mimpi dlm mimpi laa..

"noy,i dreamt of you last night..with tvxq too.haha.nk dgr x?mcm mmp dlm mmp.kt mcm kat pdg sk..and jae,yunho,junsu dgn micky skali.max xde.haha.one of my friend ske micky,dia brtur blkg micky.leh byg lg mke exctd dia.haha.somehow kt bdua ddk blkg yunho, junsu dgn micky.jae ddk dpn skali.auww.bdk baik! then noy sje cte to me abt the break up of tvxq..sje nk bg yunho dgr.lps abis cte,yunho mcm bgun then pggl members dia smua kua.except max.max xdpt dksn dlm mmp nh.haha.aftr dscussion..mmg yunho kte xleh bgbung blk sbb ble dia dgn max bdua jek dorg lg kya.muahaha.xleh blah kn.yunho kne tggung adk dia blaja,max tggung kakak dia and so do jae kakak dia blaja.so jae dgn mke sdh blk ke kls blk.otw tu hp bnyi,dia hesitated nk agkt.rpnye bnyi tu my alarm suh bgun.tp bkn lgu tvxq pun.haha.pstu mcm trjg..pi blk air utk amik air smbhyg smua nk solat then bnyi lgu bigbang lak.im alive.tgk2 sbnrnya xbgun lg.tu bnyi alarm kdua.haha.adoi.then bru la bgun.xleh blah kn my mmp.kekeke.trus tringt nk msg noy pg nh.hahaha
haa.jap.bfore yunho pggl members dia kua tu kt dua pnya hrp dorg gbung blk.as soon as dorg dh kua kt dua yg gosip td trus ddk tmpt dorg.haha.tp lps dgr dorg xjd bgbung,mmg kcwa la kn.haha.pny cte dtails kat noy sbb fresh dr ingatan lg :D"

msg to noy pg td.haha. copy paste jek dr fb.pnjg woo nk tlis blk.haha. i dreamt of noy and dbsk.daebak! mcm real pun ade..;D

counTings dAys

wahhh..bln 8 mengungguli carta! *btul x eja tuh?haha
byknyer post..weweeet. dgn lain kte byknyer mpek.adesss.
haha..bse la pnggur spnuh ms kat rmh smpna cuti nh.xde kje nk bt kn..^^
viewers pun byk..holaa viewers! or stalkers?haha. 
xpe2..bln 9 nnt myb skit jek..yela nk msuk utm dh.wink2. xsabar!
xsabar nk blaja..acewahh. vogue gitu! (ayt sir afendi).heh
next week hr sbtu dh brlps ke jhor dh..acee..acee..bjet naik plane jek kn.
gonna be the best among the best and the best! InsyaALLAH.
xmau main2 dh..focus2..cita2 mst dcapai.amin. Im the best! ohh yeaah!
cayo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UTM..im coming!=)

Ohhhh..orange!

ehem..ehem..mic test..haha.

nk cte skit la ni..stlh skian lme xbrinai tbe angin nk brinai dtg lak.

first day rye tgk ibu tmbuk inai..tnpa dsedari mntk ibu tmbuk lbih nk pkai gk.hahahha

last pkai inai full jari ms f4. lps tu xpkai dh smpi la ni bru la nk pkai blk.

yela,,sk dlu mn leh pkai inai daa..

lets see the pics keh. =)

 tgn kiri..mcm comot skit kn?haha..tibai aje..
not so perfect but okay laa.. :D

 ni tgn knn..lg2 la comot..nmpk x garisan oren ats my palm tu?hahahha..

 comot pun comotla..jnji dh pkai kn..ngee~

jeng jeng jeng..inilah hasilnya! 

not so red in color..a bit or dark orange. haha

*berinai sbb xsbr nk kwin ke? ohh...tidak! 

The bOy's letteR

There is a girl that only knows me

Who is like a star, always in place, that shines on me

To me who is selfish and foolish-

She says thank you, I love you- so I shed tears

Now I will become your sky so you can brilliantly shine

 Will you love with me forever?

On this path alone, I can’t see anything

I can’t live without you

You are the only light to me

I, who only knows you, am here

I was a boy who was too coward to say I love you

Whether you laughed or cried, I didn’t know

And I only made you wait- I hated myself for that

I hated the tears that were shed- I won’t hurt you anymore

When the hands of the sky and light face one another

I will send this letter for you

Will you stay at this place with me?

In this coldness that is like the darkness

Let us trust each other’s warmth and become like the hot sun

Let’s become an unforgettable song of the sky

So that even when we close our eyes and reminisce

We will not be exhausted anymore

Love me, protect me- I thank you so much

I will become your sky now

Listen to this boy’s song and the star becomes brighter

Will you love with me forever?

On this path alone, I can’t see anything

Let us trust each other’s warmth and become like the hot sun

Let’s become an unforgettable song of the sky

So that even when we close our eyes and reminisce

We will not be exhausted anymore

Love me, protect me- I thank you so much

I will become your sky now

-JYJ-

just heard this song at seoul.fm
the lyrics are wonderful!
If a guy give me this song, surely i'll fell for him.haha.
enjoy listening~

They are awes0me!

 this two guys are awesome! daebak!

dream team ptg td..wahwahh..mmg trbaik la.

battle the best among the best.

first trial ricky failed at obstacle 3. anger dia leh nmpk la kn sbb dia sorg jek bg failed ble team challenge tuh. other team passed smua obstacles.

then ble turn dia pun failure. at obstacle 2. lg2 la dia kecewa kn.

nk djdkn cte smua org fail..xde sorg pun yg complete the race. then gne wild cards.

ble gne wild cards pun smua fail!haha..sbb obstacles plg ssh kot. yela battle the best among the best..mst la kasi obstacles yg plg daebak kn.

but all failed.

then tibe last chance utk dream team.

dream team members must vote who will go next.

of course the candidates are seongjo and ricky. the aces.

kat sni plg dramatic. ricky dgn seongjo dpt votes equal dr team mates dorg. then mc tny ricky, ricky suh seongjo. tny seongjo, seongjo suh ricky.

pstu last skali seongjo kne bt kptsn...tuut..tuttt..tutt..

seongjo suh ricky pi..even seingjo lacks one victory utk jd legend.

how beautiful the friendships are!^^

ms ricky nk challenge tu den lak yg brdebar mcm den yg kne race.muahahaha. seriously. dup dap dup dap jantung woo..doa ricky menang.

and finally..ricky won!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

all the team mates cried include ricky..wewewewewe~

all are grateful dream team won.

ricky and seongjo hug each other.

^______________________^

this man was and is awesome!

he is back from his slump days. yeaahhhh.

thats so incredible fantactic ricky!

we'll be in our victory again..yes,,we can. haha

ingt post dlu? my post abt ricky slump days..same as me. 

now, ricky is back. the ace is back.

so do I.

 I'll be back! 

FOotsTepS

That day when the sun set,

My footsteps took me,

Opening my eyes to a place i thought i had forgotten

Whether I still have some hatred towards you left

I want to be free now

I believed time would solve everything

Was that in itself a foolish belief?

Now, I want to just go with the flow of things

It doesn't matter to you anymore

From the start 
a person like you

Never existed to me
 the way I didn't to you

Remember one day,
you'll hurt as much as i did

From someone other than myself

You'll experience the same pain

I'm sorry, 
this is all I can do

Really, it's the only way I can be

For that day to come,

When i can start over like you

For me, who can't love you

And can't help but hate you.

-Kim Jaejoong-

always love to hear this songs..during the wither days..haha.

-raya 2012-

ALHAMDULILLAH.

one week of raya past already. 

thank you ALLAH for the happening hari raya this year. alhamdulillah. 

lets see the pics of the year ^^

 nab's house :))

my official bju raya..how? lawaa? ohh..thank you!

 az's house :))

 nadh's house :))

yan's house :))

yg pkai bju sme tu meaning in same day serbu.haha.daebak kn!

yg rmh nab a day before serbuan bsr-bsrn tu.heh.

this year plg happening serbu rmh kwn2..thanks all. 

thanks ella and teah yg bwk me and tna pi serbu rmh2 dorg tu..haha. love all lahhh~

my raya hOuse

Okay, firstly ALHAMDULILLAH. thank you ALLAH sbb mmprmudahkn majlis raya smlm. 

nk tau cte aa?

smlm actually pi ziarah kubur arwah opah dgn atok kat prt bntr and bgn serai. pg tu brtolak. then otw blk sggh rmh kwn ayh pkck pendi kat taiping.

nk djdkn cte..jln jem!huaaaaaa~

nk plan dgn kwn2 nk suh dorg dtg mkn2 @ raya kat rmh mlm tu. kul 9.skali jln jem start kat changkat jering tuh. amik kau!

jnuh msg smua kte myb lmbt o myb kne postpone mlm sok(mlm ni la)

tup2..tgk jam aje kje ble jem tu..yelaa..ble nk smpi kn..huahuaa

pnya doa byk2 dlm ht smga slmt smpi and mjls brjln lncar. alhamdulillah ALLAH permudahkan. =)

slmt smpi around kul 10 lbh cmtu. dorg dtg gk. supper time.

pnya klm kabut xmsk lg. big thank to ibu yg msk laksa..seman yg tlg bt air oren dgn ayh tlg kasi dt rye.ngeee

bt kcik2 jek..xmau bt rmai sbb nnt klo rmai xjd kn ssh. mknn byk2 o pape jd mcm smlm jln jem tu kn ssh.huhu.

pstu jnji dgn see yan kul 8..tup2..10.30 bru dtg amik dia. nsb bk jmpe rmh.haha.

thankfully my friends okay..dorg snggup tggu. daebak la korg!

nh yg syg lbh2 nh..

^____^

yg ni gne cam farah. yg bju hijau tu..ce cri yg mn..lawa kn pic ni..waahh..jles tgk gmbr cam farah. cam pic lawa or farah pndai edit?heeee

papepun, thank you kwn2 dtg smlm. blk midnight owh. alhamdulillah smua slmt smpi rmh. ptg ni pi rmh nab lak. InsyaALLAH. ^^

3 rules from now.

Revising personal taste. Jeon Jin Ho had said to Park Gae In.. 3 rules.

 Don't believe people so easily.
 Don't fall in love so easily.
 Don't forgive easily either.

Please..become stronger.

I'll do it.
I'll try harder.

BIGBANG - Blue

The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

Under the same sky, at different places
Because you and i are dangerous
I am leaving you
One letter difference from ‘nim’^
It’s cowardly but i’m hiding because i’m not good enough
Cruel breakup is like the end of the road of love
No words can comfort me
Perhaps my lifetime’s last melodrama
Now its final curtain is coming down

I was born and i met you
And i have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even with my eyes closed, i can’t feel you

The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

I feel like my heart has stopped beating
You and i, frozen there, after a war
Trauma, that has been carved in my head
Once these tears dry up, i will moistly remember my love
I’m neither painful nor lonely
Happiness is all self-talk
I can’t stand something more complicated
It’s no big deal, i don’t care
Inevitable wandering, people come and go

I was born and i met you
And i have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even if you have left, i’m still here

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

Again tonight, underneath that blue moonlight
I will probably fall asleep alone
Even in my dreams, i look for you
And wander around while singing this song

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

Ramadhan 1433H

Ku mengharapkan RAMADHAN kali ini penuh makna..agar dapat ku lalui dengan sempurna...acewahh!
Ramadhan this year gonna bid a farewell..huuu. smga sgla ibadah & kbkn yg dlkukn spnjg bln ramadhan ini dkekalkn. InsyaALLAH. amin.
Someone messaged me last night. after 3 months. haha. why why eh? one request, dont msg me anymore.haha. chayball?
Be happy with my life. because it is one wise thing to do.
Buang yg kruh amik yg jrnih. hdup skali aje..soooooo,,kt enjoy!^^
Sok dh nk raya..InsyaALLAH..xmau sedih2 naa....h0ho

Selamat hari raya kwn2 p5~

Assalamulaikum. holaa kwn2. smpena dh nk rya dh ni kn..wanna wish all of you SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI. nnt xsmpt nk wish blk kg smua kn. yg nk blk kg tu..pndu crmat jiwa slmt keh. :))

SELAMAT HARI RAYA too to our beloved Mama Pn. Adilah Abdul Aziz. smga bhgia juga di mtrx bru. :)

Aqim - sorry if xske pnggil nme wibawa tu. tp still nk pggil hg wibawa gk. :)
Kinah - sorry klo de bt slh slp slma kt brkwn..trima ksh krn jd kwn yg baik. :)
Sabby - sorry chinggu if trip kt every year ke kmpp xmmuaskn.but this year pnya daebak kn. thank you for being a lovely friend. :)
Muna - gduh..baik..gduh..baik..gduh..baik..gduh..baik..baik..haha..mst pnt kn. bianney. thanks for still accepting this mgada friend. :)
Syazwani - sorry dear chinggu if byk mnyshkn slma nh. tq for always being there for me. smga hdup bhgia aa..xmau sdh2 lg. rock always! :)
Yusri - sorry slalu decline anything that you wanna give me. jgn amik ht aa..friends forever. :)
Nurlin- lynn,,maaf silap salah. blaja rjin2 noe..nnt de ms2 nnt kco hg lg. :)
Aminah - sorry byk mnyusahkan slama ni. bian. tq for everything. :)
Suhada - si kcik yg comey..sorry if de bt slh smua. kt trwh dlm hjn kat kmpp dlu slalu dlm ingatan. :)
Fatin - bam syg. jgn mrh aa if pnggil bam..hee.comey what. sorry if de bt slh smua. :)
Zaidi - bo,,sorry de tremo dlu2 tuh.haha. tq krna still mnjd kwn yg baik. :)
Hilmi - sorry for anything. tq for being a cute+jovial friend. maintain keh. dont change. :)
Chad - sorry if de bt slh. hdup palapes!heh. :)
Naza - sorry if de bt slh kat naza. rndu laa nk main basket sme2 mcm dlu.nnt ble2 kt main lg ek. :)
Ikmal - sorry slalu bt srbut kn.msg2 mrapu smua. bian. lps ni jnji xde dh. :)
Zira - sorry for not being a good friend to you.huu. maaf ye. :)
Shuk - sorry psl kes dlu tu. hopefully skrg bhgia sntiasa la ek. :)
Amal - wlaupun skjap kat p5,my first friend kat p5. sorry if de bt slp slh. friends forever. :)
Helmi - msg slh hntr hr tu mmg ingt la smpi ble2.haha. sorry if de bt slh slp. be happy always. :)
Amir - tq bg tru rport chem dlu2 tu..js akn dkng. smua brsyukur dpt tru.haha. sorry if de bt slh slp. :)


~ Maaf Zahir Batin smua! May hv a happy hari raya ahead. ^^

-my msgs to the p5 group. copy pasta. just wanna make it here.

Maintain okayh?

Salam 21 Ramadhan.

wahh..pjm clik pjm clik dh 21 hr dh pose. alhamdulillah msh pnjg umur. brsyukur2. 10 ramadhan yg trkhir ni sma2 kt mnfaatkn sbaiknya yaa. sma2 mmhon dr ALLAH SWT keampunan dr dosa2 yg lalu. InsyaALLAH.

Okayh,,bju rye xbli lg pun..haha..daebak kn..xksh pun sbnrnyer..xkalut pun nk bli. maintain cool.aceee. tema bju thn ni..err..ape eh..simple and nice.we'll see.ehem!

nk mpek ape lg..tuut..tuut..tuutt..the end.

keh,pesanan pnaja..live live to the max, no regrets. hari ini mesti lebih baik dari semalam..=)

*Smga kt dpt brtemu dgn mlm lailatul qadar. amin.

setelah sekian lamaa...

ehem..ehem..mic test 1 2 3..haha
Assalamualaikum! holaa my blog..long time no see you. sorry for ignoring you..bianney!;(

Okay,,lately yunho dgn daesung msuk my mmp.haha..fmes btul la..artis2 korea yg msuk mmp..artis mlysia?errr..xde pun.hahaha. nk dijadikan cte..now,,im not into malay dramas or whatsoever. only koreans, english pertains in my daily life. ottokajo? kne buang negeri ka?haha..cte mlyu skrg..bkn nk mngata tp byk sgt hasad dengki smua bagai..xbest nk tgk. lg2 cte ptg2 stp hr isn-kha hr tuh..xingt tjuk cte dia..tp psl sorg kakak dgn adk. kakak ank mak, adk ank ayh. parents dorg remarried. nk dpendekkn cte..si adk ni pnya la besa kuasa dia..si kakak ni ikut jek pe yg dia suh bt. nk kte bodo dh besa dh leh pk sndri..sbg kakak xknla baik sgt dgn adk smpi dia bt mcm2 yg jht pun still brsbr lg. err..myb dia sorg yg pnybr..but not me.haha. in the end,,tv dtutup utk mgelakn rs mrh yg mmbuak2 bg phk si kakak yg 'baik hati' nh. haha. the end. sbb tu more tu korean and english. hr tu de sherlock homes the series..skrg xde lak..aisehh..why eh..best kot tgk sherlock tu. wahh,,cra pmkiran dia..klo la btul2 mcm tu kn best. fantastic! hmmm,,korean. xpnh pun dwnld cte. slalu amik dr org2 jek. sbb im not patient people yg nk tggu dwnld2 smua nh. but! 'BIG' was my first korean drama that I'd downloaded by myself.haha. sbb bln pose kn..pi terawih. xdpt nk tgk. sbb timing cte tu time trwh. pnya smgt nk tgk dwnld la.haha. big applause to myself!^^ dgn bntuan mr. idm..dwnld brjln dgn lncr. alhamdulillah. now, de byk cte yg dh dwnld. antranya time slip dr. jin, gentleman's dignity, king 2 hearts, fashion king, god of study and I need romance 2012. wahwah.daebak kn! tp kbyknnyer xtgk lg..nk smpn time ddk utm nnt..haha..yelaa..nnt ddk sne kn xde tv..mgisi ms lpg tgk la nnt. klo dh bosan cte yg xbest pun jd best..;D
okayh,,pnjg lak mrapu kali nih..mklumla dh lme xmnlis..haha..kne stop dlu,,lyn cte lak.heee.
whatever it is..I love you my blog! see ya.