn but enjoyed it to the max. 

still rmember the aces of our team..dym,sarah,ashee,mira,laily. rindu~~~

Obstetrics and Gynecology

Obstetrics and Gynecology drama.

drama nh dh lme dh de dlm hrdsk sbnqnyaa..lps sem ni bru dpt seruan nk tgk and untung tgk!wink2

cte psl ibu2 mgndung..baby smua..some inputs learned here too.

let the pics speak..

jae suk and hye young. btul x eh eja..tibai aje laa.. dorg nh kwn baik. sjk dr sk rndh mngh, kolej kot sme..tup2 jmpe kat tmpt kje lak. awesome. then si jae suk ni trske la kat hye young..but but hye seong ske org lain. but i love them both :D

tgk..comey2..heeeeee

doc Ahn dgn doc jae suk. joong ki dlm ni awesome gkla..playful.. 

despite of heroin and hero..i love second hero.heee. tp hero baik gk sbnrnye..wlaupun xbp nk hndsome..but he is nice. gmbr hero kat bwh noe..

behind the scene pny pics..heh..omey2 :D

lovely couple kat hospital.heh

head nurse-dr.jae suk-dr.ahn kyung woo

being playful a part of my ideal type.kekeke~

two of my bias!ngeeeeeeeeeeeee~

haa..kat blkg tu hero.heh. bian hero lmbt lak post. i like him but love jae suk more.eheeee

taradadadaaaaa..my new love.seo ji seok.wink2..haha. xleh blah kn. but he is awesome. love to max. lps hoya nh trbaru la. tgk dia main basket dlm cool kiz..wallaaaa..lg lg lg lg la falling into him. 

^_________^
Alhamdulillah for the happiness. 

hr nh pnya kisah...

Assalamualaikum peeps.
alksh..hr nh de kenduri kesyukuran kat rmh..klo org tny knp..my answer is knduri ats segala nikmat yg ALLAH berikan :)
ALHAMDULILLAH majlis brjln lancar. feeling happy with sedara mara dtg smua..hbgn brtmbh erat org kte. Alhamdulillah.
Anaz kwn seman kte nk jmpe..haha..feeling the happiness..hdhkn dia ais krim.jles kwn2 lain xdpt.haha. dlu time knduri k.long tu ade kasi dia cloud9. dia kte xpnh mkn cloud9 yg plg sedap mcm tu..kekeke..cmne leh trsgkut gosip nh? ms form2.haha. naik bas sk sme2..lps tu dia trk my tudung. ape lagi..dragon mgamuk laa..one thing i didnt like people to do. pstu amik kauu..segedebuk buku2 yg tebal tu pi hempuk dia. adesss. zmn bdk2 kn..xdela rs brslh. hr tu last 3 years myb. dia dtg rmh rye. pstu bru tringt peristiwa tu then suh seman msg kn minta maaf. start situ la kot dia baik blk.tgk2 fb dia ade like post fb dlu2 pny.haha.mcm2..

okay,then mlm td de bbq rmh mentua k.long. smua ipar duai ade la. and skali smbut my bday.wink2. Alhamdulillah utk itu juga. but sorryla cam xbwk lak.so no pics. td sal jek ade amik gmbo.xpela. make it a pass. haaa..nk cte jmpe shi on real td. knl x park shi on?cte good doctor tu. klo xknl tgkla cte tu. abg tu anak kpd kwn mak mentua k.long. dia de skali td. dia tny..sk kat mn?kekeekke..snyum jek..awet muda.ehemm! :D
nak kte abg ni even mcm shi on tu..but he is awesome. dia tau la smua gk isu2 smua. td ibu tny dia ade awek..pstu dia jwb.."saya cacat, xde org nak." wow..terkesima dgr.huuu. bkn ape..mcm mcm mcm mcm..its not like that. klo ade jdoh ketentuan ALLAH he will meet his zaujah. insyaALLAH. pstu k.yong gosip kte sal nk dia. ketawa besar dia.haha. penyeri gkla dia td. buat org2 ni ketawa smua. i pray the best for him. amin.

one thing i learned again tonight..be grateful to what we had. there are people out there that had less than us but still manage to survive and smile. hmmm. deep meaning okay. so chillax and do the best we can to make our life joyful and bless by ALLAH. insyaALLAH :')

Alhamdulillah smua ade hari nh. one complete family. may ALLAH make us together one happy family too in His jannah. aminn.

the heart is beating again..

the heart is beating again. wehuuuuu.haha
got to write laju2 kat sini..super duper happy!
lately asyik on9 gne hp jek..pnt den haa..tgk pun kcik..xpuas.akaka..so here i am. on9 with my si kcik..leh tlis dgn bahagianyaa..heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
ALHAMDULILLAH, thank you ALLAH. :D
somehow cuti sem hols nh kne manfaatkn sbaiknya..plan nk cri kje..de x agk2 org nk kasi kje cuti jap nh?hmm..we'll see.
ddk rmh aje hdp lappy mkn tdo amat membantutkn minda.huahuaa. hopefully can find one work to do..soon..insyaALLAH. stkat ni teman k.long pi shopping brg2 baby. amt comey laa tgk. xsabar lak nk jd aunty nh.hahaha. smga ALLAH permudahkn dan slmt smuanya. but one thing, i guess need a lot of money to raise a child. indeed. tgk k.long shpg..tu diaa...klua klua klua duit mcm air sungai mengalir.haha..so bg spe2 di luar sne tu..plan your finance keh.
oppss.wait. result is coming..dup dap dup dap..little heart is racing. may ALLAH ease. dh usaha sebaiknya..insyaALLAH ada hasilnya.


wahhhhh..stakat blk rmh ni xpnh tdo lps dr kul11. exceeded time dh nh.akakaka. lets sleep. feeling relieve can write here tonight laju2 nh..awesome!Alhamdulillah^^

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Betapa sakitnya apa yang ku rasa
Tuhan kuatkanlah hatiku yang terluka
Semoga ku bisa tuk melupakannya
Karena ku masih mencintainya

Jika teringat tentang dirimu
Berlinang air mataku
Ku rindu saat-saat bersamamu
Kasih sayangmu padaku

Kini kau bukan milikku
Dan berakhir sudah cintaku
Biarkan saja hatiku bicara
Ku masih sayang padamu
Aku selalu mendoakanmu
Agar kau bahagia
Bersama dirinya selamanya

Mengapa mudahnya hatimu mendua
Ku lapangkan dada walau aku terluka
Semoga bahagia bersama dirinya
Karena kau telah memilih dia

Kini kau bukan milikku
Dan berakhir sudah cintaku
Biarkan saja hatiku bicara
Ku masih sayang padamu

Aku selalu mendoakanmu
Agar kau bahagia
Bersama dirinya selamanya 

Mengapa mudahnya hatimu mendua
Ku lapangkan dada walau aku terluka
Semoga bahagia bersama dirinya
Karena kau telah memilih dia

Betapa sakitnya apa yang ku rasa
Tuhan kuatkanlah hatiku yang terluka
Semoga ku bisa tuk melupakannya
Karena ku masih mencintainya


-Papinka




klo 3thn lps dgr lagu nh mst potong bwg pnya.hahaha. lirik dia awesome. now? Im happy with my life..Alhamdulillah. ALLAH helps me to forget all those painful memories.xptg bwg dh skrg. hidup ni tak lama..so kne move on. my prince charming is on the way tuh..im preparing to be solehah for him and hope he is doing so to be soleh for me.im believing in that. insyaALLAH :)

Untukmu yang tertulis...

"Untukmu Calon Jodohku Yang Tertulis Di Lauhul Mahfuzd

Bismillah ... 
Mungkin diriku bukanlah matahari yang setiap siang menerangi bumi tapi aku akan mencuba menjadi cahaya
ketika hatimu telah kelam

Mungkin diriku bukanlah bumi yang luas yang memudahkanmu untuk bergerak tapi aku akan berusaha menjadi ruang kosong tempat untuk mencurahkan segala rasamu

Mungkin aku bukanlah angin yang mampu menyejukkanmu ketika dirimu merasa panas tapi aku akan berusaha menjadi kipas
penyejuk yang dapat engkau gunakan setiap saat engkau memerlukan

Mungkin aku bukanlah piskik yang dapat membaca fikiranmu tapi aku akan berusaha menjadi buku yang siap menampung curahan segala suka dan dukamu

Mungkin aku bukanlah hujan yang dapat menyirami semesta Alam..
tapi aku berusaha menjadi embun yang menyegarkan jiwamu..

Duhai engkau yang masih rahsia.. aku akan tetap berusaha membahagiakanmu dengan segala kemampuanku..
bahagiamu adalah senyumku.. dukamu adalah perihku..

Untukmu Calon Jodohku Yang Tertulis Di Lauhul Mahfuzd."


awesome. cdt to Pakar Diari Hati.heee. 

Aja aja!!

Aloha. smntra tggu Isyak coret corot corit sni dlu.heee
new blog appearance..so how is it?
sbb dlu ttbe backgrnd jd putih..been wondered why why..hmm..*myb ssb scraping blog tu kne donate dlu then bru leh gne kot template dia.haha
so here we are dgn wajah baru..xyh byr pny.kekeke. maroon of course.haha. awesome. nmpk jelas salji smua. :D
sok de exam electronics..gonna do well insyaALLAH. may ALLAH ease. bt trbaik! 5A+++!!!
i love electronics..yeyeaahh. pray for me too keh? thankyouuuu :')

xmo stress2 keh.. smile and keep doing our best.

InsyaALLAH may ALLAH ease. amin 

yesterday is a past, today is a present and tomorrow is...?? smbung sndri.heh.

manfaatkn brsma 

:)

Its done.

ALHAMDULILLAH ALAHMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH.
thank you ALLAH for everything.
2nd paper is done. yet 2 more to go.
aja aja!
stu test electronics dpt high marks..waaaaa..nk ngis rs.  xpnh2 lg sehighest tu dpt marks. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. thanks to study group..byk ajr smua. man,fiza,ika,sarah and dayah. wink2
so usaha mesti dteruskn. gambatte! ^^

p/s: counting down to go back home..wehuuuuuuu..perakk..wait for me.. :D

Safikah'ssss

ALLAH selamatkan kamu...

saengil chukaaeeyy! 

^^

Ika..the tallest girl in our class..klh smua laki2.haha

my dear friend. kwn intern 3bln kat cyber, kwn group stdy, kwn cte smua..hahaha..

pndai msk okay..knyg ddk cyber dgn ika.heh. tp dh bpnya laa..so xleh nk promote. bianney!kekekeke.

may live happily with your love ones. insyaALLAH. aminn.

you know i love you..uhibbuki fillah :D

ms pi seoul garden.. heee

lesung pipit yg mahai tuuu... ngeee

with cik intan..gonna meet cik intan soon. insyaALLAH :')

may ALLAH bless this beautiful friendship.

kiss skit..hdh. muahhhhh! ^^

*she dislikes being kiss.akakaka

Lonely road

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no...
Once again

There's nothing here for me, on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find

Avenged Sevenfold - Dear God

lonely road?ahaa..soon will not be lonely anymore. insyaALLAH :')

my sunshine ~

huaaaaaaaa. semangat hilang.ottoke? 

hmm.hmm.hmm.

jgn MALAS2 ***** *********!! Klo malas acaner nak berjaya. 

Acaner nak skor > 3.5/4 flat? Usahe x banyak. Tapi mengharap yg terbaik. Ye dak?

Ingat, Allah sentiase memandang kpd usahe yg kte lakukan.

Dlm pada mase yg sme, menambahkan pahala dlm jihad akademik gitu.

chaiyok2 fad! :D 

msg from bestiest last night. mnusuk kalbu.haha. 

she knows all along abt me. klo nk mngada2 tu msg la dia nnt dia btul kn blk 'kemengadaan' tuh.haha.

love you chinggu! 

uhibbuki fillah

thank you ALLAH for the lovely friend. 

:')