You Only Love

You only love my one and only love
Which I can't give up

You only love Undescriable you
Speak of farewells


You're just tired of the sadness, right
Can't you hear anything


You only love (my only love) 
I can't never give up (I can never know)
Is separation your choice

You only love, You're my everything
You only love my life


You're just tired of the sadness, right
Can't you hear anything


You only love (my only love) 
I can't never give up (I can never know)
Is separation your choice

You only love, You're my everything
You only love my life


Love is only a short happiness
It's the frustration (Just only everyday)
That comes in a bigger form that tires me
(Just only wonder my everything)

The days that even became familiar with frustration
Is holding you and crying
In Your Eyes


You only love (my only love) 
I can't never give up (I can never know)
Is separation your choice

You only love, You're my everything
You only love my life


You only love my life.


-dbsk-

Because Im Weary

The old and aged story called “dream” now knocks on my heart..
The familiar scenery that’s too far away to be touched
because I`m weary cause I`m weary
because I`m weary cause I`m weary

Among the clingy world that’s walled out
I plug my ears and sing the song from my childhood

Within the memory of forest that has no start or end
Then I soothe my bruised heart from wandering in the forest
because I`m weary cause I`m weary

Today, another hard day…
The unexpected sound of thumping heart
The thump that can’t be forgotten even if I frown my face
Because I love you, cause I love you
Because I love you, cause I love you

Once the cold wind touches the heart
The unforgettable events covers my eyes
Naïve heart, the night full of trouble and on top of the lines
I’m gasping for breath as I wipe the sweat
Because I love you, cause I love you

-Ernest-

It's Okay, It's Love / Cry Again

From me to me.

Assalamualaikum.

alooohaaaaaaaaaaaaa. long time no see right.
bajet.
haha.
lets start mpek. shijang!

what im gonna say..hmmm..lately..being all mental breakdown..due to..due to..due to what anyway?hmm......thinking.......dont know..maybe some sort of mental disorder in my brain.haha adess.
this 2016..im such a brat. im doing nothing..nothing for my future. meaning i'd spent my whole year until now by pampered myself.huuu. the time flies and im here didnt improving myself.mmg nk kne dush3 kn..-_____-

i dont know too whats in my mind...i just know that i would like doing nothing. nothing nothing. just spent the time recklessly..ottokaji...dlm dunia yg serba moden org tgh brlumba2 jd yg trbaik ni..but here i am just stay stupid.dush3. anyone can boost up my motivation..you are welcome here.

deppression makes me to eat a lot. compare to when im happy. terbalik kan. ade pepatah ni.."org bahagia susah kurusnyaa.." but im different. im vice versa from that. if im happy..although my stomach makes such a pop rock sound craving for food..i can bear to not eat anything. just the happy feeling itself can make me full..haha..poyoss kan. kahkahkah. but im sad..every food that i stuffed into my mouth is not enough.huhu. but luckily it is not that serious until i gained weight for it.haha. lepas makan dia hadam..pastu makan balik hdam makan makan hadam makan putaq2 gitu laa..

so my current mood  now is...laziness overload sometimes that i slapped myself to come back to my senses haha bgong je kn..tapi itulah realiti. where is the hardworking me...the diligent me...the great me...????

note to myself::::

you are already old enough to spent your time leisurely without doing anything. you have responsibilities to do. you already grown up fine and well..lets becoming someone that is great.. and help others as much as you can. there are many helpless out there that need something that you can contribute to them. life is short, live it wisely. i know that you didnt have so much these days..but just hang on okay. Allah knows the best. just doing your best to become the best. Allah has created you in this world for a purpose..if not..you will not born. so, gather up your soul and lets live to the max. cut off some sleep..you already slept too much these days (too much sleep is one of the signs for depression.because the dreams from sleeping are much more happier than the reality?) let use the time by doing something that benefits which can improve you day by day. i know sometimes you think you are a loser...but what can we do..just hang on and get out from the shell of darkness..woahhhh. please myself..come back to your senses and lets live.

sincere,

me.