Without you

In my steep life
In my sharpened density
Like a dream, like a painting
You make me live

The war-like tears that belonged to me
At the end of despair
When your warmth, when your breath spreads in me
I am able to breathe again

Even if my eyes are covered so that I can’t see you
Even if my ears are blocked so I can’t hear you
This love gets even clearer
I hate it but I want it

You flew into my arms like a butterfly
You embraced my tired soul
Only after I pushed you away, I found out
That I couldn’t use my heart anymore

Even until the day the heavens take away my life
Stay where I can reach you
Closer than today

Take away the black night
And take me into the light
With this miraculous love that made me live again
Into your bright embrace

I can’t live without you
I don’t think I can go on without you
Only after I pushed you away, I found out
That I couldn’t use my heart anymore



from scholars who walks the night ost - BEAST-