This is the last wrote.

The time to say goodbye finally arrived.It was not that I don't love you..just..I think,I should stop it here.Goodbye MY CRIES AND LAUGH...goodbye.You're here when I'm happy and sad.Thank you so much!...I must move on..with my own life.Don't want to depend on you anymore.This is my last wrote.To all followers,thanks for being the lovely followers..really appreciate it.I had written all that I can for you guys to read during your leisure time..all my weird sadness and happiness.Enjoy it yaa..;'(
Sayonara~

The meMoRieS 13

Oh yeah
Oh yeah
So scared of breaking it
But you won't let it bend
And I wrote two hundred letters
I will never send
Sometimes these cut are so much
Deeper then they seem
You'd rather cover up
I'd rather let them bleed
So let me be
I'll set you free

I am in misery
There ain't nobody Who can comfort me
Oh yeah
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna get you back

Your salty skin and how
It mixes in with mine
The way it feels to be
Completely intertwined
Not that I didn't care
It's that I didn't know
It's not what I didn't feel,
It's what I didn't show
So let me be
I'll set you free


I am in misery
There ain't nobody
Who can comfort me
Oh yeah
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna get you back


You say your faith is shaken
You may be mistaken
You keep me wide awake and
Waiting for the sun
I'm desperate and confused
So far away from you
I'm getting near
I don't care where I have to run

Why do you do what you do to me, yeah
Why won't you answer me, answer me yeah
Why do you do what you do to me yeah
Why won't you answer me, answer me yeah

I am in misery
There ain't nobody
Who can comfort me
Oh yeah
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna get you back.

The meMoRieS 12

I dreamed I was missing

You were so scared

But no one would listen

Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming

I woke with this fear

What am I leaving

When I'm done here
So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some

Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me

And when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid

I've taken my beating

I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface

Not all the way through

I've never been perfect

But neither have you

So if you're asking me

I want you to know
When my time comes

Forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some

Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me

And when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest

Forgetting

All the hurt inside

You've learned to hide so well

Pretending

Someone else can come and save me from myself

I can't be who you are

When my time comes

Forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some

Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me

And when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest

Forgetting

All the hurt inside

You've learned to hide so well

Pretending

Someone else can come and save me from myself

I can't be who you are

I can't be who you are

The meMoRieS 11

Something 'bout love, love
Something 'bout love, love

Every night it's all the same
You're frozen by the phone
You wait, something's changed
You blame yourself every day
You do it again every night

There's something 'bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh, it sets you free
There's something 'bout love that tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh, you still believe

When the world falls down like the rain
It'll bring you to your knees
There's something 'bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh, but don't give up
There's something 'bout love

When you were young, scared of the night
Waiting for love to come along and make it right
Your day will come, the past is gone
So take your time and live and let live

There's something 'bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh, it sets you free
There's something 'bout love that tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh, you still believe

When the world falls down like the rain
It'll bring you to your knees
There's something 'bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh, but don't give up
There's something 'bout love

Don't fight, don't hide those stars in your eyes
Let em' shine tonight
Let em' shine tonight

Hang on, hang in for the ride of your life
It's gonna be alright
Hold on tight

There's something 'bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh

There's something 'bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh, it sets you free
There's something 'bout love that tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh, you still believe

When the world falls down like the rain
It'll bring you to your knees
There's something 'bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh, but don't give up
There's something 'bout love

Whoa oh oh oh, sets you free
There's something bout love that tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh, you still believe

When the world falls down like the rain
It'll bring you to your knees
There's something 'bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh, but don't give up

There's something 'bout love

The meMoRieS 10

Pernah dulu kau berkata
Hatimu ingin bercinta
Sungguh indah tak terkata
Seperti di syurga

Kau lafazkan kata cinta
Manis semua bicara
Ku peluk segala janji
Seteguh hatinya arjuna

Ku sedar
Ku masih dalam kamar mimpi
Semua semua angan ku pergi

Kau biarkan
Aku yang kehausan
Mencari detik sinar bahagia
Yang tak pasti
Ku tak pasti
Biarkan aku begini

Biarkan aku begini

The meMoRieS 9

Sudah lama ku memendam rasa
Cinta di dalam dada
Namun tidak pernah bersuara
Kerana takut kecewa

Ku tunggu waktu yang lebih baik
Untuk langkah pertama
Jauh dari apa yang ku kira
Hatimu ada yang punya

Di dalam mimpi kita berdua
Mesra bersama dilamun cinta
Oh tetapi kenyataannya aku sedar kau ada dia

Mungkin juga semuanya salah ku
Terlalu mengharapkan cinta
Tapi sepi yang merasuk kalbu
Membawa angan melayang

Di dalam mimpi kita berdua
Mesra bersama dilamun cinta
Oh tetapi kenyataannya aku sedar kau ada dia.

The meMoRieS 8

Aku manusia lemah
Selalu terjatuh
Berbeda aku darimu
Kau berdiri teguh
Aku serba tiada
Aku kekurangan
Dan bila kau tiba
Aku hilang dari kewujudan

Sempurnanya sifatmu
Tulusnya hatimu
Jujurnya niatmu
Tingginya kesabaranmu
Lepaskanlah diriku
Kerna aku
Tak mampu 'tuk menanggung
Sebuah cinta sempurna
Darimu
Darimu ohhh

Bukan aku tak pernah
Mengerti dirmu
Ku sanjung setiap
Kata cinta kau berikan aku
Hilangkan rasa itu
Akhirkankan semua
Dan bila kau sedar
Aku hilang dari kewujudan

The meMoRieS 7

On the other shore of sadness
It is said that there is a smile
Finally we arrived.
But what are we waiting for?
The purpose is not to run away
It's to chase after dreams
We should have gone out to travel
On that summer day so long ago
Even tomorrow, if you see it
Though there isn't a sigh either
Like a ship going against the current flow
Right now, go forward, move ahead.
The place that's shrouded in pain
Is where happiness waits, they say
I am still searching
It's like an out of season sunflower
If you clench your fists too tight
And wait for the morning light
Your nails become red with blood
And shining tears begin to flow
Even if you are left in pitch black
With only the moonlight to depend on
Fly away using featherless wings
And keep moving on.

The meMoRieS 6

Love is a cycle
When you love, you get hurt
When you get hurt, you hate
When you hate, you try to forget
When you try to forget, you start missing
And when you start missing,eventually you'll fall in love again.

The meMoRieS 5

Everyone feels pain
But surely, after suffering satisfaction will arrive
Even with sports, studying or other ordeals
With life, it's like that for everyone
If we can beat the pain, on the other side
a rainbow of happiness awaits us
That will definitely become a treasure
Let's believe in that.

The meMoRieS 4

When my existence seems to disappear
I will look for the place where I can do the best I can
From now on, I'll be deliberate slowly
I won't be impatient
I won't be greedy
I won't give up
Because everyone takes things step by step.

The meMoRieS 3

It must be because I'm a fool
It must be okay even if it hurts me
Even if you tease me that it's a foolish love
Because I'm such a helpless fool
My wanting to be good to him
Is enough too make me happy
Even if he smiles at me once
I'm happy with that smile
Until the person he loves comes along
I'm just going to stay by him side like this
It's a love that makes me happy just to give
So I won't wish for anything more
In a place where he can always reach me if he holds out his hand
In a place where I can always hear him if he calls out to me
I will stay there without any change
Because I love him
Because I'm a fool.

The meMoRieS 2

For the every step I send you away my tears flow
For every step that you go away my tears flow again
You're going to a place where I can't reach,even if I spread my hands
But unable to stop you and stand here crying
What do I do
What do I do
You are going away
What do I do
What do I do
You're leaving me here
I love you
I love you
Even if I call it out
You can't hear it because I'm only yelling it inside my heart
All day I try to erase you,but I remember you
All day I say goodbye,but I only remember you
What do I do
What do I do
You're the only one for me

The meMoRieS

Should have let it all go
Should have ignored it
Like it wouldn't be seen
Like it couldn't be seen
I don't think I should have seen it
Should have run away
I should have pretended not to hear
I shouldn't have listened to this love
Without a word,you made me know love
Without a word,you gave me your love
Without a word,love left me
Without a word,love tossed me
Without a word,tears are coming down
Without a word,my heart is breaking apart
Without belief,I'm waiting for love
Without belief,I'm hurting for love
I didn't think it was love
I told myself it wasn't love
I deceived myself
But my heart kept calling your name
I must loving you this much
I must be waiting you for you this much
Even though it hurts so much
My heart can't seem to let you go
I think there must be just one love
I don't think my heart will change
The love that I've kept only for you
I can seem to fool my head
But I can't seem to fool my heart.

SEAgate,,celC0M

Holaa..haihh..hr2 jmpe nih..nik jemu lak kn!haha..ingt nk mnyepi jap la pasni..hmm,,haa..lpe la nk update hr tu psl bnda ni.my baby..muahaha..syg beb! SEAGATE atau nme linnyer..hardisc..320gb..rm189. xtau la murah o mhl..min bli jek hr tu..hahaha.den ni xske sgt pnjg2 cte..dh de dpn mta..pe lg bli jela.xyh nk ksut2 cri kat tmpt lin kn.alg2 dh de dpn mta..rembat aja la!hee..my mr SEA ni lawa..smart!yg plg pntg..black in colour..muahaha..xde colour lin yg lbih smart slin clor htm..tp merah pun smart gk sbnrnyer..(pdhal ske 2 2 clor tu jek..akaka)hmm,,merah xde la time bli tu..htm jek.so amik htm jela..dlm mr sea ni buh la smua movies and gmbr2..pndrive pnuh kot!haha..xmuat dh nk ltk smua2 tu..geram sgt..tu yg brniat nk bli hrdisc tu..hehss.Alhamdulillah..ok kot seagate ni.tkut kne vrus jela..waaa..mnangis xbrlagu nnt klo kne..huu..hrp2 xkne la vrus..Insya Allah..amin.ahaa!one more story..dh brzam gk xmau gne no clcm nih..byk kali dh brzam xmau gne tp gne gk..adehh.tp kali ni btul2 pnyaa..haa..to all yg slalu cntact sy dgn clcm ni sowi eh.nnt klo de hal mxs on9 jek..huu.xmau la dh gne clcm..byk mslh..haha.bjet cm org kye jek de 2 hp..pstu tpup lg kne 2 2 no kn..bru adil!ngee..pstu clcm la punca sglanya..sgla ksdhn..haha.dh2..sian lak kat celcom ni ngumpat dia.tp kat clcm ni penah bhgia gak dlu..wihuu..dlu la..so,pape pun..thanks my clcm..nnt klo de hati nk gne kau lg..i'll use you ok.but now xde hati dh..sowi2.

Yeaahh..love come to me again~~

Asl post2 mkin berkurg eh?adakah ku suda kurg mrapu mprek kerepek?akaka..xde mkne!sbb exm daaa...tu yg post2 kurg tu..ok,starting today..hr2 akn de post!haha..smgt lbih jek nh..kuang2..Insya Allah..klo rjin akn update blog nih..heh.wlau pape pun..syg blog slalu...weee~~
Siang td joon ki nngis..waaaa..sdh jek tgk.my joon ki laa..cte iljimae tu..tv8 kul 3.hehss..dh nk abis dh..dh episod 21.last epsd xbp ingt 25 or 30.kt tggu aja la ek..;D joon ki..joon ki..waaahhh..gler dh kat joon ki blk!hagaga..xkshla org ckp dia mke cm pmpn ke..de gua ksh??hessss...talak ksh pnya laa..wekk!haha..to all yg xbp ske joon ki dh2 la ngumpat dia eh..to yg mnt dia..bgus2..but lps ni cri org lin lak ek nk mnt..sbb he's mine!!muahahahahhaa..xleh blah!
Joon ki..so cute..funny..gler2..cm Aril pun de gk kn..I like that type of person kot eh..hmm,,wallahaualam.pape pun..I love Lee Joon Ki!!
hulalala..btw,asl skrg xde slra nk mkn ni..dh 4hr xmkn nsi,td pun gagah mkn seciput jek.alahai..rndu kat spe lak la nih..hmmm,,bgus gk cmtu kn..leh krus!akaka

1 December 2010

1 DECEMBER 2010

Apakah yg ada dgn tarikh ni?hehsss...iaitu my friend's birthday!Happy birthday AINUN!!!;) alahai dh tua dh..dia bru msuk 19..i'll 20 next month.ohh my God!haha..xpelaa..jnji awet muda!ngee~
Haa..nk cte skit psal Ainun ni..dia kedah mali..jitra.time2 dia mle msuk dlu..knl2 dia..slalu tringat kat Muna.sbb loghat dia..haha.kn kedah kn..loghat utara dia kaw laa..;D pstu one time tu de bg msg kat Muna ckp de sorg kwn kat utm tu yg akn bt tringat kat dia..ckp la nme dia Ainun.to my unexpectation..Muna leh tny blk Ainun Hashim ka?wow!what a small world.rpe2nyer Muna dgn Ainun stu sk dlu.Sultanah Bahiyah kat AS tu..wawawahh..xsgka.tp dorg lin2 kls..but,knl la kn sbb same school.hee
Ainun ckp best la..cnfirm tringt kat Muna klo Ainun ckp.yela..kat matrix dlu kn rpt dgn Muna..so skrg xjmpe Muna dh..lin2 U daa.so,Ainun la jd pengubat rindu..acewaah!haha..bestla..Ainun bik orgnyer..bodek nmpk!haha..ahaa,,one more thing..dia pndai bergaya..yaa..org ckp btul la..kn Ainun kn?hehsss..dia mmg elegant la bak kte org putih..;) hope our friendship last forever friend..Insya Allah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AINUN!!