Without you

In my steep life
In my sharpened density
Like a dream, like a painting
You make me live

The war-like tears that belonged to me
At the end of despair
When your warmth, when your breath spreads in me
I am able to breathe again

Even if my eyes are covered so that I can’t see you
Even if my ears are blocked so I can’t hear you
This love gets even clearer
I hate it but I want it

You flew into my arms like a butterfly
You embraced my tired soul
Only after I pushed you away, I found out
That I couldn’t use my heart anymore

Even until the day the heavens take away my life
Stay where I can reach you
Closer than today

Take away the black night
And take me into the light
With this miraculous love that made me live again
Into your bright embrace

I can’t live without you
I don’t think I can go on without you
Only after I pushed you away, I found out
That I couldn’t use my heart anymore



from scholars who walks the night ost - BEAST-

I'll be there.

" I'm that friend.

I'll be there for you.
Until you find something better, find
someone who can give you more, i'll be there.

I'll always be there.
Whether its late at night or early in the
morning, you'll always have me.

I know that im not the greatest, im not the
most talented, or have the most things, but
i'll be there. until you find someone who can
do more for you.

Thats who i am, the friend thats always
there until something better comes along. "


cilok dr ikmal.haha.. i love the sentences laaa..pinjamm noee...syurannn ^^

'15 happiness

Assalamaualaikum.

woahhhh..dh brsawang2 haa blog nh kn * pnjm typical ayt utk blog yg dh lme tggl kekekeke

how are you my blog? hopefully you're fine..heh

okay nak mpek jap mlm nh.pnjg gk nh.haha

Alkisah.

hr tu 30 july join sukarelawan masum '15 utk silat smpi 5 ogos. 

there are a lot of new experiences learned. 

Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for everything.

the first day..kje keras sdiakn setup tmpt game..mke bgun tdo ms rest time skjap. hahaha

 haa! nh la setupnya..nmpk mcm senang tp mmerlukn kudrat dan mental yg kuat. hagaga.. nmpk ruang kosg kn..bfore tu ade meja2 dgn kerusi pnuh stu dewan.. kne kosgkn dlu..lipat2 meja and susun kerusi kat lua dewan. ni kat n24..dewan ats tu. tmpt bbdk exam la slalunya..klo kls xsure ade ke x sne tu. 

 taradadaaa..finally main smbung2 map siap akhrnya.. map2 nh ktorg agkt dr bwh..ke ats naik tgga..sorg sikit. smua tgkus lumus la angkut sbb dwn kat ats..pngil map aje bnda mrh hjau ni xtau la ape nme btulnye..ngeh2.. ade 200 smuanya..hohooo

gmbr nk sent kat ika hahahaha

the teamss...tp ade yg xde.. masum nh sukarelawan dpt dua bju.. stu klabu hjau..stu klbu cair..yg bwh ni stu bju..

the mates...love them all. smua awesome  xtinggal sorg pun bak hg. awesome in terms of teamwork, friendship, characters..smua rjin2 dan smua best2..semua semua okay. ketua dr kiri..zul.then sblhnya en.haikal yg urus ktorg urusetia sukarelawan bhgian silat. then tikah, k.ti, kak reen ni staff yg join, amir. had bwh lak...fadhil, aniq, jebon and zahid.

adk2 thn stu dgn 2. smua sempoi abis.. byk lak kngn dgn dorg nh..klo nk compare dgn sukarelawan sukipt ritu. for me...this masum is more more awesome compare to sukipt. in term of the sukarelawan laa..haha. opss. sbb ape? sbb masum ni smua skepala. yeee..sekepala smuanya..part gosip, rajin, baik, lawak dan smua tegur laa..xpilih bulu dlm brkwn. and i like that part.

nh adk2 ni jg glnggang..tu ktua dorg haha..lawak cikgu dorg nh..pg2 dtg kne tabik dgn dia..ngeh2..ktorg tgk gelak2 je. dlm garang dan tegas ade lawaknya cikgu nh. cikgu ni ialah judge utk silat laaa.. dorg ni tlg dia kat glnggang B tu..ade A dgn B. cikgu2 smua pun baik2..tgur sukarelawan smua..xsombong.amat baik.

nh last day laa..ms lps pympaian hdh. pejam celik pejam celik abis dh haaa..

sadissss..miss to work as a team.. :'(

nh kua mlm abis tu..pi mkn sme then jln2..smpi kul 1 pg bru blk utm haa haha.. they called "racer" sbb bwk laju..haha..for every happiness.. Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for everything.

bergmbr laa ape lg kn.. ^^

nh ms bratur nk amik elaun haha.. pnya penat brtur..skali smpi turn ddk dpn kte ttup smbung ptg lak hahaha.. tp smua snyum je..

mcm2 kngn haa join masum kali nh.. smua super awesome. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. ms mle2 join ritu..doa..doa kat Allah spya dkurniakn team yg baik2 smua. Alhamdulillah mkbul. happpyyyyyyyy. dgn ketua en.haikal yg sempoi smpi sukarelawan yg snappy happy go lucky smuanya..terima kasih Ya Allah. gonna missing them laa.. tp dorg kat utm lg..so leh lg ade pluang utk jmp nnt insyaAllah.

and there are two names that i'll never forget for this masum. amin..smga kt jmp lg ms akn dtg haha..insyaAllah. and bajet (nme glrn)..hmmm..may we meet too in future..nk mnta maaf laa byk mgata haha. asiffff. bajet nh dpt nme sbb mmg bajet.. tp xyh cte la kat sni..let me and the people je yg tahu. hahha. whatever it is.. Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah :)